FIZAH (Female Kolong Garbage)
PART 168 "Promise"
*Tsaniya Tabriz
Without asking back inside. The red medicine, rafters, and alcohol in his hands were thrown.
My blood keeps flowing. My sleeves are all red. Some of his blood was on the floor. I don't dare see that much fresh blood. You keep looking away while you hold your arm. I pressed it so sick.
"This is the cloth." Ummik gave it to Mr. Nizam.
"Sorry, yeah. Sory I hold your arm. Or, ummik only?" He stared at ummik for a moment.
"Wis sampeyan ae. Ummik ndak ngerti even."
Translated: (You have. Ummik does not understand it)
Mr. Nizam looked at me for a moment. She's clumsy. Her eyes asked if I could touch her.
"I can, sir."
I want to try it first. Mr. Nizam did not force him to give bandages to my arms. He just helped me a little. Put that cloth on. Since the wound was too pressed, it felt really painful.
"Come on! Just put my car on."
We came home from the hospital at half-eleven in the afternoon. It turns out that the wound had to be stitched. True said Mr. Nizam, there are blood vessels that are deigned by the knife incision. Three inches wide with one cent deep wound.
Ummik said, now my face is pale. I myself feel weak. My energy is like it's drained. Rigid hands. I dare not move it much.
"Monggo drink first!" mba Ufi. He didn't move immediately.
"Lying neng kene opo jeng njero, Nduk?"
Translation: (Lying here what's inside, Nduk?)
"Within, Mik," I answered softly. I am getting a little dizzy now.
"Mas Nizam, sepurane wis ngrepotne. Suwun wis gelem ngeterne Niya."
Translate: (Mas Nizam sorry it's been a hassle. Thank you for bringing Niya)
He's nodding. "Mik, how come you can talk for a second?"
I'm budging. Ummik ordered Mbak Ufi to help me to the room. I can actually do it myself, but Ufi insisted on helping.
Ufi opened my room door. Told me to sit on the bed. But I chose to lie down. I move slowly.
"How can you tell the story how to get this?"
I let out a breath. Kubuang long. I looked at my room's plavon. I shook my head later. "I don't know either. Suddenly someone caught up. Fortunately it's not ummik that's patted." But, most likely it was only me who was targeted. It just so happened that I was on the right, so that guy hurt me more easily.
"In intentional or unintentional? It's a bad injury, isn't it?"
"So bad."
"I was worried. You don't need to get out of the cabin first, Ning. If only two and all girls, if anyone wants to hurt again that is, it is free. Girls can't fight."
"Udahlah Mbak Ufi does not need to follow the thought. Ma'am, Ummik was confused to find a replacement if you run out of this quickly want to marry Yazeed. Tau, mengingan you alone, yes, who nyari change. Pity Ummik if the nyari."
"Mmmm.santri princess insyaallah many who want to really."
"But what Ummik was questioning was not that. But Ummik matches you."
"Ooooh.emmm.I don't know when my wedding yo. My memorization is also lacking. My ideals also want tabarukan here to finish the deposit."
"Sir, please about santri-santri not to know, yes."
"Yes. I won't crito anything."
"Thank you, yes, Ma'am. You've always been the one to cover up for me."
"Now break wae."
I nodded. Ufi ma'am left. He closed my bedroom door.
"Mbak Uf, Abang, Kak Ulya, Ummik, Abah, I don't know when I'll hide my past from you. Maybe now that I can make peace, I accept that all of that has also become part of God's destiny. But, this matter is not finished if Mr. Su and his people still haunt me. La haula wa la quwwata. I leave everything to You, O God. From-That is the problem, then From-That is the way it will open. And, if I am still You are allowed to keep the good name of my parents and myself."
*Nizami's Ibban
After Fizah and Mbak Ufi moved away from my position, I started my conversation by asking what had happened.
"Ummik yo confused, Mas. Ujug-ujug maeng iku Niya ngringik-ngringik. Sakdurunge is a wong lanang sing liwat. Mlakune Ummik karo Niya. Yo mek wong lanang kui sing liwat."
Translated: (Ummik is also confused, Mas. Suddenly Niya was grimacing in pain. But there was a man who passed by earlier. The path of Ummik and Niya. Only the man passed by)
Without thinking about it any further, my guess went straight to Sumarjo and Hakim.
"The characteristics of a pripun?"
"Ummik ndak. Wonge rodok. Gawe jacket."
Translated: (Ummik does not understand. He's a little tall. Wearing a jacket)
"Mik?" I look at bu nyai.
Madam nyai returned my gaze.
"Do you really believe in me?"
"Yes. Ummik. Ummik's first glance said sampeyan iku sae (it's good)."
"Mik, let me marry Fizah. I have loved Fizah for a long time. I'll protect her as much as I can." My gaze begged. I have gathered the intention to say this.
"I promise to take care of him. God willing."
Ummik's view loosens. Eyebrows down. The corners of his lips were drawn wider.
"Wingi Niya wis mature want nglakoni telung perkoro at once."
Translation: (Yesterday Niya said he wanted to do three things at once)
"What, nggeh?"
"Sampeyan kudu is ready to accompany Niya apalan, college, karo ngramut until dadi wadon sing salihah. Niya can do things in the foyer of college karo do household chores."
Translation: (You must be ready to accompany Miya memorization, lecture, and educate her to become a virtuous woman. Niya was able to memorize while studying and taking care of the household)
"Allahumma salli 'ala Muhammad, '" I murmured.
I'm happy to hear that. The door is wide open for me. In fact, he actually wanted to do three things that were originally only an option. Then, he was willing to paddle it at once. Aisha. Yes he is Aisha in another form. She's a brave woman. I'm not wrong. I can't be wrong, God.
Don't be my Destiny Fox;
In every prayer, in every tear
There's always been you
In every word I say this love
Our love
I won't back down, I won't falter
Convince you love me
God loves her, I want to be with her
I want to spend this breath with him
Do not change my destiny, unite my heart with his
Together until the end
Source: jogja.tribunnews.com
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