Stuck With My First Love
Longs

When I got to school, my school was very good. Many vehicles enter the school area. Coincidentally that day, the parking lot inside the school was full, finally dad parked the car outside the school. Let it be later when it gets home easier.

Me, Father and Mother walked together towards the School Hall. Along the way, I met some of my friends. I also met ex-senior PMR friends who happened to be in a group together. I came to them after my father's permission.

“Don't take long.At the same time the show will start. Same father Mother entered the Hall first”

“Iya Bunda”

I also went to friends. I wave my hand at everything. And as always, Arsy, who was always the most passionate about praising me.

“Wah.wah..Vi, how beautiful you are today”praise Arsy

“Very of Dedek Mira, just tau tau tau”abku

“Iya nih..already know Mira dedek very jealous with Vivi.still you like Vivi anyway Ar.ga kapok-kapok deh you tuh”sahut Nisa

“Biarin..like-like me dong”

“How did you not break up anyway Ar? I feel sorry for Dedek Mira. Got a girlfriend obviously gini. Why is it still being designed anyway? Not healthy is the relationship”ucap Denise

“Uh-already, don't take care of me napa?”sulang Arsy did not receive a lecture

“Oya, Vi..kamu this abis want nerusin where? What majors do you want to major in?”ask Arsy to me

“Vivi obviously take the same medicine as kayak ayang beb dong” replied Dedi

“Eh..iya.kok Coco ga looks huh? Coco came right Vi?”ask Dani

“Come.cook ga come.tar who received the award who if he did not come, ya ga Vi?”nisa replied knowing

I smiled too.

“He can't come. My mother is still sick

“Eh..really Coco isn't coming? Pity you, even though this is our last time in High School. Last time to school. The patient is Vi”ucap Bila while stroking my shoulder.

Hearing the words of my friends made me so sad for Coco. Because it was true, that day was the last time we could meet up with friends. Last time to school. Last entry to SMA.

I see all the students having fun. Photographing together. Very delightful. Because we realized, that day was the last day we held the title of High School boy. We are preparing to continue our studies. We will soon be students.

“You want nerusin where?”ask Dani

“I was told by my mom to try SM UGM”ansi Nia

“I want to try UI”answer Arsy

“Waahhhhhhh.jozzz kamu Ar..good luck ya”shak friends hear Arsy will try to enter the UI. Because UI is the first best university in Indonesia.

“How are you Dan?”ask Aryo to Daniel

“I want to try UNAIR”

“I also.Hopefully we can both ya”ansi Anti

Friends' future plans vary. There are those who want to continue to UGM, UNDIP, UI and some will even continue abroad. Everyone is ready to look into their future.

The event committee, who is also a member of OSIS, asked all of us graduates to enter the hall immediately because the event will begin soon. I had a little chat with Aldi because he was the organizer of the event.

“Sister Vivi today is so beautiful”praise Aldi while smiling at me

“Still”answee

“Keep me, beautiful also ga Al?”anti Goda

“Iya brother, brother Anti is also beautiful kok”answered Aldi

“Eling-eling, brother Ilham ngliatin continues it you know.have wanted to be dislodged tuh eyes see from earlier”ucapku on Anti so see brother Ilham who that day specifically came to be a companion Anti graduation.

“I went there first ya”pamit Anti me and Aldi to immediately approach brother Ilham

“Iya.go sana”ansakuku.

As soon as we passed Ilham's sister, I took the time to tease them.

“Kak, take care of my sister-in-law's candidates, let's not be kesmentilan”godaku on Anti

“Iya nih..centil banget”answak Ilham while pinching Anti's nose

The anti who did not accept my temptation hit me.

“Al, take care of my friend yes.pity his girlfriend can not come”goda Anti me

Damn you An! Why even tell Aldi to take care of me all.pake said my girlfriend did not come.hisshh..

I also clenched my hand to hit Anti, but the brother of Inspiration protected Anti.

“Awas ya you two”

We were joking with the four of us. Then I decided to enter the hall first.

“I go in first ya”ucapku

“Cariin place for me ya”

“Ogah”

Aldi and I walked towards the hall.

“Coco ga come kak?”ask Aldi

“Iya.ga can come.The mother will just recover. Yesterday abis heart attack”

“Padahana he received the highest UN award”

“Iya.but want how else”

Inside the hall was already filled with people. Graduates who wear toga sit in a place that has been provided. Our parents also sat in the space provided. I could look around. Looking for the whereabouts of both my parents.

Because of the large number of people, I was overwhelmed looking for Father and Mother. But then I managed to find them. I wave at both. Then I sat in my chair.

The farewell ceremony went very solemn. When the submission of the Letter of End of Study, one by one the graduates of the graduation advanced to the stage to receive medals, graduation maps and vendels.

And when the prestigious student awards show was announced, Coco who should have received the award could not attend. I saw one of his older brothers take his place. If Coco were present then she would be very happy.

After the graduation procession, we took pictures together. Because so many graduates and graduates, then the “members” school that actually took the stage. While we sat in our seats. Some choose to walk closer to the “magnifier” in order to get a good photo angle.

