Stuck With My First Love
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One day, Dedi, Daniel and Coco are appointed to represent the school following the city-level Mathematics Olympiad. During the Olympic preparations, he was rarely in class. The intensity of our meeting was reduced. Even during PMR exercises and PMR meetings, he has never participated. Busy to prepare for the race.

Although we still often send messages via chat, and telephone, but indeed our communication directly becomes reduced.

At first I ignored this problem. Because at the same time, I was also busy preparing for the PMR bazaar. Coincidentally in the early 1st semester, I was still a PMR manager. There has been no appointment of a new manager. So that the old manager is still involved in PMR activities. The new manager's appointment plan is still 1.5 months away.

I was appointed secretary of the Bazar. The head of the panel is Aldi, the new PMR candidate. At this time, my intensity with Aldi became more frequent. In addition to frequent meetings in the lesson time and during PMR training.

At first I just thought that we were busy with our activities. The communication between us changed a little. Not semesra or seakrab first.

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That day he finished the race. During the break, he and five of his friends, fellow Olympians, entered the class. There are Dedi, Daniel, Richard, and two XI-year-olds, Feli and Sandra.

As usual, I approached her chair, greeting her friends.

“ Hi all..” my sap is friendly.

“ Hi Vi..” replied Daniel and Dedi.

Feli and Sandra just nodded their heads. While he only reviewed a smile, then was engrossed in conversing with his friends.

I also tried to get in on their conversation

“Where is the lomba preparation?”much

“His problems kak” replied Feli while pursing his lips

“Ooo.gitu yes..Spirit well.you guys can definitely”kataku trying to encourage them all

“ I was so dizzy to hear the discussion from Mr. Agus” explained Daniel the genius replied innocent.

“You know what Mr Agus explained earlier? It must be da who understands right?” guess Daniel, invite all of our laughter

“ Co..ini chemical record earlier.later if anyone does not understand, you ask aja”

I handed her my chemical records. He accepted it without a word. Put it in his bag and talk again, regardless of my presence.

Bizarrely. He's not usually like this. I saw him talking to his friends again.

Oh.maybe he's just stressed out with his lomb preparation. That's what I had in mind.

“ Are you on a meal? We go to the canteen yuk..”take me to them.

“ YOU SEE NO, WHAT AM I DOING? WE WERE IN DISCUSSION “ yells at me surprised me.

I saw him half glaring, while standing up from his chair looking at me sharply.

Degs..Degs.. Degs..

My heart is beating fast.

Coco's mad at me? Did ya? What's the matter? What am I wrong?

I saw the expression on Coco's face that was really angry with me. At that moment my brain stopped working. I tried to digest the words he said to me. Never once has he been angry with me. Since our introduction, only this time he was angry with me. Angry this big. In front of my friends and classmates. I looked around, I saw all my eyes staring at me.

“ I..apologize” I replied stammeredly holding back tears.

I tried to hold back my tears from spilling right then and there. I looked into his eyes, I saw he was really angry.

Unfortunately I heard those words. I didn't think he would say such a harsh word.

“Sorry if it bothers you” I said as I passed towards my seat right with the bell ringing the end of the break.

“teeetttttttttttt...teeeeettttttt”.

Dedi and Daniel try to calm Coco down. Feli and Sandra are back in class. Daniel and Richard return to class. Anti approached me and sat with me.

“You why?” he asked while stroking my shoulder trying to calm myself down.

I just kept quiet. I don't understand what just happened. At first glance I turned to his chair and he also saw me but he chose to look. I could only clench my hand trying to strengthen myself.

During the lesson, my mind was completely blank. There is no explanation from the teacher that I understand. My feelings are mixed. I don't understand the situation I just had.

Then Aldi came to my class, looking for me for a bazaar meeting. While carrying a license from the picket teacher. I got out of my chair and went out of class.

While tidying up the chairs, accidentally our eyes looked at each other. But I rushed out immediately. I don't mind the little commotion “fans” Aldi made that was screaming calling his name. I also walked out of class walking with Aldi.

During the bazaar meeting, I did not listen to Aldi and his fellow bazaar organizers at all. My mind is still empty. Suddenly I couldn't think. All the events in the class were still in my mind. My feelings are also chaotic. Never once was Coco that rude to me. There was pain in my heart every time I remembered his words.

“Sister Vivi is sick?”aldi's voice broke my daydream.

“Eh..huh? What?”I am still daydreaming, shocked to be asked suddenly the same Aldi.

She smiles.

“Sister Vivi is sick?”ask again

“Ah..i am fine, hehehe”iksku

“I want to buy something in the school cafeteria. Want to nitip kak?”

“Ehmm.ga do it. Again no appetite” I replied.

“Then I went to the cafeteria first ya kak”

“Iya” I nodded my head while smiling at Aldi.

At last there was only me at the PMR headquarters. Previously, fellow PMR members of the bazaar committee had already returned to the classroom. Suddenly my heart felt very sick. Recollecting the incident earlier. It was him who snapped at me. Scolding me. Every word Coco spoke rang in my ear. Finally my tears fell unbearably. I dropped without being able to hold it.

I wanted to scream and expose all my grief to Coco. Spilling my grief and sorrow. You are too bad today! You evil Co! What's wrong with you? Do you know you have hurt my heart? What exactly is my fault?

“Kak Vivi crying?”aldi asked suddenly to surprise me.

He came when I was crying. Immediately I wiped my tears without looking at Aldi.

“Eh..dah back Al.ga kok I ga nangis, hehehe just kelilipan” I tried to evade.

Aldi is a good guy. Returning from the cafeteria, he apparently bought me a drink as well.

“This makes big brother” Aldi thrust a bottle of cold soft drink at me.

“Eh.ga try..i don't thirst kok”

“Gapapa.tadi no change, so I asked for another bottle. I might not spend it all. Make aja” sister he said while smiling at me.

If Coco was as good as you were Al..

“OK.makasih ya”

I finally received Aldi's gift. That cold soft drink can cool my feelings. At least for now, I'm going to get my feelings back. Aldi and I then talked lightly while finishing the drink he gave earlier. Aldi was a cheerful boy, making me forget for a moment my problems with Coco.