Stuck With My First Love
Toughest Rival

Other than Tiwi, another one that always manages to make me jealous. Vanya. The girl who was in class X was rumored to be Coco's crush.

Vanya is a beautiful girl. Her hair is long and beautiful. With a height of 173 cm and a weight of 50 kg, she was among the tall girls in my school. Her body was also very slim, and her skin was also pure white. Chinese Descendants. Coco and Vanya are often rumored to be dating. I saw them very close too.

 Ever since Coco and I were close, every time Vanya approached Coco, I felt like I was going to explode. I'm jealous of it. My heart feels hot. Because I know, I wouldn't have won if I was competing with Vanya.

It just so happened that they were tutoring in the same place. So that the intensity of their meetings becomes more frequent.

That time, the first break. Coco and I were eating snacks together and chatting together in class. Tiwi et al new to the canteen. Suddenly Vanya came.

“Excuse me..Hi Co”sapa Vanya when entering my class

“Eh Vanya..what's up?”coco asked after seeing Vanya coming

“Hai Vanya”sapaku on Vanya

“Hai Vi” reply back

“Can we talk outside?”he said to Coco

What's this try, why doesn't he just talk straight away anyway? Makes me angry.

“You want to talk to both of you? Just chat..I'm going to the toilet kok”kataku on Vanya

I also went to the toilet. I left them both. I looked at them for a moment. I see them talking. Then I. went to Anti class. Yeah, I lied about going to the toilet.

“Why you? Come to his face pouted so”tanya Anti after seeing my arrival to his class with a frown

“Vanya” my answer is short. Then I put my head on the table.

Anti knows full well if I don't like Vanya. He knows I like Coco. Even since he was a secret admirer in class X.

“Vanya why?”anti Tanya

“Ke class..ngajak Coco chat together”

“Udahlah.ga need to frown so..people just chat right, what's wrong?”anti said trying to cheer me up

“She (Vanya) is really weird.. So expensive selling. Now even deketin.. What does it mean try?”I said sewot

Anti just smiled. He stroked my shoulder.

“You also why rent it yourself? if you do not like Vanya deketin Coco, you say dong same Coco. Let Coco talk to Vanya. Not even ranting ga clearly here”kata Anti

“You know..I can't possibly say the same Coco” I said limp.

I'm in Anti's class until the break is over

“ttteeetttttt..ttteeeetttt” bell also reads.

“I'm back first huh?”I said to Anti

“Iyaa.the spirit..FIGHTING!!” anti said encouragingly

I'm just smiling.

On the way to my class, I bumped into Vanya. We greeted each other on the street. When I got to class, I sat in my chair.

“To the toilet really long?”ask Coco

I'm just smiling. Because I didn't go to the toilet.

“So chat what is Vanya?” I asked because I was curious.

“Oo.it.he asked to go home from school later together to the les” place he said while eating a snack on his desk

Whataa? Back to school together?

“Keep answering what?”I was hoping for anxiety

“Ya I yes aja” answered lightly

Whattt's? I was really annoyed to hear Coco's answer. I'm upset. Piqued. Heavy jealousy. Promiscuous. Sure enough, after school Vanya immediately approached Coco to class. After saying goodbye to me, they went home together. I could only see them both shaking with frustration.

The event lasted for 2 consecutive days. I stayed away from Coco a little. I'm avoiding him. He also felt like I was avoiding him.

“Why you?”tannya

“Hah.merely me why?” ask me to pretend I don't understand the meaning of the question

“I ga why-why”kataku while smiling

“You..kayak different so..sama I” he said.

“Ahhh.it's just your feeling aja” I said while hitting his shoulder

She smiles.

Sometimes I want to get angry, vent all my frustration on him. Anger is stirring in my chest. My jealousy is acute. But instead of being angry, I always chose to dodge, stay away from him. Then try to give up on the situation. As if nothing happened. So that I can stay close to him. That's Me. The weak girl who was already fixated on one man, Coco.