Stuck With My First Love
Must be Strong

Three days after that check, I was finally locked up. Curette is a surgical procedure for dredging the uterine wall. The goal is to clean the uterus from the rest of the fetus so that my reproductive organs can recover and I can get pregnant again.

After enrolling in the ER, we were directed to the ward in the ER. We waited there for hours, hours. Coco faithfully always accompanied me. I am grateful to have a husband like Coco who has always been there for me.

“You nervous?”

I'm shaking.

“You must strong”

“Thank you baby”capku

Coco kissed my forehead and grabbed my hand. We talk lightly. I can see Coco wants to calm myself down.

Finally after waiting for a few hours, the doctor and nurse finally injected me with anesthesia. A few hours earlier the nurse had also inserted the drug misoprostol (Cytotec) that was inserted orally or vaginally to soften my cervix.

After receiving an injection of anesthesia, I was completely unconscious. So I didn't know when the doctor performed curettage surgery on me.

I realized after about 1 hour after the surgery. When I opened my eyes, I saw Coco sitting next to me holding my hand tightly.

“You've realized baby?”

I smiled and nodded slowly.

“I'm old huh?”

“Sejam. How does anyone get sick?”

Suck my stomach. The tears immediately wet my cheeks. I wept.

“Tak what. Don't cry baby”ucap Coco soft

Coco then hugged my body.

I don't know.the taste is still tight in the chest when happiness will soon cradle our hearts, disappear instantly. Feels painful.

After a little quiet and strong, I was escorted by a nurse to our room. Meanwhile Coco takes care of all the hospital administration. Only then were we allowed to go home.

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Since I was in the curette, I don't know why I've become more sensitive. I also cry easily. Especially if I accidentally meet a child or baby. Or see a married couple who are with their baby. There was a hint of envy in my heart seeing their happiness.

Maybe because of seeing me who continues to be sad, Coco plans to take me for a walk abroad. Honeymoon again she said. But I'm not excited to do anything. And it lasted almost three months. Coco always tried to encourage me and calm me down. Whenever there was time, he would definitely take me for a walk out of town. Or just take me to the mall.

That day, as usual Coco left for the office. I'm at home with Uti and some ART. Suddenly from the outside, I heard the house bell ringing.

“Ting tung”

“Who is mbak? Try mbak Intan clay ya?”my door to mbak Intan was accompanying me peeling

fruity.

“Good non”

A few moments later,

“Who is mbak?”I asked Intan who had entered the family room where I watched TV.

I saw behind Intan there was a girl who had met me at the Coco family banquet. Renate. Name is Renata.

“Renata?”

“Halo”sapa Renata to me while hugging my body for a while.

I saw Renata coming with a large suitcase carried by Mr. Ihsan.

“This is put where ya non?”

“Put in guest room only Sir..Thank you, Pak”, my address to Mr. Ihsan

“When did Rena come? Sitlah”

“I just got there. Keep me straight here”

“What do you need to do here? Bring a suitcase too. Would you like to stay here?”

“What mom hasn't told you?”

I'm shaking. Because my mom didn't tell me anything.

“Try me to call ya” first

I finally called my mom. From mama I just found out Renata has just had a semester off. He wants a holiday in Indonesia. And wanted to stay at my house for a few days before going to Jakarta to see his extended family.

“Where?”ask Renata

“Mama has said you will stay here a few days”

I admit my relationship with Renata is not very familiar. I don't know why we couldn't get along. We have only met a few times. All I know is that Renata's family is still mama's distant family.

“You rest first in room”

I saw Renata cling to something.

“What are you looking for?”

“Coco where?”

“My husband is working”

I honestly don't like it because Renata's looking for Coco. Did he forget that Coco was my husband?

In the afternoon, when Coco came home from work, as usual, I was always waiting for her at the door. After handing over the car keys to Mr. Ihsan, Coco approached me. I always try to smile in front of my husband who must be tired that day after a long day of work.

I kissed the back of his hand. He replied by kissing my forehead. That is our custom after marriage. Before leaving and after work, I always kissed the back of my husband's hand. And he always replies by kissing my forehead. After that we went into the house. I put my hand on her arm while I lay my head.

“Are you tired? How are you doing today?”

“Not much I did today. What have you been doing all day?”

“Ehm..wonton TV.main hp..wonton TV..main hp..hahaha”my answer is because I did nothing today

Coco who heard my answer pinched my nose.

