Stuck With My First Love
From heart to Heart

Coco then told me that when she shook Feli, she actually wanted to come up to me and take me home, but she was embarrassed. Finally he stopped his bike near Feli. Just to see me up close.

“When I go home I want to apologize, but you even piggyback Aldi” his face looks sad.

Mouth pouting. It was funny that his face at the time. I became amused.

“I want to catch up with you, but Feli's preventing me. He asked me to take him home. Because I don't want to lose you to Aldi, I don't think long. I just want it”

It turns out my house and Feli are different directions. He drove his bike as fast as he could and after driving Feli home, he turned around to my house. By the time Coco passed, I had already entered the house.

Which means right, all I saw at the time was Coco.

Coco also explained that she wanted to put an immediate end to her turmoil and anger that time, when I sent a chat asking about the incident she snapped at me. But he was too shy and proud. Finally, he answered only a few words.

He also wouldn't pick up my phone because he was afraid he couldn't control what he said when he was mad at me.

Coco had a big fight with Dedi and Daniel for not immediately apologizing to me and instead ran away from our problems. During the race preparation, he had a constant quarrel with Dedi and Daniel.

He also explained that every time Aldi and I passed in front of the IPA lab during his race preparation, he was actually always watching me from afar. He always imagined me and him walking together like he used to in XI class. Walk together wherever you are, joke together, to the cafeteria together.

It turns out we're the same. What we feel. Which we imagined. What we wanted all along was the same.

He held my hand tightly. Our eyes looked at each other. I looked at the handsome face of this man in front of me. A man who although cool and cute, but it turns out to be very cute and shy. The atmosphere is very warm. I was silent as long as he told me. Reveal all the burdens in his heart. In mind. I just want to listen to his complaints.

He really wanted to solve our problem. But he was confused where to start. Until finally we became runyam like this.

He also told me that Anti, Dedi and Daniel repeatedly asked for his explanation. The three of them always advise him to immediately “rejuk” with me.

But because he was also preoccupied with the preparation of the race that was very time consuming, he finally resigned to our circumstances.

I was shocked when he said that all this time he asked Anti to update him. Ask me how I am and how I am every day. How he worried about my health getting worse and worse, because he saw my body getting thinner by the day. How she worried about me because I started to lose my smile and laughter at school.

Honestly, I am thrilled and excited to hear the story.

Because I am the same. Always ask the circumstances and news every day to Dedi.

How I always told Dedi to remind him to eat and rest regularly. Because I know very well, how messed up his eating and sleeping schedule is if he's already very busy.

I can see from his eyes how much he regrets our “parting”. One by one the tangled threads of our problems gradually began to unravel.

She also explained the reason she was angry during the practice music race prince and princess. She was angry because she knew I seemed to cry every time I sang Utada Hikaru's song.

At first he agreed, because the melody was very good. He likes it too. But seeing me almost cry every time I sing that song, she gets angry. Then he tried googling to find the meaning of the song. Once he knew it was a farewell song, a heartbroken song, he got even more angry. He doesn't want to sing a song like that. He also performed the song Need You Now, Lady Antebellum. Because that song is more representative of his feelings for me.

Hearing him say that, made me feel overwhelmed. It turns out he was worried about me. He did not want Utada Hikaru's song to be the end of our story.

Until I finally found out, Aldi followed Coco to the hotel where he was staying during the group stage at that time. Coincidentally Aldi was having a family event, then he took the initiative to meet Coco at the hotel where he was staying.

They speak four eyes. Aldi told me that he put his heart on me. Since we first met. Since our first PMR training during senior introductions.

Aldi also told me how he had just “shoot”ku asked me to be his girlfriend. But I refuse. Because there is someone else in my heart. While listening to Aldi's outpouring of heart, Coco had a chance to ride the apoplexy.

“I almost hit him, when he said he liked you and just shot you”

his face looks red. Makes me believe he's really angry.

"But I'm holding back.And when he said there was someone in your heart, it made me excited. I was so happy that time” her face sumringah

“That means I still have hope to improve our relationship”

“Emang that person is you? Basic pede!” my God while hiding a smile on my face.

“Then what did Aldi meet you for?” I was curious

“It..secret..Fellow boy”his answer made me even more curious

“Aaan anyway? main secrets?”

I clenched my hand, I hit his chest.

