Your Spirit from the Water of My Eyes
S2 Chapter 120. Deepest Regrets.
Swing fell silent with a confused look when he heard the Doctor's words, making the Doctor immediately explain the stages to be done to Fathir in the meeting in a few days.
"That's not dangerous, is it, Doc?" ask Ayun with worry.
The doctor smiled as he shook his head. "No, Mistress. It's just that this time Mr. Fathir should really be able to control his emotions, otherwise his panic attacks might come back."
Swing heavy sigh. He was afraid that something might happen to Fathir, but it seemed like they had to do it.
"You don't have to worry, Madam. I'm sure you can calm Mr. Fathir down, because I can see how much love and trust he has in him for you" the Doctor said back to reassure Ayun.
At the previous meeting, he had already noticed the interaction between Fathir and the woman. Especially when Ayun calms Fathir when hit by anxiety. He was sure that everything would be fine.
"Is it really like that?" sahut Ayun weakly. He really felt confused and also scared, was the action he was doing right now?
"Why don't you believe me, Madam? Though everything is so clear before you, have you never noticed the warm, loving gaze when Lord Fathir looked at you?"
Swing speechless while smashing his interlocked hands. Yes, he also saw that gaze as Fathir looked towards him. A heady look, that made his heart also cling to that gaze.
"God willing, everything will be fine. Trust me, and believe in yourself" the doctor said.
Swing nodded in understanding and tried to eliminate all the restlessness and uneasiness that was in his heart. No matter what happens, he will leave everything to God.
After seeing the Doctor, Ayun went to the room of the future-in-law. It just so happened that it was lunch time, and he could have lunch with Alma.
"M-swing Pans!"
Ayun's steps stopped when she heard someone's call, she turned back to see who was calling her.
"Sherley?" Swing was surprised when he saw Sherly's whereabouts. It was unexpected that he would meet that woman. But isn't Sherly still in jail?
Sherly, who had just seen the state of Saints and was about to get out of the hospital, accidentally saw Ayun coming out of a room. Unknowingly his feet followed the woman, then his mouth also moved itself to call out to her.
"I-iya Ma'am." Sherly gasped when she heard Ayun's voice, she looked at the woman with a glare.
Swing then smiled and approached Sherly who was just silent while looking at her. "How are you, Sherly? We haven't seen each other in a long time." He greeted me kindly despite the various questions that stuck in his heart.
Sherly's heart rippled violently when she heard the greeting from Ayun. How could the woman still treat him well after everything he did? Not only that, he also had to know if the son of the woman he had hurt also helped him escape from prison.
"I'm-I'm good, Ma'am," Sherly replied softly, her eyes burning with all her might to hold back the tears that would fall soaking her face.
"Thank God you're okay" Ayun said with relief. Although Sherly looks very changed in her eyes, but she feels calm if the woman is in good health.
"Have you had lunch? I'll-" Ayun gasped in shock to the point of not being able to continue her words when she saw Sherly cry. "What's up, Sherly? Why are you crying?" He asked with a panicked and worried face.
Sherly who could not hold back her tears immediately sobbed bitterly in front of Ayun. Really he felt that it was truly inappropriate to deal with that woman.
"What's going on, Sherly? Quickly tell me, "pinta Ayun while holding Sherly's trembling hand. Could it be that the woman was sick, crying like this?
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry."
Brucks.
Sherly's body fell flat on the floor making Ayun jump in shock. "Astaghfirullah, Sherly!" Swing shrieked loudly at what was happening at this moment.
Sherly squeaks right in front of Ayun's legs with remorse and guilt.
"Sorry, Ma'am. Forgive me, forgive all the bad things I've done. Me, I'm really a human being who no longer deserves to live."
Swing was stunned when he heard Sherly's words. She was so surprised by what she did that she couldn't react.
"I am truly the most despicable woman, I am a cheap and self-destructive woman. Me, I've ruined another woman's life. Me, I've ruined someone else's life" Sherly said sobbing.
"I don't really deserve your forgiveness, ma'am. My actions, my actions are inexcusable" Sherly continued sobbing.
Swing looked at Sherly with sadness. Not knowing exactly what had happened to the woman to do something like this, but surely she had to calm her down immediately.
"Calm down, Sherly. I beg you not to be like this" said Ayun, crouching before Sherly. Both of his hands seemed to be grasping the hand of the woman who was already wet from tears.
"I'm a really bad woman. Sorry, I'm sorry." Sherly kept crying lamenting all the deeds she had done. The cheap and despicable deeds that have ruined the lives of other women, even hurt innocent children.
Swing sighed harshly. She quickly hugged Sherly's body as the woman was unwilling to listen to her words, leaving Sherly gasped in shock.
"Already, Sherly. Stop all this, "pinta Ayun slowly. She hugged Sherly's body tightly while rubbing the woman's back.
"No. Me, I can't stop. I, I've been"
"That's it, it's all over. Me, I've forgiven you, Sherly. So I beg you to stop all this, "cut Ayun quickly.
Sherly stumbled in disbelief when she heard Ayun's words. Tears increasingly rushing to wet the face with pain that felt to tear his heart.
Swing kept trying to calm Sherly down to stop her crying, while the situation in the place seemed to be filled with people who were curious about what was happening. Including Alma who turned out to also be in that place.
"Come, wake up!" take Ayun later.
Slowly Sherly woke up from that place because they began to feel calm, and realized that at this time they were the spectacle of many people.
"Dragon!"
The swing that would take Sherly away did not so step foot upon hearing someone's call. "Ta-Aunty?" He was slightly surprised to see the whereabouts of Alma who was walking towards him.
Alma smiling. "Take him into the aunt's room, you know where the room is, right?"
Swing was stunned when he heard that. It was unexpected that the middle-aged woman would offer them a room, it meant that Alma saw and heard what happened.
"Ba-good, Aunt. Thank you," said Ayun. He then takes Sherly away after getting a nod from Alma.
Alma looked at Ayun's back with pride, indeed she was very impressed with the kindness of her future daughter-in-law.
"My son is really lucky to have a woman as good as you, Ayun," murmured Alma gratefully. He then began to disperse the people who were in the place, and asked them to continue their respective activities.
After arriving at Alma's room, Ayun immediately sat Sherly on the sofa, he then took the drinking water that was in the place and gave it to Sherly.
"Drink, Sherly" said Ayun.
Sherly raised her head to look at Ayun. His puffy face filled with ait eyes made the woman stare with meu.
"Why, why is Mom so good to me? I, I have done evil to you, I have even destroyed your family. But why do you keep treating me like this?" ask Sherly with a swash.
Swing speechless with a pushy look, he then placed the glass in his hand onto the table.
"Then do you want me, Sherly? Do you want me to avenge all the things you've done to me?"
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Tbc.