FIZAH (Female Kolong Garbage)
PART 86 "Short History"

*Yazeed Akiki Mubarak

I've been in a lot of combos. Who doesn't know who I really am and what I'm doing there, maybe they'll look at me like a man who likes to wander around in the middle of the night to get abstract satisfaction. Since the hutokan stood more magnificent nine years ago, after the land was expanded more than one hectare, I run the mandate of Mbah kakung. Mbah Kakung died in 2011, precisely on 08 Shawwal 1433 H.

Formerly the place was just a local ta'lim assembly conducted at dawn and magrib, routine every day except when mbah kakung and abah can not fill and there is no badal of study. Starting from the study followed by the first three people who have now died, gradually the congregation reached hundreds of people. Loosely those who are willing to come. Studies ranging from the basic book of tawhid and tajdwid are specifically held on Friday nights and sunday evenings. The place is always at home.

With the capital of patience and patience in nurturing the community that voluntarily comes to bring the intention of Talabul ilmi, the number of pilgrims never decreases. However, after Mbah kakung sedo (died), abah began to be confused how to do ngopeni as many pilgrims, while the recitation should still be held every day. Abah himself only had one son, I was still busy in college and active in the community that came out of the school. The sister died when she was one year old.

I basically have no intention of continuing their struggle. I have my own world. But, back to what was once mandated mbah kakung that who else has the right to continue if not me. I have no other choice. But I don't want to leave my world. I don't want to be anyone else. Because Yazeed is Yazeed. So, since after the commission I run, I propose to abah what if the ta'lim assembly is developed.

At first I was interested in hearing the concepts I presented. But, you considered my idea after I mentioned who would inhabit the lodge. Concerns also occur. At the time of the assembly ta'lim the book of ba'da dawn was held, abah explained to the community. Automatically the various kinds of responses are voiced. I remember that it was very crowded. Issues abah adherent to heresy, abah not sane, I am considered a successor who is not able to carry out the mandate, and many more. Abah has come under fire. In fact, the family has been reported to the authorities on charges of threatening public safety. Then, for months the assembly of ta'lim died. The schedule has not changed. Every day you wait for the congregation to come, but often no more than ten people come. Many are afraid to return after the appearance of misleading opinions from worshippers who have fabricated. And, it turns out that there has been a buzzer that sets issues as if they were facts. Moreover, the background of my hobbies and the scope of my habit of hanging out with thugs then became the spotlight.

Of the few pilgrims who remain loyal to abah, because of their love for abah, they also helped solve his case with a struggle that is not cemented (albeit at a rate). They are fully aware that what I propose is also necessary. People like Aynur who get free chances can eventually become better people. Only after one year of the cases being successfully investigated and resolved, we are free to deal with social media and the authorities, the construction of the lodge begins. And, since then I started to stretch my actions. But, since then also ta'lim assembly can not be done at the lodge. Because the hut for a while could not be used, there are still fertile soil bodies by woody trees and extensive renovations, some are still reluctant to chat even though our family name is clean. However, it is not easy if it has swallowed the issue raw. So, abah decided to hold his studies to the homes of residents, mosques, or musala who voluntarily want to be used for studies, with a schedule not every day. At once to repair the bonds that have broken. That way, at least the assembly can return to walk even if it has to wait for pilgrims to really come back. Like starting again from zero. If calculated since the beginning of the Mbah kakung pioneered the assembly, he was thirty-five years old.

After all the atmosphere became better, the construction was completed within a year and a half, the worshipers deigned to re-examine the knowledge at the lodging of every morning. Meanwhile, ba'da magrib still carried around in the village residents. Residents and lodgers are now accustomed to chatting inside and outside the cottage. However, when the lodgers are outside, they are always under surveillance. Because, the background of the residents is still a problematic person. Many are still uber-uberant.

A good example is Ratna. When the study took place, my people always asked to take strict care of the residents whose existence is still threatened. Two weeks ago when he ran away from the lodge, he actually returned in a state of being chased by his people Pak Su and Judge. Before Ratna was captured, my men found her first. I met Ratna with her best friend so that her psychic condition becomes better.

"Tumben you're here? Said Gus Fakhar there was a need." Staring at Ratna for a moment, then at me.

"Better sometime. The timing isn't right," my inner self.

"Yes, it's meeting you both."

"Healthy genius?"

"Sorry, sorry. Healthy, Yaz?"

I'm nodding.

"Sometimes I'll be here again."

"Catsau, Yaz. Once again I order, take good care of my friend. Since we're far away, I can't at all times know the news."

"You can ask Gus Fakhar. Ratna I'll bring you here. But, in the near future I have not given permission. He's been uber-tuberan again with those two guys."

"What?" His gaze immediately flung to Ratna again.

"Don't act weird."

"I really want to see you, Zah. Yazeed did not give permission."

He held both of Ratna's arms. "Udahlah. For now, we're splitting up like this is okay. We are hindered from communication, but prayer remains the bond between us. Learn religion better. Me either. We'll make the most of our time here. One day we will leave if we are no longer under threat. Understand, right?"

If any of them were to be my wife, I hope they would accept my background. I will prioritize those who do not mind what has happened to me before, about my imperfect love story.

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