He complained while holding his chest as if my punch was very painful. He brushed my punch and held my hand.

His explanation made me understand even more, why suddenly after coming home from the group stage, he started to change. Back to being the Coco I've known all along. At that time, I myself did not understand why he suddenly turned warm to me again.

After Aldi's arrival, he was determined to finish the race immediately, and went home to solve my problems with him. But because he qualified for the semifinals, and had to continue the Final as well, eventually he had to be a little patient.

When he won the race, he was very happy. He was eager to share that moment of victory with me.

“Try the city of XX it deket. Surely I immediately went home with the cup in front of you” he said excited

“Because I can't, yes I have typed status in my FB... You have read it?”tanyanya curious

“So.status it..create me?”ask me back

“I think...”tak I continue my words.

It turns out I've been misunderstanding all along.

“You think...create Feli?” That's telling trap

“Basic fool” He also stroked my head.

We laughed together.

“Happy to hear your laughter again”he said with a smile.

Makes me realize it's been a long time since I last laughed like this. And that was when he was with her. Maybe because I was happy with him.

He finally asked me why I was crying.

“Now tell me, why did you cry earlier?”

I'll take the hp in my skirt pocket. Then I showed you the video and photos from Feli's last night.

“Because of this?"

He grabbed my phone and thought hard.

“So you are sad because of this?” showing a photo of the hand with the ring

“That's not my hand. It's Richard”'s hand

Comparing his hands with the hands in the photo. It's a little different.  Richard is my junior classmate from another group.

“Then photos of the two?”ask me while showing me another photo

“It was a photo yesterday after the cup's submission there. And it wasn't just me. All teams. Coincidentally Feli stood next to me.it was a crop” photo clearly at length.

He showed me the photo of the victory celebration he was referring to.

I'm still not satisfied with the explanation. Then I showed him the video when he pinned the ring on Feli's finger. There's a lot of people there. He can't possibly dodge.

“This video was also sent to you?” tannya

“This child..”he said restrain anger.

“That time in the hotel, while waiting for the race, he proposed to make a game. Make exclamations. Those rings he and Sandra have. He said whoever fits the rings must be a couple all day.

“I'm actually lazy to join that game. Because I think the game is childish. But because the others are coming, yes I've come to”

“In that time, I pinned the ring on Feli. But Feli's turn to pin the other ring on me the ring is small. You can ask this to Dedi and Daniel if you don't believe.”

“I don't think Feli will act this far” he said

“Makes you that sad until crying”

He held my cheek and clasped my hand tighter, trying to comfort me.

I was glad and happy to hear all the explanations. Our misunderstanding all this time was solely due to the actions of the Feli. Maybe because Feli liked Coco, so he thought that by removing me from her side, she could get Coco's sympathy and attention.

“Now answer my question, if all this time, you have not put any feelings towards Feli, then why do you let him always be by your side?” ask me curious

“At first I just wanted to make you jealous.. I thought if I was close to another girl, you'd be jealous. Just like before. Turns out I was wrong. It is precisely me who is increasingly jealous to see you getting closer to Aldi” he said innocently.

“I'm also jealous tau”I replied while pouting

He stroked my head and smiled

“Newly this time I saw you crying.. Funny too ya it turns”he said

“Funny what?” I'm cramming

“Casak nangis, by the way myself”

She laughs. I try to remember what I did when I cried. It turns out that when I cry as much as I can, I talk to myself and she hears it

“Udah.ngapain nangis.toh you guys will never bean” I said while crying and then I cried so much.

“Hehehehe.iya.ya.ya”answort

He then reached into his pants pocket, picking up something.

A small box. When he opened it, there was a ring inside. Beautiful minimalist white gold ring. Original. With carvings all around.

“We never say the word sohan. Because the expression of our feelings is never spoken by the words”

“But I want to start today you know, I'm yours” he said as he pinned the white ring on my ring finger.

Fitting size. I can't say anything. I'm so moved.  My tears almost fell again. I was really surprised by the surprise he gave me. I didn't think she'd give this lovely surprise. He held me warm.

“Happy birthday”whisper in my ear.

We finally got it. On my 17th birthday.

He also kissed my forehead. It felt like it was my most beautiful birthday. With him by my side. With the most beautiful birthday gifts.

I stared at the white ring. Real beautiful. I was very, very happy at the time.