“Ihhh..co”gerutuku pain while pouting makes Coco even laugh

“Watch TV keeps what ga bored?”

“Ya bored.lha keep wanting to do again. You also don't let me work”

In the middle of our conversation that afternoon, Renata suddenly came.

“Cocoooo”

Coco and I looked at each other at the same time.

“Renata?”

“You're surprised to see me here?”said Renata while continuing to smile at Coco

“Ngapain you here?”ask Coco ketus

“Iihh..you're not really happy Co. I'm here to see you”ucap Renata while pouting.

That spoiled girl why does every time you meet Coco always piss me off with her potent attitude? Even though he had attended college to enter the third semester but his behavior was still like a high school boy. So spoiled.

“Ngapain that little boy here?”ask Coco to me

“Why do you always call me a little kid anyway Co? I am in college now. I'm not a kid anymore”gigutu Renata with her pouting face.

But Coco did not pay attention to Renata at all. She even tidied up my hair.

“Mama said she wanted to stay here. He's just had his semester off. He said he'd be here for a few days. That's what mama” says

“What? Nginep?”coco asked as she scrunched her forehead

I nodded slowly.

“Ga can”ucap Coco firmly

“Kok can't do Co?”ask Renata

“This is my home. I don't want you here. If you want to stay, in a hotel or at the house of your other relatives. I don't want you here”ucap Coco at length

“But why Co?”

“I don't want you to disturb Viviku”

“Who would bother your wife. Ge Er”balas Renata

Actually I was also confused by Coco and Renata's relationship. Coco had always been thin and unfriendly with Renata, while Renata always wanted to be close to Coco, my husband. Because I thought they were distant relatives, I didn't bother too much. But I can't get along with Renata. Don't know why.

“Udahlah Co..let him nginep here. Most Just a few days”

“But darling.”

“Touch-count make me nemenin. How?”

I finally persuaded Coco to let Renata stay at our house. Because Mama told me to take care of Renata here.

“Because Vivi asked, I let you here. But remember, you can only be here for three days. After that you have to leave here”

“Kok Only three days?”

“You ga?”

“Mau”

Coco then took my hand and took me up to our room and left Renata alone.

Get in the room,

“You can't be so rude like my Rena”p while I help my husband take off his shirt buttons.

“I just don't want him here to bother you. The boy likes to disturb others”

“He doesn't like to disturb you?”my god while pouting.

Because in reality, Renata only bothers Coco. Coco who saw my face then wrapped her hands around my waist.

“What do you want?”

Coco was just smiling.

“What?”

“You're jealous?”

“Hah? It's jealousy.ga. Why be jealous of such a little kid”

Coco tilted her head and came closer to my face, and she kissed my lips. We kissed each other. Then Coco let go of her kiss on my lips.

“I love you”ucap Soft Coco

“I love you too”

Then.later it happened that had to happen.

Coco can always calm my heart. Which although I tried to cover up, I was a little jealous of Renata. The beautiful girl was even childish but she was also beautiful.

After a hot afternoon, we took a shower and went downstairs to dinner. I saw Renata waiting for us at the dinner table.

Coco pulled out a chair for me and then I sat down next to Coco. I also always get food for Coco. During the meal, we didn't talk much. Somehow Coco seemed to deliberately heat up Renata. He asked me to bribe him.

I saw that Renata was not eating her food and was busy looking at me and Coco. He just stirred up his food. With his ugly face. I just follow my husband's will.

“Stop!”renata made me and Coco shocked

“Why are you screaming? We just ate why are you screaming like that? Not polite tau”tegur Coco on Renata

“You two are also why play bribes like that?”grumbled Renata to me and Coco

“We are husband and wife. Such a thing is called worship”

“Udah darling.ga need to fight”papku shriveled because they even like fighting at the dinner table

“Nyebelin”Renata dumps her napkin and leaves the dining table pouting.

I saw Coco smiling.

“Co..kok you even mouthed anyway..Renata was angry but you”kataku while hitting Coco's arm slowly

“Biarin.the child should know his position. Let's not disturb us. We have eaten. You also eat a lot to be strong”

“Measure?”

“Strengthen a few rounds”whisper Coco in my ear

Immediately I hit his arm with all my might. He always teased me.

“Aaan anyway?”

Coco laughed when she saw that I was wrong. Just before the afternoon shower we did it, cook it later tonight again.hissshhhh…