Stuck With My First Love
In Dreams

My first meeting with Coco's parents took place exactly 2 weeks before the UN announcement. At the time, we were watching a movie at his house. As usual, we sat on the couch. He'd rather sleep on my lap. While I'm holding popcorn or snack. I bribed him. Suddenly her mother appeared out of nowhere. We're shocked. Although we did nothing strange, we were still shocked. Maybe because it was too fun to watch a movie, so we did not hear his mother come.

“Siang aunty..” my broom.

I shook his mother's hand and I called her.

His mother reached out and answered my greetings a little bland.

“You..??”

“I Vivi aunty “answerku

“She's my boyfriend” Coco said frankly

I could look at him. He could be so honest like that. I don't know his mother yet. What if he doesn't like me?

He came up to me and took my hand as if to say that it was okay.

Her mother's eyes were very sharp. Especially when he saw her holding my hand. His face does not seem to like it.

“Ooo...” the answer is short

Then he said he was going to Surabaya. He went home to take a shower, cleaned up and then left. Coco just nodded. From what I've seen, the relationship between mother and son is not very close. Her mother then went to her room on the second floor, after allowing me to watch another movie.

My first impression at our meeting, he was a strict man. Seen by the way he spoke. And how he treats the people in his home. Unfortunately, it's not very friendly. He rarely smiled even at his own son.

This awkward atmosphere between Mom and son involved me in it, as Coco frankly said I was her boyfriend. By then I was feeling, my relationship with him would not be as smooth as before.

And it's true. From that day on, I saw Coco start to moody, like there was a problem she was hiding. But every time I asked, he was evasive. And said there's no problem.

At that time, in the cafe of Dedi's sister, I ventured to ask her.

“You why Co? Any problems?”I asked to see his gloomy face

He smiled and then took my hand.

“Ga kok.ga no problem. I went to the toilet, huh?”

I'm nodding. I asked Dedi and Daniel once, if they knew the problem with Coco. But they both know nothing.

“Coco why? You know ga?”

“Ga tau. Lately Coco is like that. I think there's a problem” replied Daniel

“What is possible because of that problem?”guess Dedi

“What problems?”I was curious

“What might his mom bring up about moving to China?”

“Can be” Daniel justifies

“Moving to China?”I just don't understand the direction of the conversation between the two of them.

“Iya.as I remember when you guys fought, he once said his mother wanted Coco to move. But it might not be that problem” either

Actually I don't understand what they mean. But that could be one of the reasons.

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Things are getting worse. He lies to me more and more. Like hiding something.

Until one day, he did not go to school. When I called on the phone, his voice sounded very weak, even though the night before we were still chatting normally on the phone and his voice was ordinary. He just complained of hunger. That'sthat's all.

Finally after school I ventured to see him at home.

“ting tung.”bel home I squeeze

A moment later, the security guard opened the gate. I am also welcome to enter. I walked down the pafing road to the house. The door of the house is open. Uti has opened the door. I'll shake his old hand immediately.

“Coco pain ti?”ask me directly

“Thank God the lady came.”

He pulled me into the house. His face looks very happy. Makes me even more curious.

“What's up?”I was curious

“Night the master had a great fight with the madam. Then you're on hunger strike from last night. Until now, you do not want to leave the room. Looks like mister has a fever, which is why I made porridge. But the porridge was still intact untouched from this morning” he explained to me at length while driving me to the kitchen.

He then poured warm porridge into the bowl. Then put it on the tray. I helped him carry the tray. Uti and I walked towards Coco's room on the second floor. I slowly walked up the stairs to the second floor. Because my hand holds the tray of porridge.

Arriving at Coco's room, her bedroom door was tightly shut. A tray containing a bowl of porridge was still lying in front of the door. That must be the porridge bowl Uti had delivered.

“Coco, open the door son. This miss Vivi come to visit.open the door nak”pinta Uti while knocking on the door of the room.

No sound was heard from the room. He's not flinching. Change who called him.

“Coco, open the door yes.ini Me, Vivi”

The bedroom door is open. He looks very tangled. He pulled my hand into the room. I was about to fall, but I braced myself not to fall, for I was still carrying a tray of porridge.

“Uti, I want to have a chat with Vivi, can you? He asked for permission on Uti to be greeted with a nod of Uti's head. Uti left us both.

Room door closed. Coco took the tray I was holding, and put it on the nightstand by her bed.

It was my first time in her room, just the two of them. I've been in this room before, but there's Anti, Dedi and Daniel. So the atmosphere is not as bad as this. I'm honestly nervous. Both with Coco.

He approached me. And hugged my body. His huge body seemed to have collapsed on me. Body's hot. She's feverish. I let go of his embrace, I held his shoulder. I put my hand on his forehead to make sure.

Right.he has a fever. I immediately put him in his bed. Ring out some pillows so she can lean back and sit more comfortably.

I helped him sit down. I put a blanket on his leg. I looked for AC remote to adjust the room temperature so as not to be too cold. After meeting the AC remote, measure at 29 degrees. I also sat beside him. His face looks very lethargic. Makes me worry more.

“Why you?”I held his hand

He tried to smile. But he didn't answer a word.

