Stuck With My First Love
Reveal A Fact

Long enough, I cried on that basketball court.

I have to be strong. I can't be sad all the time. I have to let her be happy with her choice of girl. It's tough, but I have to try. Because we are just friends. It's not like, he broke up with me. We never dated, let alone made it. We're just friends.

Slowly I started to feel better. I slowly wiped away the tears that were still flowing.

I repeatedly told myself that we were not lovers, because there was never a word between us. It was all just my feelings that misinterpreted all his attention.

If indeed Feli is the girl who makes him happy, then I have to let go and forget about him.

I got up from my place, walked straight to class. I've been hiding enough. While walking I wiped the rest of the tears on my cheeks.

Suddenly I saw someone looking at me with a sad face.

COCO????

Why should she be the one I saw? Since when did he stand there? What the hell is he doing there? Did he see me cry?

I saw him standing at the exit of the basketball court. Looking towards me.

I'm shocked.

I don't believe what I saw. I didn't think he was there.

But, yes, it's none of my business. I also walked through it. I walked as if I hadn't seen him. Suddenly he grabbed my wrist.

“Why are you crying?” ask with a serious face

“Not your business” answered me sniffed without looking at it

I walked to class, even though she was still holding my hand.

I don't know what it means to ask that. But his hands are very strong. He gripped my wrist firmly. As if he wouldn't let me go before answering his question.

I saw his face was very serious too.

“Release my Co..”paku while I shake his grip.

I couldn't make out his facial expression at the time.

“Let go of my Co”p once again.

I look around too. I'm afraid someone sees us like that. This time he pulled my hand hard. He pulled me up and put me in the locker room of a basketball player who just happened to open up. Then he closed the door with his left hand, while his right hand was still gripping my wrist. His grip is very strong. Makes me pain.

“ Release my hand Co..sakit” my door again almost crying

“My answer, why are you crying?”ask again with half a shout.

Makes me a moment of surprise. Why is he like that? Why is he worried about me like that? Please don't be like that Co..It's too painful.

“Is this because of my fault? Did I make you cry? Answer!!” he asked in a slightly angry tone then he lowered his head.

His concern for me truly made my heart once again fragile. My tears have been in my eyes. He who worries about me like this makes my defense tear apart again. What do you want Co? Why do you have to scream like that worrying about me?

Suddenly he said,

“If it is because of Me..please.sorry Me..”

He pulled my hand harder, making my body pull forward. My body fell forward. Towards her. My body hit his chest that field. She.hugged me. I fell in his arms. He hugged me tightly. Real tight.

“I'm sorry I” whispered softly in my ears

My tears are back. I was crying again. This time helplessly, I fell back at him. I can't believe what I'm going through. She hugged me. Hugged my body. His embrace is so warm. My hands slowly clenched it. Then it gets tighter. We hugged each other. It was as if we were releasing a burden in our hearts. I'm glad I finally caught it this time.

I'm very happy. So happy. Because I can hug him. Hugging the man I've always liked. We hugged for a while. He hugged me and stroked my hair. After a bit of calm, he let go of his embrace. Me too. My tears started to stop.

Then he sat me in the player's seat in the room. He took another chair, and sat in front of me while holding my hand. This is the first time he's held my fingers. Usually he just holds my wrist.

“Your hand is very small” he said with a smile

I who still sobbing also smile made it. She occasionally wiped the tears on my cheeks. He's holding my cheek, man,

“You're getting thinner” said

“Then I have to be that fat in this situation?” my answer made him laugh.

We laughed together.

This is a wonderful moment after our “parting”.

Holding my hand, he began to explain one by one the problems between us.

Starting from the reason why he was angry at me at that time. Why did he start to stay away from me and make our relationship stretch until it really “break” like yesterday.

“Sorry if that time I yelled at you?”

“You're so fierce”my conversation while pouting

“Iya.maaf”tapnya with a smile

“That time I was too emotional”

“Emotion why?”

“Since Olympic training, Feli keeps “poisoning” me. He said that you have to play with Aldi”ucap Coco frankly

“Hah..Aldi?”

“She said many grade siblings who often see you walk the same Aldi”

“Lha am I with Aldi emang partner. You're the same as Feli, right?”

It turns out that the beginning of our problems was a rumor that Feli spread to Coco, who mentioned that Aldi and I had “main” behind Coco.

This spread even more ferociously among the underclassmen, some even say me and Aldi have been made. To corroborate the story, Feli showed a selfie photo there was me and Aldi both.

“She also nintuin this”

Coco showed a photo of Feli's post on her phone.  I looked at the photo many times, while remembering when I took the selfie. Because the photo was not taken from my phone. Where did Feli get that photo? I try to remember, but I still can't remember.

“Kok he can get that photo? He's got a spy?”godaku

“Ga tau”

“I don't even remember when the photo was taken”

“Bentar Co. So you trust Feli more than me? Is that? Why don't you just go straight?”grumbling

“Sorry”he said he regretted his actions that had doubted me while holding my hand tightly.

Finally I know, all this time the culprit who made my relationship with Coco was “break” was Feli.

You liar girl!  Just watch if you meet! He can slander me like that.

I'm really upset.