Deposits
- Variations

“I don't care if people want to say A, B or C in my life. Because those who live it are not them but ourselves. So I don't care if people want to say anything to me. For me my life is my life not their life.”

- Andri

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The flash camera blinked several times towards me, I kept looking for the best pose for me. My smile, my hands, my legs and all my body, I put everything on the camera. Sometimes I shake my hair and clothes.

The photographer smiled satisfied to see the results he shot, I flicked my face with my hands. I felt very hot because it was surrounded by lights with a fairly high description.

“OK Cania! Shooting completed. Very perfect!” all the staff applauded, I breathed a sigh of relief and clapped.

Then I came out of the shooting area to approach the photographer while looking at the photos taken by him. “How is Kania, are you satisfied with the results?” ask the photographer.

I also look around while sliding looking at other photos, when I saw myself in the picture I felt that I was created to be a very beautiful woman even though I was almost three heads. Not to be arrogant but I'm just confident about something, hehehe.

“That's great sir, I love his photos. Thank you for working well.”

“I am also very satisfied because in the shooting there is no repetition and the slightest error. Just one time, the results were immediately sorted out. I am always happy to work with you. And I'm the one who should thank you because you have worked well without any mistakes,”

Hearing the compliments given by the photographer made me misbehave myself, I could only twist my fingers. Proudly? Of course I am very proud of my own work.

“Heheh yes sir. Next we will shoot again in higher spirits!” I said with a very passionate tone.

The photographer also smiled “I hope later you are also excited and there is no mistake with shooting,”

“I try to Pak.”

The photographer patted me on the shoulder many times and then left from before me, I heaved a sigh of relief and walked towards the chair. I flung my seat and leaned back. Closing my eyes trying to drive away the endless tiredness.

When I know the person, I also strengthen my body “Vania?” I was astonished to her, she gave me cold mineral water with an ornate smile on her face.

I was not surprised because of that, but I was surprised because he approached me first. Even though it was in front of the office clearly he was avoiding me. Of course I feel it or is it just my opinion about him?

Vania sat next to me, she sighed too “Thank you for today because you all finished faster. I do not think that your mood affects your work, until this work is completed very quickly without the slightest mistake,” he said at length.

I also sighed while looking forward, where the staff who were cleaning all the equipment during the shooting “Yaaah, lo bener Van. My mood has greatly affected my work. You must have guessed how my mood is now,” Vania turned her head as well as me.

“Gue look at you like this I'm really happy Kan. I hope you like this until the next, even though I have come out of all this but I am still happy with the mood lo,”

I just looked at Vania with a clueless look. I thought that if he didn't care about my life, he still cared, even though he didn't contribute much to my life.

“Gue is also happy because you still want to talk to me Van. I'm so happy, because you're still watching me even though I know that we're not going to be the way we used to be. But I'm very grateful because you still think of me as your best friend,”

“Until anytime we will be friends Kan only I do not want to be friends of the problems that exist on lo. I still think of you as my best friend, until whenever it is. Well, even though we are now focused on each other's lives. Honestly, this morning I avoided. I'll avoid you if I see you with that guy, are you okay with this, right? I just hope you don't take offense to my attitude.”

I could only be silent while looking at Vania, now I felt my heart slightly relieved when I heard her explanation. He will avoid me when I am with Andri and will approach me when I am alone. Gosh, I didn't expect that Vania would be this mature in the face of life. Like him, I need to learn with him.

I grabbed Vania's hand and clasped her “Gue never took offense to your unusual attitude Van. I know you're like this because you just don't want to be involved in all this. I understand and I understand all of this. Whatever you do I always accept Van, as long as you always think I'm your best friend and you always assume I'm in your life,”

Vania smile “Gue always assume you no Kan, until whenever it is, always,”

Hearing the words of Vania made my heart come to be touched. I feel this calm when dealing with people. I felt this relief as I expressed all my heart. And I never felt like this when I found someone like Vania.

Me and Vania were just staring at each other, that gaze was no ordinary gaze. But that gaze, where a friend is grateful to have another friend. That's how I am now with Vania. Grasping each other tightly and staring at each other with deep gazes.

However it only lasted a few minutes, as Vania was called up by the other staff.

“Yaudah first yes Kan, I want to go there first. May we meet next day with no one.” I can only nod and smile.

He went from before me with a fairly graceful path, I could only sigh while staring at his back that had passed from before me.

Anyway, now, I have to face the fact that I can only look at the back of a friend who used to walk together beside me. The fact that someone's problem can change everything, doesn't it?