Stuck With My First Love
Not a Little Child

I'm happy, because since we've been close, we've been spending a lot of time together. Usually with friends too. Me, Coco, Anti, Dedi and Daniel. We often hang out together at the cafe, go to the bookstore, or watch the cinema five.

We once celebrated Coco's 17th birthday together. Sweet seventeen's birthday. Which people say is the most memorable birthday because we are considered adults. It's not a kid anymore. Coco celebrated her birthday three times. First birthday with his extended family. The two were with fellow basketball players, classmates and PMR friends. And lastly with the four of us. I celebrated her birthday twice.

Because it is seventeen years old means Coco will soon be able to have a KTP (Population Sign Card), SIM (Driving Permit Letter) and SIP (Rating Permit Letter). This SIP is only made by Daniel. Daniel even teases Coco, though,

“Means now we can watch BF (blue movie) together nih”goda Daniel

Perhaps because it was close, the vulgar chatter of his fellow men sometimes unfiltered slid from their mouths. Me and Anti usually protest. We are different species. What they talk about concerns both of us, obviously we protest if they have started discussing things that smell perverted or erotic.

“Unfaedah watch”ucapku

“Lha right we are again learning human anatomy”bela Dedi

“Beener.create to add to our knowledge treasure”Add Daniel

“Reason”cibircu

They, the men of responsibility who began to grow up, do sometimes like absurd. But I know, actually they're not the kind of guys who like erotic things like that. Don't know if they fit themselves..But when watching action movies that sometimes seasoned bed scenes, they must protest. Because basically they like action fim that can spur adrenaline. While the bed scene that is sometimes presented, sometimes ga make-sense, do not connect with the storyline. Tend to be forced, just to reap a large number of spectators. According to them, it makes the action film taste so uninteresting at all. If it's just a kiss between the main players, it's no problem. But if you've added the hot bed scene, well.it usually they must be a loud protest.

Usually the genre of movies we watch are action films, science fiction or superhero films. Coco Cs does not like if we watch romantic movies because the average guy does not like to watch movies with such a genre. Or Indonesian comedy and horror films that sometimes present bed scenes, erotic scenes and even nude women scenes. Such movies are usually directly on our blacklist.

Normally we would reserve a rowed spectator seat for five people at once. Coco usually sat next to me. Sometimes if the movie we watch has a lip kiss scene or adult scenes, Coco always closes my eyes with her big hands. So I can't see that scene. I want to see.

“Kok closed anyway Co?”whispered to Coco

“Little boy can't see”his answer

“Cuma kissing doang lho”

“Ga can”

“Padalaan was his chemistry dapet terribly”protesku

Coco shook my head. It makes me so upset and irritated. Sometimes I want to reply, but friends always prevent me, because our noise is very disturbing. Sometimes the other audience scolded us both.

“Sstttt”someone behind me gestured for us to shut up

I ended up just grumbling in my heart. Coco smiled triumphantly.

It's good that I'm likened to a child. I'm in High School. Well, even though the five of us are the youngest. Youngest. But cook yes, I can't watch..

Usually to reduce my curiosity, I would browse to see the movie again on several sites that provide movie streaming services. So I can treat my curiosity.

I used to, while watching a movie, get so boring it was or maybe because I was so tired, I fell asleep. And I fell asleep on Coco's shoulder. When I woke up, I was shocked because I was sleeping on his shoulder. And he's leaning on my head. We both fell asleep.

Friends who saw us fall asleep even deliberately pranked us both. They left us both at the cinema, until the officers at the cinema building woke us up. I'm really embarrassed. We may have fallen asleep in the cinema.

As soon as we got outside the building, the friends laughed out loud looking at the two of us. Of course I protested loudly to the three of them. I hit their arm.

“His laughability?”

“Hahaha.”The laughter of the three of them sounded very mocking.

“You have the heart yes.ninggalin I was with Coco in”sungkutku full of emotions

“Hahahha.salah herself overslept there” replied Daniel

“You are also strange, that loud noise can still sleep”ucap Dedi

“You too Co.Why did I fall asleep earlier? Why gain builtin?”

“I was ready to wake up.but you are not waking up” replied Coco.

“Iya Vi.tadi I saw Coco when you woke up. I think he will try to wake you up.eeehhh..malah sleep also”ansi Anti

“You slept well.liat nih”ucap Daniel while showing the photo he took when me and Coco fell asleep earlier.

“Ihhhh..shame-shame.delete Dan..cepet delete that photo..”my

“Ga mau.lucu cok..hahahaha”

I also asked Coco to persuade Daniel to delete the disgrace photo of us both.

“Co..bantuin dong.jangan diem aja”protesku

“Help what?”tanyanya lightly

“Capture hp Daniel kek.apa kek.jangan diem aja”protesku.

Coco is indeed her child tends to be cool and cuey. So a trivial thing like this he was lazy to deal with. But for me this is a big thing, so I protested constantly.

“Dan..remove that photo”ucap Coco

“Why? This is so funny.You don't want to?hahaha.”.

“Udah.udah.gitu aja you sewot Vi”ucap Anti trying to calm me down

“Iya.biarin aja”

“Awas ya Dan, if until the photo spread everywhere.I don't want sorry you”threat me to Daniel

“Iya.iiya” replied Daniel

Finally I had to accept the fact, the picture of me and Coco sleeping together was shared to our five chat groups. And made into a mockery of friends. Fortunately, only the five of us knew. Daniel kept his promise to keep this “secret”, just for our consumption of five only.

Usually after watching the cinema, we continue our event by hanging out in the food court or in the cafe owned by Dedi's sister which we used to make as a basecamp. Sometimes while eating, Coco often fucks me. He often suddenly drank my drink, even though the drinks he ordered were still many. He did it while I was talking to others.

“Enak ga?”much

He didn't answer, he gave me his drink. We ended up exchanging drinks with each other. And we started talking to friends.

“You joined the final tour ga?”ask Dedi and Anti

“Ikut”

“What are you going to Europe for Lombok?”ask Daniel

“Ke Europe”answer Anti

“Wah..asyik nih..we can vacation together” replied Daniel

We also talked about our year-end travel plans. Coming home from the cafe, or the food court, Coco must have taken me home.

All the way we talked and joked together. The days I spent in Class XI were beautiful. Coco and I are very close. I feel like the luckiest girl because she's my “lover”, hahahahaha…