FIZAH (Female Kolong Garbage)
PART 156 "Hyai Sekar Wangi"

*Tsaniya Tabriz

I try not to count the time that goes on. The minute count turned into a clock until it arrived at the seconds I was conveying something. The microphone was given slowly to my brother who had stood in place of the santri kang who hosted the event. Only Ummik and Bang Fakhar knew what I was going to say. I am here just a listener.

I get the people behind me. At first I hit Yazeed's face looking at me seriously. But, my gaze was instantly attracted to the person I had been waiting for since. He sat in the back seat. Maybe he came in the middle of the show. In fact, he actually got a special seat in the second row.

Mr. Nizam looked at the source of the voice. His voice attracted all the attention. Tapping into other voices so that only the loudest voices are heard.

"Sir, why did you have to say that to me? If our destinies are indeed united, why is there a gap where I have a reason not to want you anymore? Why, Oh God? How big is your guilt? What can make me sure that in the future, you are the source of my strength? Gustiiii," my inner.

Mukaddimah abah made me even more able to hear the sound of my heartbeat. The focus of my eyes was locked on every word that came out of it. Then, suddenly, he waved well. The Ummik beside me told me to go forward according to my orders. My behavior became stiff. I just don't trust myself. No one knows me. I made sure I was walking and wearing proper clothes. I'm silent for a moment. When I nodded, I started walking slowly.

"Alhamdulillah. Tonight I want to give happy news for everyone. Alhamdulillah and alhamdulillaaaaah, at this hour I expect prayer and blessing, as well as testimony. I asked Ibban Nizami to go ahead first. Monggo, Mum!"

I also saw a similar expression on his face. But, he's not as ugly as me. Mr. Nizam stepped up definitely with a slight bow past the people who were simultaneously turning towards him.

Abah continued his sentence after Mr. Nizam was to the right of Abah. "God willing I will marry them both."

I looked at him deeply. I wanted to say no, but I tried to keep creating a smile. As beautiful as possible until others can't see the sadness in my eyes. I kissed the back of my hand. Then, Mr. Nizam did it anyway. Longer than my kiss.

"My second son Tsaniya Tabriz with Ibban Nizami. I ask for his blessing, nggeh. And, God willing, there'll be a second wedding invitation that we'll arrange at all other times."

Abah took out a child's keris from his coat. Patrem belonged to Mr. Nizam. He put it on me. I raise my right hand and question one thing, what's wrong with this kris?

I still look at that keris. Then I looked at the first one who introduced him to me. Keris and Mr. Nizam, between them it's like there's a secret. Why are his eyes and face so calm? Doesn't he feel the same way as me? Have you and Mr Nizam been bound by agreement in the past? I think that's more impossible.

"Keris Nyai Sekar Wangi iki saiki dadi duwekmu, Nduk!" (Keris Nyai Sekar Wangi is now yours)

Nyai Sekar Wangi? Me and Mr. Nizam asked that with our eyes. This time our expressions were so similar.

"Well, you know the name of this kris?" Take that curious.

Abah only held the shoulder of Mr. Nizam while giving him a thin smile.

*Nizami's Ibban

To be honest I was very surprised when I heard the name Fizah changed to Tsaniya Tabriz. That means she's a real girl of kiai descent. The girl that Nyai Ridhaa once betrothed to me. All I thought was a nyai mom's wish that wouldn't be real. Apparently now the girl I know as Fizah is no ordinary girl. So natural that for seventeen years he was loved by Bu Mini. He is considered as the child of blessing. And, here's the big secret that Bu Mini meant. About Fizah son of a kiai.

I felt more and more that sin had demeaned her, whereas she should have been glorified as my own biological daughter. For whatever is in all his zurriyah, my duty as a disciple is to honor. But I hurt her daughter's feelings. I hold on to my emotions and feelings. I try to be as calm as possible.

Another time when Abah Bahar mentioned the name keris that I myself did not know. Kiai's statement made me think. Mustika also never told me before. What did I hear just now, was it because of the glory of abah alone or did it have something to do with the reason Mustika gave the patrem to the incident tonight? Or, maybe Mustika and Abah Bahar have known each other before? I really hope he explains it to me soon. To those of us who are curious. So is Fizah whose duty here is only manut in receiving his brother's orders. I know he's much more astonished. But, he should have known most of the story rather than me who did not understand it at all.

Abah told me to take the second row. I also asked my mother to sit next to me. But, mother refused. He said it was more comfortable when behind the wind at night.

Download the ghost tonight ends at half eleven p.m. It's too late to talk about something important. I saw Abah and ma'am so tired. He looks sluggish and sleepy.

"Zam, ojo muleh. The sampeyan turuo neng hut. A sip of waahe naji buku, badalono Abah yo."

Translated: (Zam, don't go home. You slept in the cottage. Tomorrow's the schedule for the book, replace Abah, yes)

So dhawuh abah before entering ndalem. And, it looks like that big secret won't be told tonight.

Two brides have already entered ndalem first. I was on purpose still outside because I saw Fizah sitting pensively in a chair. He had not changed positions since the end of shaking hands with the invited guests. I approached him slowly.

"Are you hard-hearted to take your Abah's orders?" I don't need to make small talk. All that was seen on his face was a sigh. Patrem was still in his grasp.

"Who is the owner of this patrem? I know it doesn't belong to a man" he said, looking at me.

"Name Mustika. Wardah Mustika Rahayu."

"Is this really Nyai Sekar Wangi?"

"I don't know. Not exactly know. But your brother did say that."

"Why did she give it to you, sir?"

"I don't know."

"Mister Nizam should know. This is awkward for me."

This time we talked in long words. Is this a sign that he can accept everything?

"Am I the only one who deserves this sacred thing?"

"Honestly, I don't know either. Only you are the only key to the answer."

I can also ask Mustika. But, there's no way I'm dealing with her who's married anymore.

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