Stuck With My First Love
Anti Love Story

Rianti Kalila Zahra's. A beautiful name, as beautiful as the person. He's my best friend. “My twin brothers”. A lot of people say, we're like a betel on an axe, hahahaha..

Having someone who is one frequency and one species certainly makes us very comfortable with each other. I can be who I am. So is he. Sometimes we argue because of differences of opinion. But we can always refer back as if there was never a problem between us.

But compared to me, Anti is more mature. He can easily control his emotions. Maybe it was because I was an only child, so my selfish nature, was more dominant. Unlike the Anti who is the second child of three brothers. Maybe I reminded Anti of her youngest sister.

Because we were so close, then I also knew the journey of Anti's love from the time in Junior High to High School. Anti was open to me about a lot of things. We can be open and talk about everything. Including our love.

Because Anti child is popular in his Junior High first, many guys who blatantly have a crush even “nebak” Anti. Anti several times had changed girlfriends during in Junior High. When I heard the story of his past, I got to shake myself. Girl as gentle as Anti apparently has a long report card with guys. Different from me.

Although I was also close to many guys and several times there were “nebak” me, but because I felt not old enough then during Junior High I never dated. Although the “nebak” I also quite a lot, but because I only consider them friends, then I reject them one by one.

There used to be something because I refused, then he was angry, he threatened me.

“Love denied, shaman acted” his threatening words that time.

As a child who is not ready to date, hearing such threats of course I am very scared. I complained to my father about this. But dad calmed me down, and said,

“As long as we are diligent in worship and close to God, then do not be afraid of such threats. Such a person must be an irreligious person” said Father to me.

Maybe because I was a kid, I believed Dad. And Dad's words managed to make me more courageous and confident.

While in Junior High, Anti was dating a guy. Name's Randy. According to Anti, Randy is her first boyfriend and first love. Their relationship is very good. Anti and Randy love each other. I think the two of them are very similar, in appearance they look similar to each other. Randy, who is still a Caucasian because his grandfather is Australian, has a high stature. His face is also handsome. Monthly curls still appear on his face.

At first, their relationship was fine. I can see Anti loves Randy very much. Because the radiance of his eyes when telling Randy is completely different. The aura is different too. Because he always smiles when he tells his story with Randy.

However, the beautiful story between them changes immediately after Papa Randy is transferred to Melbourne. Randy and his family had to move. Their separation left a deep mark on Anti's heart. Because Randy left her when he loved Randy.

And when telling his farewell, Anti to shed his tears. I feel like I can feel Anti's sadness. At that time, I cried with Anti. They split during the rise of class VIII Junior High.

After Randy's departure, Anti soon finds a replacement for Randy. He's dating another guy. I changed my girlfriend a few times. But according to Anti, Randy's position in his heart will never be replaced by anyone, and at any time. For Anti, Randy is the guy of his dreams. Which really suits his dreams all along. Appearanceally she is handsome, tall, and proportionate. Randy's always pampering and caring for Anti makes Anti very fond of Randy.

When I was in X class, as long as I was struggling with my role as secret admirer Coco, Anti had been close to a few guys. In addition to our classmates and seniors at PMR. And one of the closest is my cousin Ilham.

From what I saw, brother Ilham indeed seemed to put his heart on Anti. Even since we were X class. Because he really likes to pry information about Anti. Even then, brother Ilham persuaded me to give Anti a number.

“De’, for the number Anti dong?”ask Sis Ilham one day while playing to my house.

“Create what? Surely brother Ilham wants to disturb Anti, right? Ogah..I ga just give the number Anti same brother, later brother terror again?”

“What the hell is terror-terror? People just want to know doang”sungkak Ilham

“Ogah.agah once ogah tetep ogah”

“Yeah de’, stingy very much the same sister”

“Biarin”

“Huhhh.dasar adek durhaka emang you tuh ya”

“Kalo want the number, ask yourself dong. Gentle dong is a guy. If you dare, ask yourself”

“Okeh.who is afraid”

I immediately sneered at the confidence of Ilham's brother who is usually super duper PD. But if he had faced the girl he liked, he suddenly became shy. I don't know why he's always been like that.

But I admit, Ilham is a complete package. The authoritative PMR leader, respected by his friends, although sometimes slengean and a lot of jokes. But if it's serious, he can really turn 180o. She can tell the difference when to joke when to be serious.In appearance, this brother of my cousin is also quite decent. With a height of 180 cm and a weight of 70 kg. His body looks proportionate.

Her pretty good looking face and fun-loving appearance make her easy to get along with. His son is also humorous so he can melt the atmosphere.

Because I respect Anti's privacy so much that I didn't just give Anti's number. Even though Ilham's brother is my own cousin.

The closeness of Ilham and Anti began to intertwine after they both became the committee of OPAB. It just so happened that while exploring they were in the same post. From the confessions of friends who one post with both, I know that there brother Ilham started PDKT with Anti. Because throughout the event, Ilham always with Anti. When waiting for participants who came, both were even fun to joke together.

From then on, I saw them meet more and more intensely. Anti also often told me about brother Ilham. So I know very well, the journey of love is both. Until finally, one day Anti called me.

“Vi, I want to tell you something”he said on the phone

“What story do you want? Tumben your tone is not as usual”

“I want to tell you a story, but you have to promise not to be angry? Promise?”

“What story anyway? Make curious deh”

“Promise first”

“Ehmm.it.barusan.kak Ilham call me”.

“Usually he also calls..so what's special from the phone brother hamster?”

Hamster is my favorite calling to brother Ilham.

“Kak ilham earlier ngajakin jalan”

“Iya..Terusss?”

“Because I also bete at home, I finally let a request of brother Ilham”

“OK..next?”

“Ehmm..do not get angry?”

“Hissshh.kan I promised.ayo continued the story.

“Iya.iya.iya.aku continued the story.Tadi we yes can take a walk, continue to hang out in the cafe El-Mo”

“You if the story of the muters continues, I close you know the phone”ancamku on Anti because I started not like.

“Iya.iya.jangan mengambek dong”

“Abis you anyway, the story muter-muter directly from earlier”

“OK I continued deh.nah, it was fitting in El-Mo.kak Ilham.ehmm..kak Ilham.it.”

“Iya.kak Ilham why?”

“Kak Ilham “nebak” I”

“Whataa?”I shouted in disbelief

“That's why you're angry”

“What kind of Inspiration? Shoot you?”

“Iya”

“Keep answering what?”

“I..not answered”

“Lho? Why?”

“I'm confused what to answer?”

“Ya have answered according to your feelings aja.kalo you like, yes have already received aja.kalo you do not like, do you just refuse.why should be confused?”

“He's your brother? I don't want our relationship to be affected because of this”

“Ya geez An.ga need to be confused again.I'm not angry kok.seneng even. I always wanted you to be a”, my words are sincere

“Totally?”

“Yes is..”

“But why every brother Ilham deketin me, you are not willing so”

“Hahahaha..Anti..Both of you are two important people in my life.I just don't want my hamster brother to play you. That's why I'm like that.but because the more here I see the hamster brother serious with you.yes already, I'm not a problem”.

“So you don't mind if I am the same brother Ilham?”

“Ga.i am very happy even”

“Oke.thank you Vi”

“Iya..well same brother hamster yes.kalo he macem-macem say aja..let me give lesson”

“Hahahaha.iya.iya”.

After calling me, Anti finally called Ilham to give his answer. Because Anti also likes Ilham's brother, so Anti accepts Ilham's brother to be his girlfriend. Since then they have been dating. And I was the main supporter of both of them.