My Heart Was Wounded Deep
Chapter 51's

Rey and Kikan live in the pool. Kikan was about to get out of the pool, but Rey couldn't bear to not pull him in one last time.

" I'll show you who's the master," Rey teased.

Kikan has a greater will and determination than Rey expected, and soon tries to push him back into the pool.

The two of them wrestled for a few minutes, leaving Kikan exhausted. Then he said, "Although I hate to admit this, you won, you son of a bitch."

Rey laughs at Kikan's grudging confession. It felt funny to Rey that Kikan even tried to outdo him, second-guessing some of what he was about to do. "Say It."

" Say what?" ask Kikan, narrowing his eyes.

" Tell me that I'm more than you can handle."

" It's!" kikan.

" I want to hear it again. Say, 'Rey I admit that I'm really not your opponent.' "

Kikan looked defiantly at Rey. "You've heard everything you're about to hear."

Rey pulls Kikan away from the edge of the pool, which means that Kikan must either wrap his arm around Rey's body or drown himself. The pool was too deep for Kikan to stand. "Then you have to give me a gift instead" Rey said.

" What kind of gift?" ask Kikan

As Rey hugged Kikan in the water, her desire to laugh faded.

" Rey?"

Rey's gaze dropped to Kikan's lips. "You can kiss me."

They both still sting. Rey could feel Kikan's chest, with a wet shirt coming up and down against her chest.

" No, I can't." Decline Kikan.

" Why not? One kiss won't hurt anyone."

Kikan closed his eyes as if he could not stand Rey's eyes. "How about I... I clean your kitchen instead?"

Rey waited until Kikan looked at her again. "It won't be satisfactory" Rey said.

"But it's better."

Rey could barely feel Kikan. Just two centimeters and their lips will touch... "It's not what you want either." Said Rey.

Kikan trembled, but Rey knew the shaking had nothing to do with the temperature. Rey suspects Kikan can feel evidence of his strained passion and cannot be hidden. "We can't Rey, I'm trying to remind you."

" No, that's not what you want."

" How do you know?" ask Kikan.

" Because your legs lock around my pelvis as if you like the pressure you feel down there."

Kikan's eyes sparkled as he took Rey off.

" I'm sorry for that. I don't. I mean... I.. I.." she didn't finish her sentence. Rey doesn't understand what Kikan means.

But Kikan swam away from him.

Rey reaches out to the edge of the pool after Kikan. "Kikan don't come out" he said from behind Kikan, his lips pressed against the woman's ears.

the darkness was already coming, and the crickets started to screech.As Jason was already gone and they were just the two of them in the courtyard, the atmosphere felt so personal, especially in the corner of the pool furthest from the deck.

" I have to" said Kikan.

Rey could hear the tremors of fear in Kikan's voice, but she also heard the power of his passion, and it made her heart pound hard. "No you don't have to. I'm sorry for what happened before, at school..."

" I'm not telling you to apologize anymore" Kikan said. "We can't mess this up. You need someone else, not me" Kikan started climbing the pool to get out, but Rey pulled Kikan back against his body.

" We can give ourselves time to see where this is going" Rey said.

" Where will this lead?" Kikan. "I've gone down that road. I know it's not safe."

" Seventeen years have passed. You can't tell me what's going to happen now."

Rey waits for Kikan to force himself off, but Kikan is not pushy, and the desire to touch her more intimately feels fishing. Rey had a chance with Kikan, otherwise Kikan would have pushed her.

rey's muscles harden because of the hope that arises when she slips one hand into Kikan's shirt and takes off her bra.

Kikan didn't stop Rey, didn't say anything. While feeling the slippery skin and p****smooth drape in her palm, Rey felt a wave of desire rush at her, charging at them both. The pinnacle of p***ra Kikan had tightened even before Rey touched it, and it made evidence of her growing passion and encouraged her to let go of Kikan's pants.

" Rey," Kikan gasped as Rey slipped her other hand.

" One touch" Rey said.

Although Kikan restrained himself by being stiff, Rey knew that the woman did not really want him to stop. Kikan trembled as Rey slipped her fingers.

" Oh....." Kikan. "We can't...."

" Shh..Calm down" Rey hopes to kiss him, but Kikan takes his eyes off, and Rey doesn't dare to change positions. "It's okay. I won't go too far. Just let me feel you with my finger."

Kikan's hand held Rey's wrist. He seemed unable to decide, hesitating. Rey closed her eyes in fear Kikan would end firmly the moments that turned out to be the most beautiful moments she had ever felt. But Kikan did not let go of Rey's fingers.he groaned while pressing the fingers deeper, and Rey trembled as well.

" You don't have to give me anything" Rey promised the kikan. "It's enough, I just want you to enjoy my touch. And I felt you reach the top in my arms."

Kikan's head rests on Rey's shoulder, while Rey uses everything she has learned about the woman's body to give Kikan the experience.

" Be calm, it's okay" Rey whispered. He did not know how far Kikan allowed himself to touch. His mother's voice rang out from inside the house, leaving the two of them stunned.

" Jason? Rey? where are you guys? Why isn't anyone answering the phone?"

Exhaling out loud, Kikan moved away from Rey, and floated by the edge of the pond towards the far side, under the shadow of a tree blocking the moonlight. Kikan said nothing, only trying to tighten his pants.it showed Rey, although it was clear earlier, that Kikan did not want Rey's mother to know she was there.

Rey actually wants to convince Kikan that she will not let her mother treat her badly. But Kikan was in a weakened state, trying to return from seventeen years in a frightening place. Rey suspects the city is also a cruel place for Kikan, and his mother is one of the biggest detractors for the woman. Rey doesn't want to show Kikan's whereabouts without his consent, and there's no time for that.

"Rey?" Her mother had opened the glass door that was heading towards the house and exited to the backyard.

Rey sprinkles water to attract her mother's attention until she is cut off from Kikan, who is hiding at the other end of the pool. "I'm right here. What's up?" Rey expects him to get out of the pool and bring his mother back into the house, so Kikan's mind is lighter, but evidence of passion prevents him from doing that.