Deposits
- Be happy and my suffering

“You are present to give love while giving wounds that never end.”

- Keisha

Canary:

Several times I saw my watch clock, almost 10 but Andri had not come at all. My anxiety is getting more and more rampant because Andri can not be contacted, from earlier I kept pacing back and forth trying to eliminate my anxiety.

I sighed roughly “Mas Andri where the hell was it?! How long, is he trying to get away from me? Does he want to cancel his departure to Paris? Let this wedding not happen?” some negative assumptions filled my mind.

“Ahh is impossible! Where could Mas Andri be, he promised me he'd marry me in Paris. When times like these might break his promise. I'm sure Mas Andri will keep his promise.”

Yes, I try to convince myself. I'm sure Andri can't possibly cancel everything planned in advance, I'm very sure that he fulfilled his promise. But still, no matter how hard I tried to convince myself I was always thinking a no-no.

My head kept looking up at the airport door, whether he had come or not. Oh, my God, how is this. My flight schedule is with Andri in a little while and he hasn't arrived yet. Come on, hurry up.

When I was agitated, someone patted me on the shoulder from behind. I turned around and saw that handsome face smiling at me.

“Mas!” I screamed in annoyance.

He snickered “Hehehe, sorry ya Mas late.” I could only sigh slowly and then hug Andri.

“You know Mas, I was really nervous. I thought if Mas canceled our departure to Paris, I thought Mas ran away so that this marriage did not happen.”

Andri elaborated my embrace, I could only stare at her in wonder then she instantly flicked my forehead “Akh!” reflexively I was shocked by his sudden attitude.

“Don't think of anything, I can't do that. Since Mas has promised you will marry you, Mas's time canceled the plan we had planned in advance?”

I can only move my lips a few inches. “Yahh, do you want how else Mas. His name is also the mind itself, because Mas also came a long time ago. I'm afraid we missed the plane,”

“Tadi Keisha wants to join Mas to the airport,” immediately heard the words Andri made my throat choked.

Keisha wants to go to the airport? He meant to take Andri to the airport? I also immediately frowned to see here and there whether there was Keisha here or not. If there is, I should escape as soon as possible.

“Hahaha, Keisha is not here,” I immediately saw Andri “I have forbidden him not to drive me, so it was a bit long ago. Keisha wants to keep coming with me.”

I sighed “Kirain, hehehehe.”

“You've checked-in ?” I nodded while showing both tickets.

“In the meantime the plane landed, we have to get ready to go into.”

“Hem so, yaudah, Come!” he pulled his suitcase, I smiled and nodded and pulled my suitcase. Now, Andri and I are holding hands with each other heading to Paris.

We're both gonna come to that romantic town, where the city will make a very beautiful history and remember a story that I can forever capture to my children and grandchildren. Paris, I’m coming.

“What?! Andri to Paris? How did he get to Paris? Whereas he didn't tell us before!” my mother-in-law's face looked very red, I knew she was very angry right now.

After Andri's departure to the airport, I went straight to my mother's house to tell her about this. But all beyond my expectations, my mother was angry that Andri had gone to Paris without giving me and my mother away.

Indeed, anyone would be disappointed because it was not told about this. Even this morning I had negative thoughts with him because he suddenly asked me to pack his clothes. He also did not tell me before that and would suddenly go to Paris on that very day.

I can only look down at my mother's anger, she rubbed her face then Istigfar many times “She didn't tell you Kei what business in Paris?”

I shook my head slowly “Maybe his business bu,”

“Can't work to not tell you, which is more important? Family or work?” mom asked me a pretty solid question in my ear.

“Family.” Answer me slowly.

“That you already know, then why Andri seems to be not concerned with family and even concerned with his work. If indeed he went to Paris, he should have told you and mom far away.”

I could only listen to my mother speak. Turns out mom was just as upset as I was.

There was a sigh coming out of the mother's mouth “Ya already, it's okay. After all, his people had also gone to Paris. Later mom will invite Andri to meet once in Paris with Andika too,”

I looked up “Till there kasi tau Kei ya bu.”

Mom stroked my hijab then smiled “Iya nak.”

“Take care of yourself as long as you are in Paris, you will be here. If you want, tell Vania to stay at home so you are not alone,” he said again. I can only smile at my mother's words, at a time like this she still watches me. I am an adult and can take care of myself, but my mother cares for me more than her own children.

“Iya ma'am, Keisha besides also busy with consultation with the doctor ma'am, so it can be said there is busy even if only briefly.” Yes, I still remember that today I had a consultation with Haikal at three in the afternoon. That means I will meet with him again, the man who once invited me ta’aruf then I canceled because I have received a proposal from Andri.

“It's good that, you focus the same on your consultation. Who knows with your efforts that have so far made God can give offspring for you and Andri,”

“Aamiin ma'am, just pray for the best for me and Mas Andri.”

“Mother always wishes you and Andri the best, son.”

I smiled then grabbed my mother's body and hugged her “Thank you mom,” mom can just stroke my back slowly.

“Sama-sama nak.”

Whatever it is, I will keep trying, fighting, praying and giving up on the provisions that God has given me. As the saying goes, let me get sick first have fun later.

It is also listed in QS. AL BAQARAH 286, “Allah does not burden a person unless it is in accordance with his ability.” And I, I still can do it.