Stuck With My First Love
EXTRA PART (6) More Contains?

Along the way home, Rena who is usually noisy and talkative, since the events of Aldi and Coco who worried about me in the soto stall, I saw more quiet. Makes me feel guilty. I also began to invite Rena to talk about the cost and lecture.

“So where did Rena go on campus?”

“Ehmm..Just to the rectorate same file move to medical faculty anyway kak”

“Kok can meet Dila how is the story?”

“So happened to Dila just take care of KRS, keep meeting me. We went around campus. Signed by Aldi also”

“Look at kos too?”

“Not yet. The plan is right to Jogja again. Bring my things all”

“You guys moved? Haven't you seen the cost of Dila?”

“I've been given a photo of the same room condition video in Dila's room. I saw the room was big and comfortable. So I'm gonna hang out there first. While looking at the situation. If for example later want to move kosan, yes while in college only.who knows dapet better kosan reference”

Hearing Rena talk about her costs in Jogja makes me want to go to Jogja. I haven't been traveling to Jogja in a long time. I want to go there.

“Coo..can we join nganter Rena transfer?”I asked Coco who was focusing on driving.

“Ga please.mauh”responsible Coco brief

Coco's words made my mood instantly sad. Because I haven't been out for a long time. To Solo to visit this nephew even if I don't make it, Coco certainly won't.

“But we have not been traveling to Jogja for a long time. Can ya? I want to see Rena's college. Can you do Co?”my door whining

Makes Rena laugh at my childish behavior. It doesn't matter what I can do for a walk. Cook at home mulu.. We also need refreshing..Let the heart be pleased..

Said Chika, my best friend when in the academy, refreshing is important, to maintain health and sanity in dealing with problems in life that continue to come and go.

“Iya Co.. you join me all”ucap Rena defended me

“Do you not remember? Should we go to the doctor first mriksain you?”coco replied while glancing at me cursively.

“Lhoh..kak Vivi sick?”ask Rena

“Ga coc Rena”

“Do not be hard.There will be Rena”whispers on Coco

I don't want Rena to know I want to go see a gynecologist. I'm not sure if I'm pregnant or not. I haven't tested using a test pack. I don't want to be too confident to go to the gynecologist. I actually am not pregnant.

“What is the sister of all whispers?”ask Rena curious.

“It..Vivi it's time for control. Our doctor said we have to control if it has been three months to ensure the condition of her uterus” Coco replied

Oh yes.Why can I forget? Once I was locked up, I had to be in control after three months. Kirain Coco wants to take me to check on my pregnancy. Turns control..

“Oh so..hopefully the control is smooth yes brother..Who knows when the control turns out even “isi” who knows right?”

Why does Rena also think I'm “isi” huh?

“Iya Rena.makasih.doain aja”.

“But sister.kakak feel nothing anyway if lately brother tuh more contains”

This again.why should discuss weight again anyway..Yesterday Coco now Rena..Don't know if I'm very sensitive if it's already a matter of “ bodyweight”

Rena's words just made my mood fall. Because once again, my weight that went up was discussed again.

“Iya right Ren..you also ngrasa that?”coco said follow along

“Apaan anyway Co? Don't talk about my weight? Yes.yes.iya.I am now fat.. Pusasssss”apku as I crossed my hands in front of my chest and squash my eyes to stare towards the car window.

“Hihihi.kak Vivi don't get mad at that..Not fat brother.but contains. Aura kak Vivi also looks different gitu”

“How different? Do you have an inner eye can read the aura of everything?”

“So I can't believe it can be ga.but I have an aura kak Vivi tuh kayak.pah hamil”.

Rena sok know..what does it have to do try, the same aura of pregnant people? there-there's aja..

“Ga need to know deh”

“You don't feel like Co?”ask Rena to Coco

I immediately glanced at my husband with a cold and sharp look. Just watch out if he follows crazy like Rena.sok-sokan read aura..

Coco who glanced at me just smiled.

“Ga need to be serious that way, baby.take that as Rena..yes Ren?”

“Next you guys discuss my body “ contains” , use the event read the aura of pregnant people all”luhku

“Iya kak.diaminin aja.hopefully I think it's true.kalo kak Vivi pregnant again”

“Aamiin”

I cupped my hands together toward my face and accepted Rena's prayer.

Hope so..

“Oya.problems to the campus Rena how? Can Yes Co we there”

I seduced my husband again as soon as I remembered the problem of traveling to Jogja.

