Deposits
- Hurtfully

"Most people say that having a stash will destroy everything, but I don't think so! Because what?

Because it hasn't been discovered yet, but if it's found out maybe I'll tell you it's true."

- Andri

Keish:

I feed the man who is in front of me right now, very calm. He was unceasingly smiling and staring at me, for some reason I missed that look. Last night he didn't come home and I missed him so fast.

I wouldn't be surprised if Andri doesn't come home because the distance from office to home is very far so I suggest he stay at the hotel if he doesn't have time to go home. Than why on the road? Just make me worry.

I have loved Andri since college, where I secretly watched him from a distance. So was he, not because I was a coward or anything. But the religion in my family is so strong that I dare not approach any man.

It's just that Andri and I did not go through the courtship process, only getting to know each other was known by two family parties, then the process Andri proposed to me, and we were legal to be a married couple.

I'm so happy that Andri has become my husband, the man I've always dreamed of being and the man I've always seen from a distance without having to look directly at him. I didn't expect him to be a match in my future. I should be grateful for that.

"Key?" call Andri while tidying up my hijab.

"Huh?" I immediately realized from my daydream that made me remember the events of several years ago that were very memorable for me.

"Think what hem?" ask her and gently stroke my cheek.

Very subtle, I thought.

"I don't think anything about Mas" I said and then fed him again.

He just smiled displaying a dimple on his right cheek. Honestly, if I could say that I really don't like the excitement that Andri has. Anyone who sees it will be fascinated.

I even attended my Junior High reunion and I was accompanied by Andri of course they saw Andri with unblinking gaze, sometimes I was very jealous because other women could touch his eyes seeing Andri.

Because at its base all women are selfish, yes selfish. What is already his, others must not seize his even have his. Just like me, I admit it.

"Key?" call Andri now he calls her affectionately.

"What's up, Mom?"

"I'm sorry last night I didn't come home,"

I smiled, look at him. He even apologized just for trivial things, this is what makes me always love him endlessly "Gak papa kok Mas, anyways Mas do nginap at the hotel. I know the distance from home to office is very far away, so it is not possible to go home every day. If you want to go home or you can't go home, you stay in a hotel just from coming to me."

Andri was seen smiling and then he stroked my cheek "Thank you Kei, you always understand Mas,"

"As a wife is obliged to understand the state of her husband so you must also understand my circumstances" said I. I looked into both of his eyes. Ahh why does she have to be this handsome anyway?

Andri:

Jem!

Keisha's words made my heart beat for a moment, for some reason at a time like this I felt guilty with Keisha but when with Kania my guilt became instantly gone is this what is called demonic influence?

"Suapin Mas again dong." I said spoiled to Keisha. Like Keisha, I have to look romantic in front of her so that she feels at home to me.

"Mas," call her.

"Hem."

"Where is kania? How come I haven't seen him? Usually early in the morning she is getting ready with her clothes and make-up. Why didn't I see him in the studio?"

Degh's!

Keisha's question made me numb, I was too obvious in front of Keisha if she mentioned Kania's name. I can't hide my fear in front of him. I could only rub my neck which was beginning to get confused.

"Mas why? How is my face so pale? Mas sick?" ask her.

I turned to Keisha "Huh? E—no, I'm not sick."

"Then what is this? When Mas's sweat came out like this, "Keisha wiped the sweat that soaked my face. I quickly brushed her off slowly "M—mas isn't papa Kei." I immediately grabbed my drink and gulped it down.

Ahh what am I doing? Why can't I just be relaxed when Keisha calls my mistress' name "Mas?" call her softly.

After I calmed down from my fear, I saw Keisha's face that looked worried and scared.

I woke up and took his hand "Kei ma-pardon me mas huh? Mas earlier i—"

I don't know what kind of reaction Keisha has given me after this, I can only pray in my heart.

Hopefully, and hopefully Keisha doesn't suspect me. Please Kei, don't look at me like that.

I gulped and saw Keisha saying nothing to me. Then I was surprised because Keisha just stroked my hand while smiling "Hem pain? If it hurts, don't work? Take a rest at home. Don't force it to work." He bargained while stroking my hand.

I breathed a sigh of relief seeing Keisha who was unsuspecting to me and instead worried about me I did not know how else to deal with this wife in front of me.

"Sorry, Kei,"

"Oh my father, this yaudah used up his breakfast first," he fed me again until my food toilet with his own.

After she finished, Keisha cleaned things up and she said goodbye to go home "Kei." call me while pulling her hand.

Keisha turned to look at me wondering "What's wrong? Do you need anything?" ask her softly.

I just shook my head slowly and then pulled her gently to land a warm kiss on her forehead "Mas loves you." That phrase came out of my mouth.

Keisha shook her head, she kept silent, gave me no answer, and then "What's wrong?" ask me.

She shook her head "Keisha loves Mas too." her words made my heart tremble a little. Somehow even though we have lived together for years but if he said this friendly word makes my heart always pounding.

"Keisha went home first yes, a lot of homework that Keisha hasn't done yet," I nodded and smiled not forgetting I stroked the top of his head yes even though he used a hijab does not mean I can not stroke his head.

"Be careful, dear," he nodded and did not forget he grabbed my hand and kissed the back of my hand and he walked out of my room. Very sweet, I thought.

When am I gonna do this with Kania without having to have a secret relationship? Again and again I just thought about my stash.