Stuck With My First Love
Preparation for Day H

Weddings. A word with meaning. The union of two souls in a bond of love witnessed not only by the inhabitants of the earth but also witnessed by the inhabitants of the sky. Because by saying the phrase ijab qabul, it is a sign that a pair of human beings who tie each other a sacred promise swear to sail the ark of life together as a couple.

The preparations for my wedding were fairly short. In just six months Coco and I were getting ready to get married. I thought when getting married, all it takes is the preparation of the two brides. Wedding preparation is complicated and many.

I deliberately took time off work to help my family prepare for my big day. I understand I'm an only child. I can't let my family alone take care of my big day. Brother Ilham who served as the Coordinator of my wedding. Because Anti was pregnant young, then Coco and I took the initiative to help Ilham, together preparing for our wedding party. We booked the wedding for the wedding reception. Coordinate with WO (Wedding Organizer) who takes care of our wedding.

We do prewedding photos with outdoor concept. We deliberately chose to Lombok to do prewedding photos there, because the beach is very beautiful and there are also good memories between me and Coco. We took pictures with the background of the beautiful scenery of Tanjung Ann beach, Merese Hill, Bangkang cave and some other beautiful places. We also had a prewedding photo session at Labuan Bajo which indeed has a very beautiful view.

The closer I got to my happy day, the more stressed and tired I felt not only physically but mentally as well. Taking care of a wedding is not easy. Not infrequently me and Coco squabbled because of differences of opinion. But one by one we can solve the problem together. I'm so grateful that Coco was so patient with my sometimes unstable self. Our six years of separation made Coco much more mature than my childish self.

One day, I was with Coco shopping for wedding favors and dowries. I'm not the kind of woman who likes to shop. I usually only shop for my needs if I really need it. Therefore when he invites me shopping for necessities I can only comply with what he buys. We also bought some necessities. Like a complete set of prayer tools with the mushaf of the Quran. A set of skincare needs that I usually wear. We also buy sandals, shoes and tote bags.

“What do you ask for?”coco asked me as we entered the biggest mall in Solo

“I didn't ask for anything. Whatever you give, I will definitely take it” I replied with a smile.

He just clasped my hand tight. We went from one store to another. Surrounding the biggest mall in Solo city to buy all my needs. Coco bought me toiletries like a towel couple, a bathrobe and some soap and shampoo that I usually wear. She also bought me some dresses. As we passed in front of a booth selling lingerie and lingerie, I was shocked that Coco had invited me inside.

“What are we doing here?”whispered to Coco

“Ya buy”whispers to me

I'm embarrassed to buy lingerie and lingerie with Coco. Moreover, lingerie is displayed with a variety of colors, the material is very thin. I immediately pulled Coco's hand out. My heart was beating in that store. I don't know what was in Coco's mind saw the various women's underwear on display in the models.

“Hei.why?”coco asked as soon as we were already outside the store with a small laugh

“We bought both.I'm ashamed”I answered with embarrassment

Coco smiled at me mischievously.

“Why should I be ashamed? Soon I'll know everything” Coco's whispering to me makes me even more embarrassed

“Ihh..Coco”

“Hahahaha”

He keeps teasing me. It made me pout and finally chose to leave Coco.

“Where are you?”coco asked as she pulled my hand

I choose silence. I'm upset because Coco keeps teasing me. Finally Coco took me to a foodcourt on the top floor of the mall and bought me ice cream. Always, he managed to knock out my defenses. Chocolate ice cream. Why does everyone get my ice cream so weak anyway? Wonder..

He just looked at me enjoying the ice cream in my hand. Chocolate ice cream that can always change my mood. He even chuckled while looking at me and enjoying thai tea.

“Why laugh?”much

“Ga papa”he replied while stroking my hair

“Kalo you are embarrassed shopping “itu” with me, keep you want to shop when? I'm busy soon too. Because there are some projects that I have to work on before our wedding”

“I shop the same Anti aja huh? Can ya?”

“Emang later Ilham ngijinin? Anti right just pregnant young.she can not be tired right?”said Coco

It is true, since the second Anti pregnant, brother Ilham became more protective. Anti can't be tired. Even now Anti has resigned from the bank where he works. Anti was pregnant for a few weeks but miscarried. The doctor said it might be because of the exhaustion. That's why in this second pregnancy, she really has to bedrest.

“I tried asking first. Her pregnancy is almost in the second trimester. I hope I can. Only buy bentar”, I replied

“And I want to see you use that was”Coco teasing me again.

Out of annoyance, I just hit his arm.

“Aduhh..kok hit anyway?”Coco complained while stroking her arm

“Rasain.who told godain keep”I replied

Coco and I laughed together. I didn't expect to be hanging out with Coco any minute and Coco would have me completely. What I am.

