Stuck With My First Love
Can Be Crazy

My wedding reception is finally over. All the guests had left one by one. Leave some family and a few friends. I saw some hotel waiters start tidying up the dishes and all my wedding decorations. I also sat in the bridal chair which has since only been a display throughout the reception.

“Honey, Mother and Father want to rest first.you can rest yes.already night”ucap Mommy to me.

“Iya nak.mama is also very tired”ucap mama

“Come on we should also rest”take Coco to me while extending her hand.

I walk in gontai steps. My feet no longer have the energy to move.

I feel like my whole body is tired. It turns out that wedding receptions are very draining. Even to smile I feel like I can't. After saying goodbye to everyone, Coco and I entered the elevator together.

“Capek?”ask Coco

“He em”I just cleared my throat while resting my head on his shoulder.

All I want now is a hot bath to relax my achy muscles and go to sleep immediately.

But wait a minute.sleep? I forgot one thing..My first night how are you?

Tonight is my first night with Coco. With husband.

O Allah.What should I do? Is it true tonight I'm gonna spend my first night with Coco? Just the two of you?

Suddenly my brain was tired, suddenly brilliant. My drowsiness immediately disappeared, changing into anxiety and anxiety. Because this means I'm going to have my first night with my husband Coco. A lot of questions in my head. Forcing my brain to work again.

As soon as the elevator door opened, my heart immediately beat. Because the hotel room I was staying in was a few steps away. Plus Coco who suddenly even carried my body in front. Like a newlywed in my favorite Korean drama. Ala bridal style said. It makes me half dead.

“Co..what are you doing? Get off me. I want to walk.I am still strong kok”.

“Udah diem.you will disturb other hotel guests”

Hearing Coco's words, I immediately lowered my voice.

“Cepet descending.I will berat”whisper me on Coco.

He just smiled.

“I know you are tired.makanya diem aja.kita has reached”Coco open the hotel door without lowering me.

My heart and body instantly trembled as soon as I experienced the incident that a romantic person said. But for me, it only worsened the condition of my heart which beat faster. Especially now that we have arrived in a hotel room that was provided by the hotel for both of us. The room was very nicely decorated for both of our bridal rooms.

Coco lowered me slowly. The atmosphere of the room which was only decorated with sleeping lights and some aromatherapy candles, suddenly made my body feel a sensation that I had never felt before. The atmosphere became awkward between me and Coco.

I took off the high heels that tormented me for two hours. I sat on the couch, massaging my legs. I saw Coco start taking off the suit, vest and tie she was wearing. Coco also squeezed her own neck. Looking at Coco who was only wearing that white slim fit long-sleeved shirt, made my body instantly cold hot. Finally I decided to change clothes first, because the wedding dress I wore was very heavy.

“I change clothes first Yes Co”ucapku

“You want me to accompany?”coco's teasing to me made me instantly blush in embarrassment

“Ihhh.ga try to start deh.udah ah.aku to the bathroom first”

I walked over to the wardrobe that I put some change of clothes in the afternoon and..lingerie? I stared at the old peach color lingerie I bought with Anti a few days ago. This lingerie model is thicker than some other lingerie made from transparent. The lingerie I brought was made of silk. I'm confused should I wear it now?

“What do you see? Take a really old dress” Coco's voice instantly disperse my daydream and immediately I'll draw that peach color lingerie.

“Emm.gok ga papa.aku change clothes first yes.you see the TV aja”ucapku while hiding the peach lingerie behind my body.

I immediately walked towards the bathroom. I put the lingerie on the hanger in the bathroom. In the meantime I'm taking off my wedding dress. Since I didn't want my dress to get wet, I asked Coco to hang my dress outside the bathroom. I finally got a hot shower. The hot water from the shower that hit my body slowly treated the aches that I had been feeling since. I could feel my blood flow returning to normal after getting “pijatan” from hot water.

Since long ago, I was used to taking a hot bath when I felt tired and sore. A warm bath also has several benefits, one of which is to reduce stress. The warm sensation of water being watered throughout the body can give a calm effect on the body, so it can reduce and even eliminate thoughts and feelings of stress.

The aches in my body instantly disappeared as soon as I finished a hot bath. After many times trying to convince myself, I also wear my lingerie. Of course with feelings and thoughts that jump everywhere. Because tonight, I will give “my honor” as a woman, to my beloved husband. Something very precious that I have been guarding for twenty-three years because I will only leave it to my husband.

I took a deep breath and exhaled slowly.

Huff..Come on Vi.you can do it..

I opened the bathroom door slowly with a roaring heartbeat. The door opened a little, I took my head out and looked at the entire hotel room.

“Who to look for?”Coco was standing next to the door. It shocked me to the point of widening my eyes.

“Replace yes.I also want to shower”ucap Coco while smiling and walking in the bathroom.

“Ah yes..entrance.aku.I also finished shower”lapku stammering while walking out of the bathroom.

I walked towards the wedding bed that has been decorated very beautifully with fresh flower decoration pink and white with green leaves. In the middle of the bed has been sown some red roses that form a picture of the heart and a pair of white towels that have been formed to resemble white geese facing each other to form a heart symbol.  Some aromatherapy candles are lit near the bed. It was a very romantic atmosphere in our bridal room.

I heard the sound of water gurgling from inside the bathroom. Coco is taking a shower.

I have to what now? Did I sleep first? Or should I wait for him? Arrgghhh.I can't think anymore. I'm rattled. And again the decoration in the middle of this bed.must I what? Should I get rid of it? But the decoration is very good, dear if it should be removed just like that..But if it's not removed, where should I sleep? Cook on the couch..

All of this can drive me crazy for a long time.

“What to think? Seriously, Coco's voice again managed to surprise me who was busy talking to myself.

I looked towards Coco.

O Allah..What else is this? Coco why.why is the bathrobe not tightly closed?

I immediately turned my body around because it was not strong to see Coco's body using only a bath towel wrapped from the waist down, while the bathrobe was not tightly closed. Making my holy eyes stained to see my husband's burly body. Torn bread that the final tour time of class XI only I saw at a glance, was really emblazoned real. I have to calm down.patience Vi.patience..

The tail of my eye caught Coco who was now walking towards me. I should how? I was totally misbehaved.

I'm no longer ABG's child, I'm a twenty-three-year-old woman. It's not kids anymore. It's just that, from the past I was not a connoisseur of porn or adult films that sometimes vulgarly show the plain body of the main player or clearly display the 21+ bed scene. I only watched it a few times, even though it was blindfolded by Coco while she was in XI class and because she was invited to watch by Chika and Lala.

During my time as a nurse, I have also often witnessed the plain body of patients. And it never affected me because I always emphasized to myself that I should be as professional as possible. In front of me was a patient, and I was a nurse. So strange whirring between a man and a woman never appeared in my dictionary during the course of my duties.

But he's not my patient. He's the man I love. The one I missed for six years. The man who filled my life and filled my heart for nine years. The man who is now officially my husband. Just looking at his face always managed to make my heart beat so fast. Now plus see his body that looks very stocky with his stomach full of perfect curves. Perfectly sculpted torn bread.  Aagghhh.I really can go crazy tonight if this keeps up..