Your Spirit from the Water of My Eyes
Chapters 14. My Body Doesn't belong to Him anymore.
Ayun smiled awkwardly as she said that she had no intention of committing suicide at all, while Nindi and her husband looked at each other for being mistaken.
"Thank God, Swing. I was so scared when I saw you coming down from the bridge" Nindi said, pointing at the bridge.
Swing smiled wryly while nodding his head. "God wouldn't have happened something like that, Nin. If I wanted to kill myself, I would have jumped off the bridge. Not down."
Right too. Nindi and her husband cursed their stupidity when they heard Ayun's words. Panicking her, they can't think well and right.
"You're right, Swing. I was very panicked, so I did not think to get there," said Nindi with a big smile showing a row of white teeth.
"It's okay, exactly what you're doing is very good. I'm so grateful," Swing replied with a bright smile.
Then Ayun hurried away to return to her home before it got even more noon. For once again she again thanked Nindi and also the woman's husband.
"What if we just take it with us, Yun? Let me know where your house is."
Ayun immediately rejected it, obviously she felt bad and was disinclined by the offer that Nindi and her husband gave.
"That's okay, let's go up!"
Ayun could no longer refuse Nindi's insistence, she immediately got into the car and sat in the second row of seats.
"Well then, thanks for the ride, Nindi." Swing felt bad.
Nindi nodded then told her husband to leave, while her husband just kept quiet while sighing harshly.
Along the way, Nindi and Ayun are engrossed in telling a long story about their respective families. While the man was only a benevolent listener. Sometimes he glanced at the wife who was laughing freely along with the woman.
"I can't remember the last time I saw you laughing like that, Nindi. What's it like, you're with that woman?" At first glance the man glanced at Ayun through the deep rearview mirror, then looked back at the streets when he accidentally met his eyes.
"I have to investigate the woman. Don't let him take advantage of my wife's kindness as he has." The man then refocused on driving his car.
After a while, they all arrived at their destination. Swing immediately got out of the car and approached Nindi who lowered her car window.
"Let's go inside the house first, Nin," Ayun bargained which was immediately answered with Nindi's head.
"Other times, Yun, we must leave immediately" Nindi subtly refused.
"All right, later-"
"Dragon!"
Ayun gasped in shock upon hearing someone's call, as did Nindi and her husband who were still in the car.
"Where have you been?" evan asked as he walked out of the house. He looked at Ayun sharply and was also annoyed.
Nindi stared at Evan sharply and disliked him. How could the man just yell at Ayun? Especially now that there was someone else among them.
"One more time thank you, later I will call you," said Ayun made Nindi gasp.
"In case we say so, assalamu'alaikum."
Ayun immediately answered Nindi's greeting, and the woman and her husband left the place. He continued to stare at Nindi's departure with a knotty smile.
After Nindi's car was not seen, Ayun then turned around and was about to enter the house. However, Evan standing right in front of the door of the house made his steps blocked.
"Where are you really from, swing? Don't you know I was looking for you?" evan asked in annoyance. He was tired of looking for the woman around the house, but still could not find her.
"I told you I'm out of the way" replied Ayun flatly and coldly. He then hit Evan's arm making the man gasp in shock, and passed into the house.
Evan clenched both of his hands and tried to calm down. He went in to pursue his wife's steps.
Swing walked quickly to get into the room, he then opened the hijab and also the clothes that were worn because of dirty exposed to the ground on the bridge earlier.
"Ayun-" Evan was unable to continue his words when he saw the woman wearing only a bra and a bermuda triangle, while Ayun immediately grabbed her clothes back when he saw Evan's whereabouts.
"Why are you covering up? I'm your husband, I've seen him for years" Evan said, swallowing his saliva violently. He does not remember the last time he had a bed with Ayun, until his desire immediately peaked.
Without answering Evan's words, Ayun turned around and walked quickly into the bathroom while still holding the clothes attached to her body. He locked the bathroom door so that something similar would not happen again.
"Oh God." Swing leaned his body against the door. Tears trickled back to feel the bitterness of the feeling he was feeling.
"I'm sorry, God. I am not willing to refuse my husband, because he has the right to see or do what he wants with my body. But my heart hurts so much, and I'm not willing if he sees or even touches me."
Swing sat on the floor with a gaping wound. Which wife is not hurt if she has to close her body tightly from her own husband? It was not because he did not want to, but it was the circumstances that forced him to do so.
The affair between Evan and other women clearly scratches the swanish side*aan Ayun. Clearly they were interconnected, moreover there was already evidence of the presence of children among them.
Given that, makes Ayun reluctant to get back in touch with the man.
"Sorry, Mas. I don't think you deserve to enjoy my body anymore."
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Tbc.