She shook her head.

“I bribe ya?” the bujukku.

He's nodding.

I finally feed him porridge. One bribe after another. He ate the porridge slowly. It seemed like he had indeed run out of steam after more than 20 hours of not eating from lunch until that afternoon. Sometimes I smile at him. Rubbed his lethargic face. He smiles too.

A bowl of porridge had been spent. I'm relieved. He also looks more powerful. I also sat beside him. He held both my hands. I asked myself.

“You ... quarrel with your mama?”askaku.

He did not answer, only smiled.

“I'm tired”he said softly

“I want to sleep for a while”

He then pulled my hand, directing me to sit closer to him. I leaned against his bed rest. He put his head in my lap. A position he really likes. I let him sleep like that. While I rubbed his head.

“ Alright.sleep a soundly”

While I continued to brush her straight and smooth hair. I could see he was very tired, because not until five minutes had his eyes closed, he had fallen asleep. Because the mattress is very soft and comfortable, making me sleepy. I also put my head on the pillow. We both fell asleep.

In my semi-conscious state, I dream. In the dream, I saw him staring at my face. His face looks faint. Then his face in front of my face.

Getting closer. He brought his face very close to mine. Then I saw him close his eyes. Even if it was just a dream, my heart still pounded.

Then I felt something warm and soft over my lips. He kissed me. Kissing my lips. hihihi..I'm ashamed but I like that dream.

The dream felt so real that it woke me up from my sleep. When I opened my eyes, he woke up first. We both smiled. I checked her fever by holding her forehead again. This time his body temperature was off. Not as hot as before going to bed.

He got up from my lap and sat down next to me. Sometimes he puts his head on my shoulder. We also talked about light things. Joking and laughing together. He's better now. Apparently hunger makes his body weak finally fever.

I borrowed the phone lying on the nightstand. We photograph selfies in various poses. Start a friendly pose (ehmmm) until the ugly face pose. After each photo, we check with the results. We laughed together.

Tired of taking photos, we sat on the couch. I sat down while he put his head in my lap. We also talked to both. Occasionally I glanced at his head. While my other hand was held. I finally asked myself.

“You got into a fight with your mama?” askaku.

“Iya” he looked at me

“Mama wants us to move to China”lightnya.

I was shocked but I tried to stay calm.

“I refuse. I don't want to come. But mom keeps forcing”

“Plan when to move?”much

“A day after graduation”

It's another week. That quick?

“I don't want to. I just want to stay in college. In Indonesia. I want to stay beside you” he replied

while looking at me deeply.

He was very serious about his answer. His eyes said that. And I believe that. He held my hand tightly. Kusap. Hair kubelai. I smile. I was so excited and excited to hear that answer.

“I'm sure your mama must have thought of everything. Why don't we try to fulfill your mom's request?” I said.

He got up and sat down next to me. It seems he was not satisfied with my words just now. He looked at me sharply.

“Moving? You know what it means to move?”tannya

“I didn't just go to college there. But we settled there. You know that?” reply fiery.

I put my hand on her body. I hug him. I leaned my head against his chest that was field. Tranquilize. I'm keeping him tighter. I could hear his heart beating very fast. He's holding his anger.

Slowly his heartbeat slowed down. He's starting to calm down. Then hold me too.

“Do not get angry”kataku

“I also want us to always be together like this. I want you to go to college here too. But..let's think about what about your mama? Your family? I don't want you to fight with your mom. I'm sure there's a way out. As long as we want to talk from heart to heart”

“You don't know how my mama” answered while holding me tight.

Indeed indeed. The truth is I don't know his mother. I met him a few times, he didn't talk much. His eyes on me were never friendly. Only from Dedi and Daniel did I know that her mother was a strict, stubborn and very disilpined woman. Tends authoritarian. Maybe that's why Coco went down that trait. And make him a very independent person, disciplined and strong opinionated. Tends to be stubborn. Similar mom. Her papa? I never met. He's very busy. Coco also rarely spoke about her family.

I let go of my arms and looked into his eyes.

“ I'm sorry if it made you angry”

He looked at me and then brought his face closer to me. Slowly approached. I'm rattled. What exactly is he going to do? Why did he bring his face closer like that? Makes me misbehave.

I just closed my eyes. He kisses my forehead softly. I opened my eyes again. She smiles. Then scrunched his forehead.

“You why did you close your eyes? her tanya made me blush in shame.

My cheeks are reddened. I'm shy.

“Your cheeks are also red. What are you thinking?” tanyanya full of search. Makes me more wrong

fad.

“IIIhhhh...what the hell?? I didn't think of anything. Why me?” My answer is trying to evade.

We laughed. As if he could read my mind. I'm really embarrassed. This must have been because of the dream earlier, making me think no-no. I'm really embarrassed.

It's afternoon. He decided to take me home. But he took a shower first. I was waiting for him too. I tidied up his messy bed.

We joined hands to the garage. This guy beside me. So good-looking. I smiled at him too. He retaliated.

After saying goodbye to Uti, I went home. Throughout the journey we held hands. Like he didn't want to let go of my hand. I was so happy that time. I didn't know that my life would soon change.