Stuck With My First Love
Aldi vs Sandy

I was in shock, because Aldi suddenly agreed with the words of friends, if he was my girlfriend.

“What is this really?” ask Aldi

Hearing Aldi agree, the facial expression of sister Diana cs changed. Like a petty person.

“Ehmm.sorry yes Vi..kalo I have accused you of nonchalance..I hope the gossip between you and Sandy can soon subside.oke.we go first”ucap sister Diana said goodbye.

Sister Diana cs also left me and my friends.

“Who is that girl?”aldi asked with a puzzled expression and then sat down beside me.

“Udah not to think about..Just misunderstanding.What do you want to drink? I order first”I answer tried to divert the conversation.

“Who is Sandy?”ask Agus

“That..the level boy on campus who has a crush on Vivi” replied Lala while sipping her drink.

Aldi looked straight at me. His eyes seemed to guide my explanation. Makes me misbehave.

“Who was that?”ask Benny

“That's the girl.they were here nglabrak si Vivi.enak aja they play nudu, said Vivi who had spread gossip kak Sandy same Vivi already so.ya I do not accept it.. people here Vivi who became the victim was even accused of various kinds.bikin emotions”sungut Chika full of anger.

“There is such a gossip?”ask Aldi

I can only nod.

“Luckily earlier you guys came on time.so sister Diana can see for herself with her eyes if Vivi already has a boyfriend, so why bother her sister Sandy”seloroh Lala

“Iya bener.kalian earlier came paaaaas terget”plus Chika with a reassuring facial expression

“Sorry yes.you so brought this problem”ucapku to Aldi.

I feel bad because Aldi has to get carried away in the problems I face.

“You are also Vi.try you more firmly with Sandy.certainly no gossip kayak gini”protes Chika

“Kok so I'm wrong? I'm the same brother Sandy usual aja.kalian also see me how the same brother Sandy”my answer does not take the blame.

“But everyone can also see Vi times.kalo kak Sandy also has a heavy crush on you” added Lala

“What kind of person is this Sandy ? so curious”thinks Benny

“Hei Al, cook you diem aja see Vivi deketin other guys”pancing Agus

“You don't bedwetter ya Gus.it's said I'm not there anything about Sandy”

I looked towards Aldi. Her face tumben reddened. His expression was also like that of an angry person. Makes me feel guilty. To divert the conversation, I finally chose to order the three of them a drink.

“Udah do not need to be discussed again.I pesenin drink yes? What do you want to drink?”much

“Es tea only Vi same siomay”ansplans Agus

“OK..you Ben?”I asked Benny

“Same deh”answeres Benny

“You Al, want to pesen what?”I asked Aldi

“Sama”answer Aldi Brief. Aldi's angry expression reminds me of when Coco was angry.

Coco? Ah..why the thought of Coco again?

I also walked to one of the food stalls selling iced tea and siomay.

Sometimes I look at my desk. I saw Chika, Lala and Aldi cs having a really good chat. They must have been discussing the matter earlier.

Waiting for my neighbor to order the waitress, suddenly Sandy's sister was by my side.

“You pesen what Vi?”ask Sandy

I also looked to the side. Sandy smiled at me. I returned his smile too.

“This brother, drinking pesen same siomay to temen-temenku”

I haven't been able to answer Sandy's question, suddenly Aldi was standing next to me and clasping my wrist. I was of course shocked by Aldi's attitude, because he had never touched me before. Aldi pulled me so that I stood beside him with my hand still held.

Brother Sandy who saw Aldi's presence, his face immediately changed. Physically, I admit Aldi is more attractive than Sandy's sister. Aldi is also higher and smart as well.

“Sorry..you whose name is Sandy?”ask Aldi to Sandy's sister

I was shocked that Aldi called Sandy, just his name. He was obviously older than both of us.

“Al, do not be polite”apku on Aldi warned Aldi.

“Who is Vi?”ask Sandy to me

“I'm Vivi”answere Aldi suddenly. Surprised me.

“Al?”

Sandy's face I saw also changed immediately. If he was still smiling before, now his smile had changed.

“I don't know what the problem is between Vivi and Diana, the girl who just hit Vivi.but I ask you to clear up misunderstandings and strange gossip on your campus. I don't like my boyfriend being carried around in trouble between that chick and you”ucap Aldi.

For some reason, the angry Aldi turned out to be terrible. Scary. He is usually a pleasant and generous smile. It turns out that if you're angry, like a hungry lion. Horrifically. Similar Coco

back then.

Coco again? Why do I always equate Aldi with Coco? Stop Vi. Stop it..

Aldi then looked at me.

“You sit there, let me queue up, ask Aldi to me while pushing my body away from them both.

Arriving at my desk, Chika immediately pulled my hand.

“So sister Sandy diapain Aldi?’ask Chika curiously

“You said what the hell Chik same Aldi, I was afraid to see his face fit angry gini”

“Ga says nothing.yes La?”

Lala just nodded.

“Long”

“Aldi Just ask Sandy which one? Uh.it just so happens that Sandy's even nongol. I pointed out, “tuh again nyamperin Vivi”, continue Aldi directly nyamperin you earlier”ansi Chika

“So that's called Sandy?”ask Benny

“Iya.idola on my campus”lala replied

“You also like that Sandy?”ask Agus to Chika

“No.he is not my type, ” Chika replied

“Keep your type how?”ask Agus

“Ngapain you name-nanya.yang clearly not you lah”sung Chika emotion.

“I'm just him, why nyolot?”reply Agus emotion

And finally Chika and Agus who even fight. Again. They both know that every time they meet, they must fight. Duh astonished..

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The problems with Sandy's sister and Diana's brother were finally resolved. At least the gossip between me and Sandy's not what it used to be. Everything because Aldi has helped disguise himself as my “pacar”. Even though I'm actually not feeling good, because Aldi got carried away in the matter.

By the third year of college, I was getting solidified with the schedule of nursing practice. Aldi's lecture and practice schedules are also getting denser. The intensity of our meeting was reduced. We can only video call. That's when it's night. Aldi's presence has made me realize how lonely I am. Although surrounded by people who love me, my family and friends, there is a space in my heart that feels empty. The space that Coco had left three years ago. Until then, the room remained empty.

Every time I try to open my heart to a new love, it's like something's pulling me away. I am afraid to love again. The pain of losing someone that meant so much to me had left a deep wound that had been deeply imprinted in my heart. I can't forget all those wounds. Even the pain I can still feel. And that feeling overshadowed my relationship with Aldi.