Stuck With My First Love
Palau

After the meeting, I went back to class. I try to bring my soul and body to this lesson. Although it doesn't seem that easy. Especially when Coco and I were both appointed by Akmal, my Math teacher, to do the matter on the blackboard, we had to stand side by side in front of the class doing it. I don't know, my feelings are still messed up. And standing next to him at that time felt very heavy. Because even though we didn't look at each other, but my tails could still catch Coco's presence next to me.

He went back to his desk earlier than I did. I was having a hard time concentrating, feeling about Math for me at the time was very difficult. Although it may actually be easy. To the extent that Mr. Akmal reprimanded me,

“Why Vi? Couldn't do it?”ask Mr. Akmal

“Sorry pak”

I stood in front of the class holding a marker in my hand. Once I looked towards Coco, her expression was very cold to me but then I shifted my gaze.

“Tumben you can't”

“Come who wants to help Vivi?”

“I pak” Diandra raised her hand

“OK.please forward”

Diandra finally came forward to replace me at that time. I handed him the marker in my hand. I went back to my desk.

“Why you? You're the same Coco fight?”ask Anti-smart me

I nodded slowly while smiling.

“Ga tau..maybe I was wrong to disturb the discussion of the group dia”

“Tumben her mad kayak so”Anti looks confused

Not only are you confused, I'm even more confused.

When I got home from school, unlike usual, Coco left me. He went home alone. What actually possessed her to scream so loud at me?

“You ain't home with Coco, Vi?”anti asked as soon as she saw Coco who had just left past my row table.

I just smiled at Anti, because I didn't know the answer.

“Udah yuk, we go home”my

I finally walked home with Anti.

On the way to the gate, I saw his motorcycle stop next to a girl. Apparently Feli. I just walked past them too.

“ Want me to take you home?” bring it to me

The anti that was beside me kept pushing my body.

“Udah, follow aja” cajuannya

I actually don't want to accept Aldi's invitation. But after seeing her approach another girl besides me, making a sad feeling in my heart because of the incident during the break, it turned into jealousy and anger as well. I want to repay him.

“ Alright”I received Aldi's invitation.

After wearing Aldi's helmet, I also ride his motorcycle. I do not ignore the eyes of Aldi's class or my classmates who stare cynically at me. Maybe they're jealous. Jealous because I was piggybacked by Aldi.  I also held onto Aldi's bag.

 “Bruuuummmm..” motorbike exhaust sound Aldi. We also left school

Arriving at the crossroads, traffic signs are red, the motorcycle stopped. I actually feel guilty. To Aldi whom I only made an outlet of my anger. To Coco who I just left behind.

Suddenly a motor I knew very well, stopped right beside my left. That's Coco's bike. And..Feli riding that bike too? What the fuck? Why is he Feli's boncengin? Are they that close?

I saw Coco staring at me from behind her millik black-and-white helmet, I immediately turned my eyes away. I heard him talking to Aldi. At first glance I heard him say to Aldi be careful.

Traffic signs change color, green, motorpun drove. Aldi and I took a straight path, while Coco and Feli turned left. I saw the motor from a distance until it was completely invisible. All the way home, my feelings were getting worse. Sad, Upset, Angry, Jealous of being one.

When I got home, I thanked him for the ride today. Aldi then went home. When I closed the gate, at first glance I saw a motorbike like Coco motor passing in front of my house. All afternoon and night I tried to send a chat asking about this afternoon at school.

“Co..why were you?”

“You're angry with me?”

“Ga papa”answerks

“Ga papa how?”

“Kalo I got it wrong, you said dong.don't kayak earlier”

“Ya”his answer is short.

But he only answered one or two words. Not answering my question at all. Out of annoyance, I finally went to sleep.

The next day, it turned out to be the day of the Math Olympiad. I knew he was still mad at me, so I told Dedi and Daniel to look after him for me. I reminded him to eat through chat, and only reciprocated emoticons by him.