Stuck With My First Love
The Struggle with Arsy

There was one very memorable moment that only I knew. Not even Vivi knows. This is a secret I keep to myself.

One time, when we were in sports, Vivi suddenly hit the head of the ball that was kicked by the next grade. I'm so worried, because his forehead's up to blisters. I asked Tika and Ana to take her to the UKS.

When she was finished being treated and was about to return to the classroom, Vivi suddenly fainted. I was shocked, but luckily I was standing next to him. Immediately I pick him up and I put him in bed. Tika and Ana go to ask permission from the picket teacher. It also happened that the school nurse was out because there was a short affair. So it's just me and Vivi in the UKS room. I was really worried to see Vivi suddenly faint.

When it was just the two of us, I looked at him who was fast asleep. I saw her pretty face. When I saw her red lips, I didn't know what demon possessed me, I wanted to kiss her. I put my face to his face slowly. My heart was beating very fast. Because this was my first experience. I was afraid to be found out. I finally managed to kiss her. Kissing her red lips turned out to be very gentle. When I managed to kiss her, I was so happy. I'm sorry Vi..

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When I turned 17, sweet seventeen, I celebrated more than once. The first time I celebrated my birthday party with my extended family. With Oma, Opa, papa mama, my brothers and nieces. The second celebration, I celebrated with my fellow school basketball players, my classmates and senior PMR friends. We celebrated it at my cafe, a cafe owned by Dedi's sister. Because during my birthday party, I couldn't really enjoy the show. Because Vivi is more with Anti and the other friends. I finally got the idea to celebrate with Vivi, Anti, Dedi and Daniel.

I'm practicing the four of them watching a movie at the cinema. My friends and I watch together often. I always chose to sit next to Vivi. And when there is a romantic scene, even if it is just kissing, I must always close Vivi's eyes with my hands. Make Vivi always protest at me. I don't like it if Vivi sees romantic scenes like that. I'm afraid he's imagining the no-no. Moreover, I know Vivi is an innocent and innocent girl. I don't want her poisoned by adult scenes she doesn't deserve to see.

Maybe because of exhaustion, or maybe because of the boring movie, I suddenly felt something on my shoulder. Apparently Vivi was sleepy and leaning on my shoulder. Several times I tried to wake her up, but what a basic Vivi kebo yes.can-can he sleep in the cinema whose voice boomed.

When I looked into her closed eyes, it made me smile happily. I watched my girl sleeping on my shoulder. Sometimes I fix her hair that covers her pretty face. I finally let Vivi sleep on my shoulder. And it makes me want to sleep too. I put my head on his head. We slept together too.

I was shocked when she suddenly patted me on the cheek making me wake up.

“Co..bangun”ucapnya while patting my cheek

I blinked my eyes a few times, because I wasn't 100% ON%.

“Sorry mbak.mas.film is done. Please come out.because this room will be cleaned.thanks”pap officers in the cinema building that woke us both.

I was watching around me. The room lights are very bright. The seat is very quiet. Apparently friends left me and Vivi both inside the bisokop building.

I came out of the movie theater with shaky steps because I was still sleepy. While Vivi who was annoyed with the behavior of friends who left us both continued to be careless.

Outside the cinema, I saw Dedi, Daniel and Anti laughing out loud laughing at us both. Vivi was angry at the three of them who could leave us both in the cinema. The angry Vivi, also scolded me.

Vivi gets angry and can't take Daniel's picture, making me have to ask Daniel to delete the photo.

Daniel finally shared the photo in our five chat groups. I smiled when I saw the photo. Because of the photo I slept leaning on Vivi. Unbeknownst to Vivi and my friends I accidentally downloaded the photo and made it my personal collection.

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When the final trip abroad, I feel very happy. Because I can spend time with him. I took a few pictures of Vivi and Vivi also took a few pictures of me.

Actually, at the end of every semester, me, Dedi and Daniel or with my family, always go on holiday abroad. So I've been going abroad a lot. But this time, my country outing was special because Vivi was with me. I feel very happy. I really enjoyed our time together.

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Honestly, when I saw Vivi's photo, my heart was always beating. Because to me her face remains beautiful in my eyes. Especially when he sent me a photo with the open shirt he was wearing. Makes me imagine something that is not. My dirty brain is avoiding direction.

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When the PMR of my school held an EPSP activity, I had a feud with Arsy. At that time, at midnight, when we the organizers were staying up late singing on the side of the campfire, Vivi complained to me that her body was suddenly not good. Apparently it was triggered by Vivi who was late for dinner because she was too busy preparing for the Smart Cermat event. It just so happened that I was preparing for a motivational and devotional evening with the rest of the committee, so I couldn't be sure if Vivi had dinner yet.

That night his face looked pale with cold sweat pouring down his face. I'm gonna pop him into the committee tent. I'll get him food, drink and medicine.

I waited for Vivi until she was completely asleep. After that, I re-assembled with friends to continue our stay up late event.

“Vivi how is Co?”ask Arsy to me

To be honest, I was upset to hear that Arsy was worried about Vivi because she already had a boyfriend. Mira's name. So why is she worried about Viviku?

“Udah baikan”my answer is short

“Hei Ar..ngapain you are worried about Vivi.kan already there is Coco who is ready to be on standby to keep Vivi, yes ga Co?”said Nisa

I just smiled at Arsy.

“It is wrong?”ask Arsy

“Ga is wrong anyway.cuma ga pas aja”ansiku ketus

“What do you mean?”ask Arsy curiously

“Remember.you already have a girlfriend”my answer is short

“Continue what's the problem? I'm just Vivi. Because I care about Vivi”ucap Arsy

“Not because you still like Vivi?”ketuaku

“Just take care of your boyfriend, Vivi problem I will take care of him”

"Damn you Co." cried Arsy

My question was able to get Arsy on the apoplexy. He came forward towards me and pulled my collar with his left hand while his right hand was already clenched in a swing in the air about to hit me. I just kept quiet but I looked at Arsy with a very sharp look. The friends who saw us almost fighting, immediately broke up the two of us.

“Hei.udah”

“Ar agoin Coco”

“Hei Ar..don't fight dong”

Dani stands between me and Arsy.

“Ar.control your emotions. Coco is right, you should take care of your attitude.don't until your boyfriend misunderstands Vivi”

“And you Co.don't provoke Arsy's emotions. You better take care of Vivi. I hope this matter is enough to get here. You guys understood” Dani's orders to both of us.

Finally, Arsy and I shook hands. We forgive each other. Although in my heart I am still angry with the attitude of Arsy who is still blatantly worried about Vivi even though she already has a boyfriend. And I really don't like that.