Your Spirit from the Water of My Eyes
S2 Chapter 128. The Unexpected Confession.
Fathir then sat on the reclining chair that had been prepared by the Doctor, then the Doctor began to run all the processes to enter the subconscious of the man.
"Silent yourself and empty all thoughts that fill your head. Suppose that you are currently on a blank white paper. No burden, no intrusive thoughts. Focus on what is in front of your eyes, also listen to what I say," explained the Doctor before starting their meeting session.
Fathir took a deep breath while trying to relax himself, then exhaled slowly while staring at an object moving to and fro before his eyes.
Swing who was also paying attention seemed to grip both hands tightly. Worries hit him, somehow he became agitated like something big was going to happen.
Suddenly Ayun gasped in surprise when a hand patted her back gently, she immediately turned to the side.
"Ta-"
"Sst." Alma placed her index finger in front of her lips so that Ayun did not make a sound to make the woman immediately close her mouth.
Alma then nodded while glancing at Fathir who seemed to focus on listening to all the words of the Doctor, as if telling Ayun that he also wanted to accompany his son in this meeting.
Swing smiled and then nodded. She felt a little relieved by the arrival of the prospective in-law, but last night the middle-aged woman said if there was a schedule of surgery so could not accompany Fathir.
Moments later, it was seen that Fathir had fallen asleep after being successfully investigated by the Doctor. The doctor then asked Ayun and Alma to come closer, but not to make a sound so that the concentration of Fathir was not disturbed.
Alma looked at Fathir with sadness, hopefully after this the state of his son will improve, because the current state of Fathan is also much improved after meeting him.
The doctor then began to ask about something they had previously discussed, namely about the childhood of Fathir and Fathan. Starting from good memories first before pulling the red thread of bad events that befell the brothers.
"Do you love him so much?" ask the doctor after Fathir told me everything.
"Of course, he's my brother. So I love him very much. But-" Fathir hung up his speech with a originally cheerful face now looking winceingly, making Ayun and Alma stare anxiously.
"Is there something going on between you?" ask the doctor slowly.
Fathir was speechless with breaths beginning to hunt, his face looking pale with sweat that started to drench his forehead.
"Mr Fathir, do you hear me?" ask the doctor when he does not get an answer.
Instantly the atmosphere became congested for Alma and Ayun. The two women clearly saw the sadness on Fathir's face, even when he was in this state.
"He's a cruel man, why would he do that to me?" fathir said softly, his voice even trembling. "Why did he do that to his own sister? I, I'd even give it to her if she said all that in the first place." He started sobbing.
Alma covered her mouth with both hands when she heard and saw Fathir crying. In his entire life he had never seen his son like this, was this sadness that Fathir had hidden?
"Brengs*ek's brother, he doesn't even deserve to be called brother. He is insolent, I hate him so much" Fathir said back with a sniffle.
Ayun's heart ached so much as it sliced when she saw Fathir crying. The pain that had been held by the man immediately came to the surface. It's worth mental Fathir to be disturbed like that.
"What's my fault, why does he think of me as an enemy? He even had an affair with my own wife, they're traitors!"
Fathir continued to let out all the anger that had been held in his heart, as if there was a big push that made him do all that.
Every word that Fathir spoke was a hot iron that hit Alma's chest. All this time his son was always silent and never showed his pain like this, even when all the ugliness of Fathan was revealed.
Only once did he see the anger and wrath that Fathir showed, after which the man was silent and alone, away from everyone around him.
"My child. Forgive me, Son. Forgive me, mama." Alma began to sob, imagining how difficult Fathir's life had been.
Ayun quickly hugged Alma's body to calm the woman down. Although he felt sad, but he also felt relieved because Fathir really let out all the pain that he had endured long ago.
"He even wanted to kill me. Why, why is my brother so cruel?" said Fathir like a brother who complained to his parents that his brother carved it. "I should have killed her for doing all that, but why Clarissa, why did my wife die?"
Deg.
Ayun and Alma gasped when they heard Fathir's last words, as well as the Doctor who had been watching the man's condition.
Brucks.
Alma's body immediately fell to the floor upon hearing everything, while Ayun could only be stunned with a look of disbelief at Fathir's confession.
"Did you kill someone?" the doctor asked doubtfully. He himself felt shocked when he heard Fathir's words.
Fathir nodded weakly. The memories of that night filled his mind again, making his condition worse.
"Fathirs!" pekik Ayun and Alma at the same time when they saw Fathir started having seizures.
The doctor immediately assigned the nurse in front of the room to take Ayun and Alma out, then he rushed to check on Fathir before anything they did not want happened.
"Fathir, son!" exclaimed Alma with sobbing while already outside the room.
Swing was also unable to hold back her tears that had been flowing profusely soaked her face. With a trembling body he hugged Alma while calming the middle-aged woman down.
"Calm down, Auntie. I, I'm sure Fathir will be fine."
Alma shook her head. He was very afraid of something happening with Fathir, especially when he saw his son had a seizure.
"What, what's really going on, Swing? Did you hear Fathir's words?" alma asked weakly and stuttered.
Swing speechless. A moment later he nodded with a heart full of wounds, he himself did not understand and was very shocked by what Fathir said.
"Oh God." Alma's body immediately suffocated, making Ayun immediately sit him in a chair. "What is really going on, God? What, what all this time-" He was unable to continue his words.
Swing alone could only be silent while hugging Alma's body. What Fathir said really made them very shocked, even very unreliable.
"What do you mean, Fathir? Did you actually kill Clarissa?" Ayun closed her eyes with tears that were flowing more and more.
Without the two of them noticing, Farhan and Faiz were currently walking towards them. Farhan deliberately invites Faiz to see Fathir directly, then they are stuck in traffic because of a traffic accident.
"What's this?" farhan asked in surprise when he saw Ayun and Alma crying bitterly.
Alma and Ayun immediately raised their heads when they heard someone's voice, Alma suddenly moved from the chair to approach the husband.
"Mas!" Alma rammed her body into Farhan's body making her husband jerk in shock. "Fathir Mas, Fathir!" His crying is getting worse.
Farhan tried to raise his wife and ask her to stop crying, while Faiz approached Ayun with a pias face.
"What's going on, Mom? What happened to papa?" faiz asked worriedly.
Swinging at Faiz, he pulled the man's body and hugged him tightly making Faiz gasp.
"No papa, honey. Your father is fine" said Ayun softly, his body trembling in Faiz's arms.
Swing really didn't know what to say at the moment. His feelings and thoughts felt extremely chaotic.
"If what Fathir says is true, then what about Faiz? What would happen to him if he found out that his own father killed his mother?"
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Tbc.