Stuck With My First Love
EXTRA PART (7) For Mac

The next day, after waking up, I ventured to use the digital test pack we just bought yesterday.

Honestly, my heart was beating very fast. Although this is not my first time wearing a test pack, but still using this tool always makes me nervous and afraid. Afraid of whatever the outcome. Because maybe the trauma I had after the miscarriage three months ago left a mark on my heart.

Therefore, when using this tool after three months of losing our “baby” candidate, it makes me have to gather my courage. I have to be ready with whatever the results that come up on this pregnancy test kit.

I placed a small portion of the urine that I took out that morning in a small container, then I put the digital test pack.

Leg.deg.deg..

I waited for the result with my heart pounding. And after a while I was ready to read the results listed on the digital test pack screen.

I was so nervous I was shaking. I'm not ready to read the results. I breathed many times to calm myself down.

Why is it so hard to calm down?

I finally woke up Coco who was still asleep. I asked Coco to read it.

“Coo..build my Co”p while rocking Coco's body slowly to wake her up.

“Ehmmmm.”Coco squirmed as she opened her eyes slowly

“Why baby?”coco asked as she rubbed her eyes.

“Bacain”my hand while presenting a digital test pack in my hand

Coco took the test pack and improved her sitting position. I see Coco still trying to collect her whole life. Because he is not 100% aware.

“You've tested?”asked Coco with a distinctive hoarse voice of waking up

I nodded slowly.

Coco then turned on the light next to the bed. I waited expectantly for anxiety.

“Where is the result?”

“Bentar”

“Better we pray first”

Right too, we should pray first. To make the heart more calm. Finally, Coco and I prayed together.

I offer you my best prayers. If indeed later the result I am pregnant, may I be able to carry out the mandate given by the Almighty Creator. I hope I can be the best parent for my baby. And if the result is that I am not pregnant, I will continue to try and pray and learn to be a good parent, so that when the time comes, and we are given the trust, he said, me and Coco can run the trust better. That is my prayer in my prayers.

Coco and I sat on our beds. Coco holds a digital test pack. I was so afraid that I did not dare to look at Coco.

“Ga to be afraid of gitu”

“Udah bacain aja.result what?”

I turned my face in the opposite direction to Coco's. So I didn't know when Coco read it.

Suddenly,

“Alhamdulillah.you are pregnant dear”ucap Coco while hugging my body

I who still do not believe what I hear can only stare.

I pregnant? Am I really pregnant?

Coco let go of her embrace and looked at my face then kissed my forehead.

“Thanks dear”

I could only open my eyes because I had not seen the results myself.

“Try see!”

The test pack in Coco's hands. I'm watching it carefully. Without feeling the grains of tears my eyes drip instantly without I can hold back. When I see the results on the screen.

“Pregnant 4 weeks” posts on screen

“Coo.I got pregnant”

“Iya darling”

We both hugged again. I embraced the body of the man I loved so much, the man who had planted the seed in my womb. I cried sobbing. Because I still can't believe I'm going to receive this gift once again.

Coco kissed my face.

“Thanks dear”

I nodded slowly. We are very happy with the result we just got. Coco clasped my hand and looked me in the eye. I see Coco is very happy with this news. Coco even stroked my stomach with one hand.

“How are the heroes?”coco said as she stroked my flat stomach

Makes me smile at Coco's silly behavior.

“Later in the afternoon we go to gynecologist clinic”

“Iya”

“Remember! Don't until ketpekan.kalo need anything, ask for help mbak-mbak at home”

“Iya”Hold the handsome face of my husband who always worried about me.

Coco then pulled my body in her arms. We both lay in bed hugging. I leaned my head against his stocky arm while holding hands together. Occasionally Coco kissed my forehead and stroked my hair gently.

“Tokcer also yes?”

“What?”

“New feeling 2 months ago fasting, pounded every day finally “jadi” too, hahahaha”

“Iiihhh..what the hell is Co?”I pinched my husband's chest.

“Aduh”Coco stroked his chest and clasped my hand tightly.

****

After taking Coco to work, I had a chat with Rena while helping her pack up because she was about to move to her boarding house in Jogja soon. Same cost as Dila.

“Congratulations yes kak”

“Iya equally”

“The debay will surely be very cute. Papa mama is beautiful just as handsome because of”

“Do yes Rena, can pregnancy this time smoothly”

“Aamiin”

“Oya brother, can I ask you something?”

Suddenly Rena's face suddenly serious, making me curious.

“Ehmm.about brother Aldi”

What is nanyain Aldi?

