FIZAH (Female Kolong Garbage)

FIZAH (Female Kolong Garbage)
PART 30 "Second Child"


*Fakharuddin Ahyar Al - Ameen


Of July.


Today I did not get a schedule for teaching with the students. As soon as I got down the stairs of the mosque, I noticed that Ummi's face was being hit with anxiety. What else is worried about? Is it possible that my refusal was matched? I tried to get close to him.


"Assalamu'alaikum, Ummi?"


Ummi. Reply with my regards.


I hugged him from behind.


"Is Ummi angry that Fakhar refused Ummi's request yesterday?"


"Your gun took iku to Ummi, Ummi to mind."


Translation: (Because you reminded that to Ummi, Ummi came to mind)


"But, if Fakhar sees, there seems to be another, right, Mi? Ummi just ngaku." I hug Ummi like a lover.


"Ummi jektas matur nang Mbak supoyo. Ummi ask you carefully to see the tenanan sing, his behavior as well. You're Siji-sijine Ummi's son."


Translation: (Ummi just told Mbak who's here. Ummi ask you to pay close attention, his behavior as well. You are Ummi's only son)


"Fakhar is young, Mi. Twenty-three years."


"Perhatekno Ummi. Ummi kepengen duwe son of wedok, Fakhar."


Translation: (Note to Ummi. Ummi is eager to have a daughter-in-law, Fakhar)


"Ummi spoiled, yes." Ummi kuledeki.


"Ummi may think with Adimu. Upamane Adimu iso gather neng kene, Ummi yo to your crew and Adimu age-age marry."


Translation: (Ummi only thought with Adimu. If your sister could gather here, Ummi also wants you and your sister to get married quickly)


"Adek was so young, Mi."


"Opo's salae?" (What's wrong?)


"If Fakhar's shadow, we go to college together, Mi. Riding on the motorbike."


"Yes intine Ummi ndak broke hope marang Gusti Allah. Someday Adimu must be mbalek."


Translation: (Yes the point Ummi did not lose hope in Allah. One day your sister will come back)


"Your crew wants to go to college, college yo, Le. Pumpung sek enek. Lecture lan nikah iso done together."


Translation: (If you want to go to college, yes to college, Le. There is still desire. School and marriage can be done at once)


"Fakhar is still focused on the book, Mi. Not yet mature if the book is not yet mature. Dhawuhe Abah ngoten (said Abah so)."


I actually understand ummi. Ummi's desire was due to her longing for my sister, Tsaniya Tabriz. I also understand ummi increase tirakat and worship during this time also for the return of my sister. Ummi often makes three-month pilgrimages to the tomb of waliyullah as well because of that. Ummi has done many ways so that God will immediately grant the hope of ummi. However, year after year the ummi patience is constantly tested. Instead of being explained by the road, there is a possibility that Tsaniya will return in the near future.


Ummi is devastated by Tsaniya's disappearance. All family members were mourned in 2004. Tsaniya is very small. In the past, in this pesantren there was a ninja attack. Some unknown group of people from where it came from, suddenly blindly on August 12th, to be exact.


At midnight there was a sudden great commotion in which all the hysterical students were frightened. Santri who did not act quickly rushed towards the ndalem to protect. Two ninjas managed to enter the princess' territory and threatened to use weapons. Previously there was a princess who knew there was a stranger wearing black-black with a head covering into the boarding school. Then, the rest of the ninja forced out the santri-santri son. Santri-santri senior son attacked using makeshift tools. But, what power is precisely some of them even some are injured quite badly.


No one dared to do anything after that after the senior santri with martial skills already looked helpless. In addition, santri-santri at that time was still arguably young and inexperienced. Only a few were mature and armed with martial arts and courage. The rest were terrified.


I was eight years old myself. Not understanding anything other than going straight to see abah, ummi, and Tsaniya in the room. I found some santri already sprawled. I tried to fight with desperate capital. But, they were armed and I was always educated to do good to everyone. I was just thinking how to fight back when people tried to harass me with guns. And so, without a second thought I started fighting them using the knife in my hand. Again the same as the position of senior santri. My hand was stabbed, then the knife was pointed in my face. Injuring parts. Santri son who just came to help was excited. Attacking with several blows that ended up missed. He was just as lucky as me. But, he had tried to get up to fend off the ninja before the ninja managed to hold me. Santri was armed. Take a step back, then the ninja can grab me. I'm held captive.


While abah and ummi who I thought was still sleeping turned out to have been drugged by one of the ninja. Then, I looked at Tsaniya in her place turned out to be no more. I didn't realize it when I entered the room. It turns out that the intruder first entered the ndalem and took Tsaniya. Then, escape.


Senior Santri immediately gave orders that all the sons, including the teenagers, should join in the fight to save Tsaniya. They were corroborated until finally their courage flared up. With firewood in the kitchen, they flocked to hunt the ninja whose ability to run and fight is already proficient. Plus their black clothes are easily melted making the students trouble later.


The dozen santri princesses swarmed the ndalem to pray for the peace of all. May abah and ummi quickly wake up while waiting for help from the village health center. Two teenage students have been sent to meet the village chief and Mr. RT.


At that time, we waited a few hours. Old Santri-santri is back. But, after they entered the pesantren gate, they did not bring any results. Abah and Ummi who are already conscious are of great heart. The heart flowering ummi after successfully containing Tsaniya before the uterus Ummi removed due to disease, the liver was also falling when hearing a long series of explanations santri who spoke with breath gasping.


Ummi loved Tsaniya very much. How difficult it is to make a second move. Waiting almost eight years. Through various ways of starting prayers from the scholars and yai sepuh, taking fertility drugs, annual pain has also been passed. So, it is only natural that until now ummi was the one who most expected Tsaniya to return to her lap.


Kupeluk. I'm still out until ummi feels enough about this boy. Then, ummi faced me.


"Where's your HP?"


Kurogoh from pocket.


"Here, Mi."


Ummi showed me something from my phone.


"Who is he, Mi?"


"Wong lanang ngah sing didarne neng Ummi."


Translation: (Handsome men offered to Ummi)


"I mean Ummi?"


"Ummi mature neng range Ummi. Keep being offered nice wong iki, Le."


Translation: (Ummi told his friend Ummi. Keep being offered this handsome guy, Le)


"For whom?"


"Tsaniya Adimu."


"Oh my God, Mi. Adek is not back yet. What Ummi did."


"Ummi believes Adimu must muleh."


Translation: (Ummi sure your sister must be home)