
“Indeed true said Dilan, if miss is heavy. I felt it too, enduring its matchless longing. The thing I'm most grateful for is, it's a good thing that longing doesn't kill me slowly. Or I'll die in it.”
- Keisha
Andri:
“Jeez, how is this? I have to say what's the same mom?” my panic now makes me unable to think clearly. I don't know why I can panic like this, which I know my panic is mixed into one that is fear. Kania tried to calm me down but I myself was unable to calm down.
“Yaudah, Mas, pick up the phone. Who knows if something happened there, right?”
I nodded, too, what Kania said. From yesterday I didn't tell Keisha, maybe she's at my mom's house now and she told me to call. Bjsa so right?
“Mas, come on, pick up,” Kania roused me from my daydreams.
“Hem, but the problem is Mas did not tell mom that Mas to Paris.”
Kania's forehead shriveled, “Then, the problem?”
I could only rub my face violently, my phone had rang since I had not lifted at all. I am confused as to what to say to my mother. “The problem if Mas to go abroad, Mas must have told mom,”
“Means fitting Mas to Paris is not kasi tau mother Mas?” I shook weakly.
He can only pat his eel, “Yes for mercy Mas, why Mas did not like to know Mas's mother anyway. How about dong?” he panicked just like me.
When we both panicked, the ringing on my phone died instantly. Kania just grabbed my phone and deactivated it. We both immediately breathed a sigh of relief. I sat on the bed because I felt weak on both my legs. While Kania ruffled her waist and looked at me with her sharp gaze.
“What's up?” I asked not understanding with his eyes.
“Now Mas must think how to explain to Mas's mother once there. Mas already made a problem with this,” Kania command.
“Iya.iyaa,” my words limp.
Just starting, time has to fall apart like this anyway. Why can I seteledor this. Why did I forget to tell Mom? Because I was so scared of my mother. If I lied, I would know everything.
The lies I tell will be exposed at that time. That's what scared me when Mom called me. Huh! Now I have to find a logical reason for this. I hope you don't know if I'm lying.
Andea:
The mother who had just prayed she folded her prayer mats and her mukena, she put on her annoyed face. I look at it very astonished, since when did you have this expression? Though the mother is known not easily upset with any circumstances.
“Now we are both in Paris, why is it difficult to contact anyway? Even though I just want to tell you that tomorrow, you are graduating. Who knows, he can attend your graduation, his sister who for years never returned to Indonesia. Does he not miss his sister?” mother grumbled while sitting next to me.
I also smiled while stroking his back, “Sabar ma'am, who knows brother is really busy. Kan mother knows for herself that the company brother is at its peak, so it's only natural that brother can not pick up the phone.” Surely at this time mom is in her upset times. However, as a child, I can only calm and cool the mood of the mother.
Mom looked at me, “You didn't hear your sister-in-law said yesterday it was De? Even your brother hasn't contacted your sister-in-law until now. What kind of husband is she huh?!” I think mother's frustration turns into anger that is overflowing and ready to explode at any time.
“Mother, yes, don't think. We have to think positively if my brother is really busy and can not be contacted for now. Don't think about it, ma'am, not good. Mom can't think much either. Later mom is sick, tomorrow is Ade's happy day, mother's time must be sick anyway. Not cool,” I put on a sullen face look, meaning that mother's annoyance subsides at this time.
Don't ask if it works or not. Of course I made it. He took a deep breath and took a special breath while stroking his chest.
Then he looked at me with a faint smile on his face. He grabbed my hand and clasped it tightly. Mother's hands that were once large now replace my large hands to be able to hold all of mother's hands.
“De,”
I looked at the mother through the beads of the eyes of the mother who already looks cute, maybe this is the effect of age which is fairly old. “Heum? Why bu?” ask me.
“Later if you succeed like your brother. Please, De, don't forget your family. Always take your family more than your job. However, before you succeed, there is a family that accompanies your difficult times. Always have family importance. Don't just attach importance to work that is endless,” Mother explained quite at length to me.
Even I who heard it can only nod understanding of its meaning. “Please mother guidance as well yes. Pray for Ade too, hopefully Ade is not crazy with the name of the job. Until Ade can still share Ade time with the Ade.” family
“Mother always prays for you son, always. Pray for the children of mothers to always be with the mother until the mother's old age. But the mother is not sure whether the mother's eldest child can be with the mother until the end of the mother's life. Now he just can't spend his time with mom, always the job he put forward,”
“Mothers talk so hem, we'll be together mom up to her heaven God. Later we will get an understanding to my brother about this. Insha Allah brother understands kok ma'am, and he will introspect himself with what he has done now,”
“Hem, you told your brother. The problem is if the mother is talking, just look at her face mother is already upset,”
God, I don't know what's been going on there while I'm abroad. Why can you behave like this?
“Iya ma'am, ade kasi later know. Now that mom sleeps yes, tomorrow morning we already have to be in the auditorium,” mom nodded then went up to the bed. I can only see my mother with different thoughts in my brain.
Actually what is going on with Andri, to make a mother's heart upset like this?