“Viii”

“Ayo lah Co..can ya? I promise I'll be cut. The important thing is that we go to Jogja. I'm still home. We also have not been walking around” long ago

“Lha is also a walk”

“What roads? From our home to the hospital. From the hospital stop by the soto stall just now we go home. That you said take a walk?”I complained for the umpteenth time.

“Udah is Co. Who knows kak Vivi crave the streets, hahahaha”goda Rena

“Ngidam?”coco asked as she looked at me with a serious facial expression

“What the hell is Ren? I'm not necessarily pregnant. Cook cravings.weird-oddly aja you Ren”.

“Kan I said, who knows Vivi sister is now pregnant, so now more contained, eat a lot, easy to cry, sensitive abis. Keep cravings now to Jogja, right?”

“Ya already..we talk again after we control to doctor” Coco replied

“Totally? Okay.goddesses.my love”talkap while I kiss my husband's cheek.

Coco smiled happily.

“Kak Vivi what the hell? Don't dong kak.I'm still single. Don't you feel sorry for me?”

“Aduh.sorry Rena.tadi reflex. Sorry ya”my apologies to Rena

I am not able to control my own feelings. Play **** just.sorry yes Ren..

“You plan to Jogja again when is Rena?”much

“Not know brother, wait for info from Dila aja”

On the way home, we talked a lot. It didn't feel like we were in our town.

Before we got home, Coco parked our car at a pharmacy not far from home.

“Ngapain darling? How do we stop here?”ask me confused

“Down first”

What the hell is Coco? Who goes to the pharmacy, who needs medicine?

I also follow. I got off the car.

“I am waiting in the car aja yes kak?”

I nodded slowly. Coco reached out her hand to me and I took her hand. Coco clasped my hand entering the pharmacy together. Fortunately, the pharmacy was in a quiet condition. A pharmacist approached us,

“There can we help?”ask the pharmacist.

“There is a digital test pack?”coco said to the pharmacist

The apothecary immediately searched for the item Coco wanted. I who did not understand at first, when I heard Coco wanted to buy a testpack, so shocked that I widened my eyes.

“Ngapain buy test pack?”whispered to Coco

“Kan ngetes first before going to doctor”

“Say just want control, why pregnancy test too?”whispered

“Udah tested first.kan ga papa ngetes first”.

“This Pak”ucap pharmacist who brought us a digital test pack packaging brand Clear Blue Digital Pregnancy Test that I always have the best accuracy. The accuracy is almost 99% with the appearance of the estimated gestational age also in the weekly indicator.

After paying at the cashier, I immediately pulled my husband's arm to get him to talk before we got back to the car.

“You also think I'm “isi”?”

“I'm just curious about your changes lately, so before going to the doctor I want to ngetes first. It's papa right?”

“Kalo turns out I'm not pregnant?”much

“Ya gapapa's. Just make it again until you're pregnant”goda my husband.

Makes me angry and embarrassed.

“Bikin again.emang batter dibikin again”luhku while pursing my mouth.

Coco pinched my cheek in a fit of anxiety.

We got back in the car and we finally got home.

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At night in the room, before we went to bed. Coco and I were already lying on the bed, with my body in my husband's arms.

“Co..”

“Hemm”ucap Coco while stroking my hair gently.

I put my head to my husband. Coco kissed my forehead.

“Why?”

“I'm afraid”

“What fear? Test pack problem?”

I nodded slowly.

“I'm afraid that it turns out I'm not pregnant”

Coco was getting closer to my body. I can feel my husband's warm body.

“Sayang.we are just ngetes doang. Don't think of Dalem-dalem. If the result is positive, yes thank God, it means we are trusted again to have children. But if it turns out the result is negative, yes already grateful aja.means we must learn again. We have to establish ourselves so that later when the time is right, we really deserve to be parents”

Coco's words can always reconcile my sometimes turbulent feelings. I am so grateful to have a husband like Coco who is mature and patient.

I looked at my husband's face. We both smiled.

“Thank you yes.you can always calm my feelings. I love you”

I pecked my husband's lips. Coco's changing to return my kiss.

“I love you too”

Then Coco kissed my lips again. This time with more spirit. We kissed each other. The kiss grew deeper and deeper. Makes my body respond immediately. It's getting hotter. Our breaths are chasing us. Because the language of love between husband and wife that occurs through the union of two souls into one is a gift from the Creator.

I took every touch Coco made on me because I wanted it, too. For I am his whole and he is mine. The desire within us is getting worse. In the heat we do. And finally, we made love that whole night.