Stuck With My First Love
Formally Sohan

The next day, I still left school, even though I just returned from XX city at 01.00 WIB. I can't wait to see him that morning. With my heart.

I left early to greet him. But I was shocked when I saw his pale face. When I whatever he answered in a soft voice. At first I saw his eyes were puffy, like someone who had finished crying. Butwhy? What makes him sad? Didn't he read my FB status?

Once he got to class, he didn't usually put his head on the table. When our eyes looked, he turned in the opposite direction. Makes me worry more.

I need to know why.

Finally I walked towards him, and sat down on the chair in front of him. He didn't see me coming, because he closed his eyes while massaging his head. When he opened his eyes, he looked surprised to see me sitting in front of him. When I asked him if he was sick, he went out of class. I wanted to catch up with him, but Dedi held me back. Because we have to hand the championship trophy to the principal.

When the flag ceremony, it turned out that I and Feli were appointed to hand the championship trophy. I just according to him because it is the request of Mr. Agus, my Olympic race guidance teacher.

I see all the students happy with my victory. Everyone applauded when the championship trophy I handed over to the headmaster. When I was going back to my place again, I saw Vivi coming out of line and being swept into the classroom. All of that made me wonder even more about Vivi's situation.

During the lesson, I watched him from my seat.

As soon as he took a break, I saw that he was not getting out of his seat. I heard Anti took her to the cafeteria but she refused. What the hell is wrong with you?

Once back from the cafeteria, I met Feli and Sandra who wanted to take the race records I had borrowed. Be the five of us to my class. From my seat I watched him. I don't mind Feli and Sandra joking around with Dedi and Daniel.

When the bell in the lesson rang, he suddenly moved from his seat. Anti had a chance to hold him but he hurried out of the classroom. I feel like something wrong has happened. Especially when I saw him ignoring Aldi's call when he passed. I'll hook him up soon. I saw him running towards the basketball court. I chased him there.

Arriving at the basketball court, I saw him crying in the corner of the audience seat. Hearing her crying voice completely slashed my heart.

This time I saw her crying like that. I've never seen him cry. Her crying reminds me of when I snapped at her in front of friends. At that time his eyes were glazed.

Could this be my fault? I keep wondering, because I really don't know what's really going on. Why could she cry like that?

I stared at the entrance of the basketball court while watching him cry.

There were times when he made me laugh, when he talked to himself in a state of continuing to cry as he pleased. But I held my laughter so as not to surprise her with my presence.

“Udah.ngapain nangis.toh you guys will never bean” he said while crying and then he cried so badly.

His words were like a slap to me. Succeeded me. All this time, we have never been. I never asked her to be my boyfriend officially. I think the expression of our feelings is more important than just the word “jadian”. But apparently I was wrong.

All this time I also never "shoot" him because I remember what he said in class X if he did not want to date until graduating high school. All this time those words were what I was holding. Because I respect Vivi's decision so I don't "shoot" her. But now I don't care anymore. I'll "shoot" him today. Right on his birthday.

As soon as he calmed down and was about to return to class, I could see he was surprised to see me. But he seemed to ignore my presence and just walked in front of me. I finally got his hand. When she answered my question tightly, it made me even more curious and angry. I took his hand, I took him into the dressing room of a player who happened to be open.

Seeing her sad face made me not take it anymore. I finally hugged him. I cuddle the girl I like. Makes my heart beat so fast. I can feel her warm body.

I hugged him very tightly. Until I can feel his breath in my chest. Her tears washed my uniform. It was the first time I had ever embraced a woman other than my family. Although I was also afraid that he would be angry, because I hugged him without permission, but he seemed to just give up when I hugged his body. I can feel her hands clutching my body from behind. He hugged me too. We cuddled.

I rubbed his head slowly, until he finally started to calm down. I let go of my embrace, but I still held her hand. I took a seat in the player's dressing room.

We talked more warmly. I told him all my heart. We started to discuss all the issues between us. I hold her finger tightly. This time I won't let him out of my grasp. In my heart I promise to make this girl happy. The girl I like.

From our conversation, I just found out why he was crying earlier because Feli sent photos and videos that showed as if I and Feli were dating.

You stupid girl, I might be interested in Feli. Stupidly he reminded me how stupid I was to believe all the lies and lies of Feli to make the girl I liked so sad to cry.

I finally decided to ask her to be my girlfriend. I gave her a white gold ring as a sign. When I put the ring on his ring finger, I saw him as if he couldn't believe what I was doing. Then I got him.

Since that day we have been officially dating.

I was so happy that day.

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When we took a break, Dedi, Daniel and Anti heard the news we had gotten better. The three of them have been helping me with my relationship with Vivi. Although Dedi and Daniel also told me all my bad things but I am grateful to have good friends like them.

When we got home, I held her hand all the way. Making the friends who saw us cheered so much. But I don't mind them all. Because right now all I want to do is always be with Vivi. With the girl of my heart. The girl I love so much. The first love of my life.

In the car, I expressed my wish to invite him to dinner with friends and celebrate his 17th birthday party. Because that day, she was going to have dinner with her parents, so I finally took her to eat the next day. I was happy when she agreed to eat with me and my friends. I also plan to take him to eat at my restaurant. A place I used to visit with my family. Because the food there fits perfectly on my tongue.

Along the way, Vivi kept looking at the gift ring from me. He was confused as to where I knew the size of his finger. Of course I know. Because the day before, when I was finalized in XX city, I deliberately asked Anti to take Vivi to the gold shop. Because I want to buy Vivi a birthday present. At first Anti refused my request outright.

“Kalo you want to give a gift to Vivi, you yourself who bought the same him.why should bring me also”kuh Anti on the phone

“Vivi's Birthday Tests. I don't have time to buy her a gift. Help me An.you want it?”doorstep

“Hei Co..you have not improved with Vivi.Would you forget that you have not apologized with Vivi?”anti Tanya

“I know. That's why I want to apologize tomorrow. Come on An.please help me this once aja” my request to Anti

Anti is really stubborn. So too with me. We argued for a long time. Until finally, Anti accepted my request.

“OK.this is the last time I'll help you. I'll take Vivi to the gold shop. But remember, you have to promise tomorrow to be better with Vivi” AntiPinta

“Thank you An.I promise. Tomorrow I'll apologize and get better with Vivi”

I'm so grateful to Anti for helping me buy Vivi the white gold ring that she wanted.

I'm happy every time I see Vivi who's misbehaved because I'm constantly teased. She's a very adorable one. Makes me always want to tease her. Teasing my lover. My boyfriend. My heart's bridge.