Stuck With My First Love
Unite with you

I saw Coco leisurely walking towards the wardrobe while drying her hair. Smile at me why does it tease me? Does the first night always make the bride nervous like me?

“I thought you were asleep? Apparently you were waiting for me huh?”goda Coco while wearing a t-shirt in the closet.

Why is Coco even wearing clothes here anyway? Why not just in the bathroom? He really wants to prank me.

“Are you going to look here? I want to wear pants first”goda Coco again

Hearing Coco's words, I immediately turned my body in the opposite direction by repeatedly swearing at Coco and myself.

“Why not wear his clothes in the bathroom anyway Co?”my protest

“Hahahaa..why? Are you thinking of a non-no?”

“Hahaha..Where is it.you're kidding, right? Hahaha.”aku laughed with the voice I forced.

I immediately moved to the other side of the bed, without changing my body position. I'd better get some sleep first.Pretend to be sleepy it's safer like..

“Huaammpp”I pretended to yawn

“I bobo first yes Co..it's so sleepy”

I immediately pulled the blanket. Those goose and roses I don't want to think about. Just increase the burden of the mind.. Let it scatter, the important thing is that I survive..

I kept holding onto my chest which was jumping everywhere tonight.

“Honey..have you bobo?”coco said while holding my shoulder. I pretended to be asleep. I just closed my eyes.

“Wake up for a while.did you forget the message of mr. penghulu before we go to sleep?”ask Coco

I opened my eyes immediately. Oh yeah? I forgot.Tadi pengulu sir advised, before the first night, Coco and I had to recite prayers and perform two rakaat Sunnah prayers. Finally we performed two rakaat Sunnah prayers. It was a very beautiful sight, when we were able to pray

congregate both. Making my feelings that were previously unreasonable, now changed with a feeling of calmness. Happiness in being able to worship with my husband. And when she kissed me gently on my forehead, it made me feel like the happiest woman.

The day is getting late. Now I am in bed in the arms of my beloved husband.

I nodded slowly too. But now I have resigned, because I realize fully doing husband and wife relations on the first night is one of worship. So even though I was nervous, upset and anxious, but all this is one form of worship between husband and wife. Sunnah Apostle.

Coco kissed my forehead gently then took her hp. Open an article on google. After that recite a prayer while rubbing my crown. First Coco recites the prayer after the Sunnah prayer, whose pronunciation :

Allahumma baarik lii fii gawiki, wa baarik lahum fiyya. Allahummazuqnii minhum warzuqhum minni. Allahummajma' baynanaa maa jama'ta ila khairin, wa farriq baynanaa idza farraqta ilaa khairin.

Meaning:

"O Allah, bless me and my wife, and bless them for my cause. O Allah, grant me sustenance for them, and give them sustenance for me. O Allah, unite us (both) in goodness and separate us (both) in goodness."

Then Coco read the prayer before intercourse, which she said :

Allahumma jannibnasy wa jannibisy syaithon maa rozaqtanaa

Meaning:

"O Allah, keep us from the devil and keep the devil from what You have given us."

After reading the prayer, Coco returned her cellphone on the nightstand beside the bed. Then Coco looked at my face very gently. Coco and I said basmallah together, then Coco brought her body closer to me. My heart was beating so hard I didn't know what to do.

I felt a sensation I could not describe with words. It made me feel strange vibrations that I had never felt before.

“Sayang.i love you”ucapnya

“I love you too” I told her and I kissed her soft lips

That night was a witness to the union of the two of us. Coco treated me very gently. Makes me sincere with every treatment he has for me. A very memorable first night in both of our hearts.

I see Coco is so exhausted. Because after our first night, I heard her regular breathing meant Coco was asleep. While I was sleepy, somehow it was hard to shut down. Maybe my reaction and Coco's are different. The exhausted Coco fell asleep. It was getting harder for me to close my eyes. I just kept awake.

Finally I tried to close my eyes and sleep in Coco's arms. Being with him is the most beautiful joy of my life.