Your Spirit from the Water of My Eyes
S2 Chapter 39. Feelings of Anxiety and Worry.
After talking with David and the other employees, Ezra invited the mother to the room that would later be occupied by her mother.
"Why, Mom? Come on, let's go in!" take Ezra with you when they get to the front of the room, and her mother just shuts up right in front of the door.
Swing silently in front of the door while staring at the door. Shadows about past memories danced in his memory, where the room he was about to enter right now was the room that used to belong to Evan.
Remembering clearly the moment where Ayun and Evan were in the room while still a couple. He rarely comes to the office, but he and his two in-laws will come when there is an event. Like an office birthday, or even when Evan did not have time to eat out and ask to be delivered food.
All of that is clearly still neatly stored in the memory of Ayun's memory, to make her tears come back to drip. However, he quickly rubbed it so that Ezra would not see any sadness that might have appeared in the look in his eyes.
Ezra himself just kept silent while turning his face to the side. Of course she knew what her mother was feeling right now, and she could not force her mother to forget her father for granted.
It is not easy to forget someone who has lived with us for decades, even though the person has incised a very deep wound. Maybe the pain will go away with time, but what happened will obviously still be remembered forever.
"I'm sorry, Mom. I really don't mean to take away all yours, I'm just asking for my rights for the future of our children." Guilt lingers in Ayun, because she understands how painful it is to lose all the hard work that has been done for decades.
However, he also could not do anything. It is the court that decides all this, and of course it is the hand of God that works in such a way.
"Bismil was bornrahmanirrahim," said Ayun while opening the door of the room, making Ezra who had been silent since seemed to smile happily.
Swing glued to the doorway as he looked at the entire room he entered. Is this really the room that Evan used to occupy? He immediately turned his head towards the son with a confused look, as if he was asking what had happened to the room.
"My grandfather and I have renovated this room to make it comfortable for me to live in. Do you like it?" ezra said with a big smile. He then pulled the mother's hand to enter the room.
Swing shook his head with a sad look. It turned out that there were so many things that Ezra and his father had prepared for him, but he did not expect any of them.
"Mom loved it, son. Thank you," said Ayun with a wry smile.
Ezra nodded her head, she felt happy because her mother liked the room. "I can renovate all the rooms, ma'am. But I can't renovate Mom's heart." She looked at her mother with a difficult look to decipher.
Slowly, Ayun began to approach the work table he was about to occupy. His chest was pounding, as for the first time he would actually work in this place.
Swing then took his nameplate that was on the table. He felt really excited when he saw it. He then rubbed the signboard and hugged it tightly, hoping that everything would go well under his leadership.
"God, I've never worked before. Then you give me this great duty and responsibility, so help me. I would not have been able to do it without Your help, O God," muttered Ayun. He then looked at the signboard, and turned to look at his son who had been watching.
"Will I be able to work well, son?" ask Ayun with no confidence, let alone his knowledge is absolutely zero in the business world.
Ezra walked up to her mother and forced her to sit in the chair in front of them, which surprised her. "How are you feeling now?" He asked slowly.
Swing silently for a few moments with your heart racing. Happiness, fear, and anxiety seemed to envelop his heart. It was as if a heavy burden had suddenly struck his shoulder.
Swing smiled while nodding his head. Right, there are many people who can teach him. Why should he be worried and not confident?
"Alright, from now on I will be diligent in studying and also working" Ayun said with the spirit of 45.
"That's my mother's new," exclaimed Ezra as he clapped merrily, making Ayun chuckle with a calmer feeling.
Meanwhile, elsewhere Sherly is seen already in her mother's house. His arrival and Saints were clearly met with anger by the mother, especially when she said that Evan had divorced her.
"Good, very good," Sella choked, clapping loudly. "You were divorced by that man, and now you come to me with nothing but your son. Where's your common sense, Sherly?" He stared fiercely.
Sherly was silent with a blank look. Not a single word was spoken by her mother which was disputed, or indeed did not enter her ears.
"Mama's answer!" said Sella sharply. He gripped Sherly's shoulders and shook her firmly.
Grateful at this time Saints had already entered the room, so did not see the commotion that was going on.
"Stop yelling, Ma. I'm dizzy and devastated like this, how could Mama still push me?" reply Sherly with no less sharp. She brushed off her hand, then grabbed her hair in frustration.
"Well!" Sella became stressed herself when she saw the woman. His own life was already difficult, and now it was even more difficult because of the arrival of Sherly and Saints.
"You should've asked them for money, Sherly. You think they can just kick you out, huh? What do you and your son want to eat, while Evan's ex-wife has all their possessions." He felt unacceptable.
Sherly was getting stressed out about what her mother said. His head felt like it was about to break, he could not even think anymore at this moment.
"Stop being bod*oh, Sherly! Now call him, and ask for your right or the Holy right. In part why you brought the kid anyway, make it hard" he said with sarcasm.
Without answering her words, Sherly went from that place to the room where Suci was and locked the door.
"Wait, Shelry!" sella shouted while banging on the door of the room. "Get out of you, you nutcase. You think I can support both of you, huh?"
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Tbc.