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The next day, the,

Coco must work to immediately complete the construction project of a Mall that is claimed to be the largest in the city of Solo. Most likely he should be overtime. I always remind him to eat regularly. Because I was worried, his old habit of forgetting to eat whenever he was busy.

Coincidentally Ilham and Anti for almost a week were in Solo to help prepare my wedding. Finally after arguing for a long time with Ilham, I and Anti were allowed to shop together to the mall. That was after I accepted some of the requirements of Brother Ilham. First, shop for two hours. Second, it can't be too long a walk, only to the store that yesterday Coco and I want to shop, and to the foodcourt I can take Anti. I got the head bobbles turned out to be Ilham's brother was very protective on Anti. But I'm happy, it's a sign that Ilham loves Anti very much.

“Iya..Every day should drink pregnant milk, take vitamins and should get plenty of rest. I can't do anything. Sometimes make it sebel too. But for the sake of the little one papa lah”ucap Anti while stroking his stomach which began to look bloated.

“Dedek keep mama yes.don't fuss”tapku on baby Anti while stroking her stomach.

Arriving at the store yesterday me and Coco, I was immediately greeted by several store salesmen who were special in selling a variety of women's underwear and sexy lingerie. I'm fucking in that shop. The form of underwear, which is mostly lacking in cloth, makes me not interested in buying.

“Kok behindin keep on anyway Vi?”anti Tanya

“I don't like models that are like this.too thin. Just don't use”whisper me on Anti

Anti smiled and whispered in my ear.

“That's exactly what our husbands like”

I laughed when I heard the words of my sister-in-law and my best friend. Maybe because he was married first, so he did not feel uncomfortable saying it. But I, who is still a saint and a high virgin, feel that Anti's speech is too vulgar.

Maybe because Anti saw me startled, he patted me on the shoulder.

“You are the nurse Vi.masak denger so aja dagung”

“But I've never married An”

Anti even keep teasing me if I'm too innocent and innocent. It's true I'm a nurse. I've been used to seeing innocent bodies of mortals and patients. That doesn't really affect me that much. Never made me lusty or passionate if I saw the plain body of a cadaver or a male patient I've handled. But if you imagine Coco.ga let me continue ah.I'm ashamed..

Eventually Anti and I bought a couple of pairs of underwear and some lingerie. Actually I refused to buy lingerie at the store because the model really embarrassed me. Imagine me wearing that lingerie in front of Coco.aahhhh…

But once again I obey with the words of my senior in the business of serving the husband.

“You've just become a wife again.so start learning things that your husband likes. For example this”ucap Anti while showing thin black lingerie with the addition of a small bra and G string.

Honestly, I was hot cold just by looking at the lingerie. My mind was running everywhere. Will I be able to wear clothes lacking the very thin material? I don't know.we'll see later..

Finished buying underwear and lingerie, Anti and I headed for the elevator to the top floor of the mall. The foodcourt. Because me and Anti are hungry. While enjoying the peek and batagor that we have ordered, suddenly a tickling question appeared in my brain. I also dared to ask Anti. I dare because by chance the atmosphere of the foodcourt was quiet. At the end of the day, where I dare.

“An..I asked ya.but don't wait”

“You ask what?”

“Truly you know.don't wait”

“Hahaha.mau what is Vi?”

“Ssttt.don't be hard.I'm ashamed until someone denger”

“I think I know what you want to ask”

“Ehhmm.how the hell is..tells *L?”whispered in Anti's ear

The anti who heard my question laughed out loud. You are insolent An.tenya nanya actually-tenu even matedawain.hissshh..

“Do you think?”

“Kok even nanya back.aku kananya why even behind nanya sih”

“Kalo you think, I got debay gini.about how it feels?”

I'm upset because Anti asked me a question back.

“But from what I was horrified, if the first time it hurt really..bener ga anyway?”

“The name is also the first time.of course there is pain but if you have often nglakuin later also not sick.nibih even”

“Ihhh..ga need to vulgar so what the hell? Amused me with the horror”my protest on Anti

Anti even more fastened laugh at me.

“Important, you must relax.ga need to be detained.biarin aja..tar long-time also do not hurt”

“Udah ah.salah I nanya kau”

“To whom do you want? How about Coco?”anti Goda

“Ihh..already stop it.I don't want to discuss it again. Tar also I know myself”

“It is better from now on you read a lot deh Vi.believe it may still be taboo for you now.but learn about things related to se*, but learn about things related to se*, and*, very helpful to us in serving our husband later”

Wise message of an Anti. Who lightly and without hesitation said the word SE* easily slid from his lips, without seeing the waiter who delivered our lunch order.

Thanks An.you have made me very embarrassed to be seen by the mas-mas waiter who of course heard Anti's speech while smiling himself. If you do not want my sister-in-law who is pregnant young, I have stopped your mouth..