After finishing the photo show in the hall, my friends and I chose to take pictures together around the school. Tired of taking pictures, I also allowed my parents to once again tour the school, enjoying the view of the school that for three years has carved a very beautiful memory in the dictionary of my life.

“I later followed with Anti sama sis Ilham”ucapku to Daddy and Mommy.

Coincidentally, after graduation, my family and Anti's family were planning a lunch together to celebrate our graduation.

“Ya already..dadda same father go home first yes..Ham, tipped your sister ya”

“Iya tan”answak Ilham

My parents and Anti's parents were together at the restaurant we ordered the night before.

“Don't long yes deck.pity Daddy same Mother nungguin”

“OK”

I also walked alone into my school. I looked at my school full of memories with him. I walked every hallway and classroom.

Shown back in my memory all the memories of that time. When I first entered this school. When I accidentally hit his body. All those memories go back in circles in my memory. One by one memories are coming.

I'm sitting next to a tennis court, PMR training ground. The place where he and I were senior PMRs. The memories of being juniors and seniors look very real.

Step foot into my classroom first, Class XI. A class full of wonderful memories with him. It was in this class that she and I began to knit our love together. At that time, the world seemed to belong to both of us. Without caring about everyone.

I'm very happy.

My tears did not even flow.

I slowly wiped away the tears that were dripping down the cheeks.

I continued my journey to the XII classroom.

The hallway of that class. Lockers lined up neatly in front of him. I looked one by one at the sight before my eyes. I enjoyed every corner of the class. I'm observing all.  Because that's where the upheaval of our relationship started. Problems came back and forth at that time. Until we finally get through together.

Basketball courts full of memories. I looked back at the corner of the field seat. Where I cried at that time. Where I vent my emotions.

I also have a dressing room. The place where he declared his love for me. The place where he first hugged me. All those memories are real in my mind. And I can only enjoy all this myself. Without him by my side.

I'm sad. I sat there too. Crying out. Crying alone. My last day at High School I had to go without her by my side. Makes me really sad.

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The next afternoon Anti called me. I asked him to accompany me to school.

"Vi.. accompany me to school?"

"Well?"

"I was given a bouquet of flowers by Nio, but I missed it at school"

"Could you do it? Wasn't all the flower bouquets brought?"

"I'm looking for nothing. Must have missed out on school?"

"Yes, I changed my clothes first"

"Okay. I'll take you in thirty minutes"

"okay"

Thirty minutes after calling me, Anti came. I say goodbye to my parents to accompany Anti.

"Mother's father. I want to go to school, right?"

"Well, what are the nights to school?"ask mother

"You need Anti nemenin, he said someone was left behind at school"

"Yes, but don't go home at night"

"Yes yeah"

I also say goodbye to Mom and Dad.

While in Anti's car, I kept quiet more. Made Anti worry about me.

“You ain't papa?”anti asked after seeing me a bit grimly.

“I'm fine aj”kataku while I force my smile.

At school, the atmosphere was quiet. Only a few lights were left on to light up my school.

Anti and I walked down a well-lit school hallway with lights shining in the room. Up in the hallway of the school where I first hit his shoulder, I didn't think Coco was there. I saw Coco standing there with a big bouquet of flowers in her hand.

He who smiles at me makes my heart feel moved. I miss him so much.

I walked closer to him. My tears are getting more and more unstoppable. Coco rubbed my head and handed me the bouquet. I received the flower bouquet with tears.

“Congratulations on our graduation..I'm sorry I couldn't keep you company in our last time at this High School” he said.

His words made my heart sadder. Because I know he must have wanted to be at the farewell this morning. I can only shake my head. I am incapable of words.

Coco brought her body closer to me and hugged me. Hugged me very tightly. I can feel him occasionally tucking my hair.

“Thank you dear.you have been present in my life and love me for who I am” he said.

The words he spoke were beautiful. Makes me cry even more. The more I hold his body. Her body is very warm.

“Thanks for our three years together.. I am so grateful to know you.. Thank you dear” he said softly in my ear.

Makes me less willing to let go of my arms. He also held me very tight.

“I promise I will always love you and love you.. I love you”all his words are so beautiful, as beautiful as our togetherness all along.

“I love you too.”ucapku shriveled with sobbing.

Because my tears keep on dripping. Moisturize the shirt he wears. The anti who saw us too, so also shed tears. He was also moved.

After a while, I calmed down a bit. I also released myself from his arms. I wiped the tears on my cheeks. He rubbed my face too, though,

“Sorry I can't take long, I'm afraid mama will look for me” she said while rubbing my face.

I'm nodding.

“You just go home. I'm going home with Anti. Thank you for coming” I said with a smile

He kissed my forehead.

“Don't be sad again ya.I don't like you to cry yourself” said it confused me.

How did Coco know I was sad and crying by myself?

"Kok you know I cry alone?" ask me while wiping my tears.

He just kept quiet and smiled at me. His head was directed towards Anti. It turned out that this afternoon during the school breakup, Anti had seen me crying alone in the basketball player's locker room. Anti then took a picture of me without my knowledge and sent it to Coco.

"I was the motoin you fit in the locker room and I sent it to Coco" said Anti as she wiped her tears.

"Don't cry anymore.. I will definitely call you" he said gently to me.

I also nodded. Finally Coco came home, and I went home with Anti.