My Heart Was Wounded Deep
Chapter 42's

His father looks sorry. "He's been found guilty, Rey. And we have seen the grief of the Lori family directly."

"Yes, maybe I see Kikan's sadness too. And maybe I see a different person from the judge's opinion in the trial or from the opinion of father and mother, in this matter."

"Oh, for god's sake!" His mother's voice was trembling with emotion. "Why were you in contact with him?"

After about twelve months of trying to explain how much he was interested in Kikan, and made his mother say that he was a child. And I don't know what love is. Rey has avoided this problem for years. Helen's mother feels her son's relationship with Kikan looks very inappropriate for the Stinson family. Very..disgusting. But actually it's not that way. Rey has never been happier than when she was with Kikan. They don't have to be together all the time or do anything. "I fell in love with her Mom. She's the only woman I've ever loved."

"s***at a young age can blind your mind" said his mother.

"Don't lecture me!" Rey snarled furiously. "I am no longer an eighteen-year-old. I know the difference **** with love, I. believe me, I have done s**** afterwards. But not based on love. No one comes close to what I feel. With Kikan."

Silence for a long time. Then her mother said, "I'm sorry you felt that, but I believe there's someone else out there for you. Someone who deserves a good man."

" You're driving me crazy, Mom" Rey said.

"And you put me in a difficult position with my best friend. I wish you knew that."

"At least you still have friends." Said Rey

"Kikan doesn't even have a family to depend on."

"Looks like he has you" his mother snapped, then walked away.

When the door slammed, Rey looked at her father "What are you going to say?"

" Do what you think is right" his father said "Just do it..."

"What?" ask Rey.

"Make sure you think clearly."

Rey felt as if her jaw had fallen. "meaning?"

"Don't be mad at me. People say she's pretty lately." His father then went out after his mother.

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"Papa" That's Jason's voice.

Rey shuddered when she reached the end of the stairs. Hoping his mother's door yells and slings didn't wake Jason up. The child can still sleep well despite the earthquake, at least when it is time to wake up early. "Yes?"

"I would have defended him if he was there, too." Jason says.

"Because Papa overcame it, Papa made me free from it. I'm glad to hear it."

" I'm glad you're taking it." His actions certainly will not make Rey popular in front of anyone. But it was time for Kikan to have significance for someone and Rey was tired of dodging, taking things lightly, and not downplaying how much Kikan was important to her." Go to sleep." said Rey.

Rey waited for her son to say anything, but Jason didn't. So Rey went back to her room. After removing the phone from the pocket. Rey checks that Devan answered a SMS from her that was sent before her father and mother came, and Rey is happy to see that she has received a reply.

he said he didn't want you or anyone fighting over it.

that Sounds very Kikan.

What plan? Does he think he can handle Logan alone?

He had no plans whatsoever.he simply chose to be the injured party.

Rey sorted her forehead reading the phone screen before returning to reply to Devan's SMS.

She said that?

No. gabe. I guess so. He still admires you. Reply Devan.

Rey felt a strange jolt running through her body while reading her best friend's writing.

Never suggest that

Whynot? thas right. Devan answered

because he's afraid you or someone else will think he's planning on getting you again. But there's no reason to worry, he won't come near you unless he really wants to meet Jason. He was so sure his love alone was not enough, he would rather die than confess his feelings. Type devan again

How do you know that? write Rey. He likes to read the SMS, he wants to believe that Devan is right. However, the shadow of something that would separate him and Kikan frightened him. Not because he felt Kikan start to approach his house or call him as when they were teenagers, but because Rey might be interested in Kikan like she used to be and no one knows where this feeling is headed. This can cause problems for them even though he does not want to hurt Kikan anymore.

The sound of 'Ting' his phone signifies that Devan has answered an SMS. he panics amazingly when he finds out you're fighting with Logan. Nanda says that's all you can do to stop Kikan from throwing himself in front of you. If anyone else was involved, I don't think he'd be too protective.

Rey rubbed her chin for a few moments while thinking about what Devan had written.

She was afraid that it would upset me then I refused to let her meet Jason, that's all. He didn't have the money to take me to court, and he wouldn't have a lawyer strong enough to take me there. Reply Rey

You just want to look at everything in a practical way, but there are things going on here, from both sides. I doubt you're so indifferent to the cunning as you believe.type Devan

Devan has been watching Rey's heart closely, which is perfectly natural. If they are not friendly, Devan might be interested in Kikan as well.

Stop spouting nonsense. I don't want you to mess with my mind Rey wrote.