Deposits
the Patience of Keisha -

“It is difficult to say that I have 2 loves in 1 heart, it is difficult for me to say that I currently have 2 women in 1 body. Either, is this destiny playing out my life or is this the path I have chosen from all the roads? Of all the choices God has made, why did I choose another? Now, the end line is in my hands or this continues with an unexpected ending.”

- Andri

Andri:

To be honest, both my ears, one of my heart, my eyes couldn't see, hear, and feel Kania crying like this. It was the first time I saw him as broken as this, let alone this related to the relationship that was lived with me.

I didn't think his problems would make Kania depressed like this. I also felt the pain that was in Kania, because I was also the one who entered into his life so I should have also felt what he felt.

I kept stroking his back, and I kissed the tip of his head trying to give him the calm I gave him. Yes, even though it didn't fully work out at least it made him a little relieved by the matter. I want to be very angry with Vania, very eager to fire my office employee on that one, because it has made Kania like this.

But never mind, I don't want Vania's dismissal to make her take revenge on me and expose all my secrets with Kania and it just makes Kania's burden grow or Keisha can ask me why I am sacking Vania even though the performance of Vania is very good. Yes, Vania is also still arguably related to Keisha. No wonder, if the two of them are familiar when they meet, hang out especially.

I took out the phone in my shirt pocket on the sidelines I hugged Kania. Then I sent a message to Keisha.

Andri:

Kei, I'm sorry. Mas can't go to mom's house now, because Mas suddenly has an impromptu meeting with a client. In fact, Mas was already heading there and suddenly on the phone by Mas's secretary that Mas's client wanted to meet with Mas today. Because Mas's client tomorrow has to return to his country. No need to wait for dinner. Just go first with mom, maybe Mas came home tomorrow or Mas came home late. If you want to sleep, sleep first do not wait. I love you Keisha.

Sent up!

I'm holding my phone. I let out a sigh when I heard Kania's regular breathing, I saw her face she had fallen asleep very soundly on my shoulder. I immediately fixed his position to sleep, not forgetting I covered his body I was hugging him and propping my chin on his head. As soon as I became afraid of losing him, I did not expect my love to grow as much as Kania is today.

I kissed the tip of his head, he must be very tired after crying. It's okay, while I'm with him by his side.

I usually sleep one room with Kania, but to touch her further I probably won't be that close. Because I was self-aware that I could not give more responsibility to Kania, my relationship with Kania was still limited to courtship, not limited to marriage.

So, as depraved as I am, I do not want to be more depraved by destroying the honor of Kania who has no status at all.

The kling!

One incoming message on my phone, I grabbed my phone carefully which was on the nightstand. I saw that Keisha was replying to my message that I didn't send for 5 minutes. I opened it and read it. A smile was also engraved on the corner of my lips.

Keish:

It's okay, I understand. It must be heavy for you, work out there is even an impromptu again. Hopefully you can handle it, Mas, don't forget to rest, okay? His work is suspended so as not to be exhausted. And to go home, it's up to Mas to go home. If you are sleepy, do not go home, just stay at the hotel. But if you are strong enough to go home, just go home. By the way, I don't sleep at mom's house, so if you want to go straight home to us, don't go to mom's house. I'm afraid you're bothering mommy again to rest.

I just read the message sent by Keisha, I put my phone down again and I returned to the bed casually hugging Kania. I let out a sigh of relief, stroking Kania's hair and tracing every curve of Kania's face. I smiled, but in my heart I said.

Forgive Mas Kei, Mas lied again to you. I don't know, it's a lie how many times I've told you. After all, Mas lied for the good of Mas and for your good. I can't bear to make your heart hurt so let me keep this alone. I hope you understand, baby. After this, I'll make you happy, believe me.

Little by little my eyes were closed, I was also sleepy because all day my work was full. Let it be, for now I am beside Kania, accompanying her for the time being. Today I gave my full time to Kania.

Keish:

I read again the message sent by Andri, I let out a rough sigh. Though I really hope, tonight can share his time for me and my mother-in-law. But real again and again Andri can not attend because of his work. To be honest, this is disappointed for me but what can I do? My husband is busy with his job and I shouldn't be selfish with him, maybe he's really busy?

I put my phone on my desk, as soon as my appetite was gone, my mood suddenly shattered because of Andri. But I am also privileged, because it has been suudzon to my own husband. Andri was really busy with her job and I knew that she wouldn't lie to me.

But lately I've always been nervous erratically, because Andri rarely has time for me, it was usually me who had to go to his office to make sure he was okay or I was missing him.

My mother-in-law, who had finished cooking, came from the kitchen and brought food to the table. He knew my face changed to become grim.

“What's up, son? Andri can't come here?” ask her softly. Honestly, I am very proud to have a mother-in-law, yes even though she is not my real mother but I have considered her as my real mother after the mother who gave birth to me has been gone since I was in college. If for the father-in-law, it has not existed since Andri was still Junior High.

I just nodded weakly to answer mother's question, I was not in the mood to speak, but my spirit was burning. But the moment I received the message from Andri made my spirit extinguished instantly by her.

Mom looks up to me and sits next to me “It's okay, don't worry ya. Andri has been busy lately with her office business, so she should be busy like that. As a wife, you have to be understanding. Yes, although I know you are rarely the same Andri.” mother while stroking my back slowly.

I just turned my head and sighed softly “Yes hence from that ma'am, I miss him a lot. I'm rarely with Mas Andri, even though I really want to be with him. But he never understood me, did Mas Andri not love me anymore mom?”

“Hahaha, there's no way that mother's son doesn't love you. You're beautiful, sholehah, pinter cook, patient, and understanding. Which man will not love you, even Andri is crazy about you. I know really, Andri actually also wants to be alone with you just that he is hindered by his work. So, be patient son yes.” mother while holding both of my cheeks. I just smiled faintly, Mother's words were like the wind, very cold when I heard them.

My mother-in-law is indeed very able to overcome the situation of my heart, she is very clever. I should be thankful that I have in-laws like my mother. Hopefully, my mother is always in good health so that I am always with her.

“Yaudah, we eat first. Andri will not be here, than the food is redundant, right baby, ”

“Iya ma'am, come, let Kania who poured food for mom.” I also get ready and then spoon the rice do not forget the side dishes and vegetables for mom.

Mom smiled “Thank you son yes.” I also returned mother's smile.

Let Andri can not join tonight, I do not need to be selfish, I have to think of Andri that he also has a busy life out there. As I should have, I understand him. And the task as a wife, just encourage her and be patient that behind this there is a very extraordinary wisdom.