“You want what Rena?”

“Kakak can tell you what you know about brother Aldi”

“I don't want Rena, but I don't think it's ethical if I love Aldi while I'm married to Coco. I feel like I should keep Coco feeling as well. Do you really like Aldi?”

Rena nodded while bowing in shame.

“I can only say, if Aldi is a good guy Rena. He loves family too. If you really like him, you should try to get him”

“How do you do, brother? While brother Aldi every same me, who asked brother Vivi mulu”

Hearing Rena's words made me feel bad. It was as if I was a barrier to Rena and Aldi's relationship. Why didn't Aldi try to open his heart to another girl, like Rena?

Huuuhh.makes me so wrong in front of Rena.

“Sorry Yes Rena”

Just an apology I can say to calm Rena down. Because I also had a feeling of how it feels like love clapped one hand, when me and Coco “ separated” when in class XII first because of the work of Feli.

“You already have Aldi?” numberask me enthusiastically

Although I can't tell you everything I know about Aldi but maybe I can help Rena to get closer to Aldi by giving Aldi the number I still have.

“Negak kak”

“I still have. But you have to promise, don't tell Coco if I give ya. I don't want to fuss with Coco. I love this, so you can be closer to Aldi”

“Oke..i promise sis.makasih ya sak..kakak is indeed the best”ucap Rena while hugging my body.

I finally gave Aldi's number to Rena. Hopefully this way, Rena can be closer to Aldi. Hope so..

At night, the,

As I had planned with Coco, tonight I was escorted by Coco to see the obstetrician. For control at once check the content.

The clinic is located close to my home. Apparently that night a lot of people checked. Coco and I got the number ten.

I saw in the clinic a lot of pregnant women whose gestational age is different. I could imagine my pregnancy would be like them.

Because of the long queue, I chose to read magazines about pregnant women and toddlers. Coco also accompanied me to read magazines. Every now and then we joke around and laugh together at the pictures of the kids in the magazine that look so adorable.

Coco also stroked my flat stomach. I could see the joy in his eyes. In the eyes of my beloved husband.

After waiting for an hour and a half, it was our turn to enter the obstetrician's examination room that handled me first.

Once inside, the doctor greeted us kindly. We also consulted with the doctor. Finally I was directed to go to the patient's bed to be examined using the ultrasound device.

Coco stood beside me while holding my hand. As soon as the screen recorded the sighting in my womb, suddenly the tears flowed back from the corner of my eye. I can see the pregnancy pouch on the screen. It indicates I am pregnant.

“Congratulations Sir, your wife is pregnant”pap doctor on us

“Can doc?”

“Iya.it you see there is a pouch right.try now we see the size of the fetus yes?”

The doctor directed the device to look at the size of the fetus in my womb based on the image captured on the USG monitor.

“Well.this is the fetus.already 12mm”

Coco and I are so happy. Smiles continued to shine on both of us.

We are now sitting at the doctor's desk.

“About my wife is already pregnant how many weeks doc?”

“Viewed from fetal size and last date mens.estimate your wife is already pregnant 4 weeks Pak”.

Apparently the digital test pack is really accurate. The estimated age of my pregnancy with the results of the doctor's diagnosis is exactly the same.4 weeks.

The doctor then writes down some recipes for vitamins and dietary supplements that are good for pregnant women.

“Sorry doc.apa during pregnancy.we can...”.

Coco hung her own words. Makes me embarrassed because I know the direction Coco talks. I saw the doctor smiling at my husband's words

“Meanour related?”

“Iya.by Pak”

Coco's face immediately sumringah. Makes me more embarrassed.

“But as much as possible do not do a style that is too pressing the stomach yes sir.because bu Vivi was just miscarried a while ago, as much as possible kept the content”

“Siapp dok”ucap Coco steady

I swear, I'm really embarrassed. I was a former nurse. I've often said, if during pregnancy ga papa related origin slowly and do not press the stomach. But it seems my husband trusts doctors more.

Out of the check room, I pinched my husband's bad belly.

“Awww.sick babe”

“Rasain.ngapain kayak is queriedin”

“Ga papa's..Just stabilizing aja”

“But I'm ashamed”

“Why should be ashamed?”

“Hiishhh.”

I was pouting because of Coco. Coco kept trying to calm me down.

At the clinic exit,

“You wait here.I picked up his car bentar”

“I follow”

“So the parking lot is a bit far away. You just wait here, okay”

“Ya udah”

I finally complied. I waited for my husband in front of the clinic that night was a lot of patients. Suddenly someone called my name,

“Vivi?”