Not the Perfect Wife
15. May you be happy
"How's my son-in-law Doc doing?" faida asked as the Doctor finished examining Avina.
"Alhamdulillah his condition has improved and the fetus is also good, but must bedrest because Mrs Avina is weak," explained the Doctor.
"You heard it was Zahran, it's all because of that woman if you hadn't met her, Avina couldn't have been like this, anyway Mama would have you divorce her immediately!" faida.
"I don't want Ma" said Zahran.
"Are you happier if you see Avina's situation like this? Remember if in her womb there is now your child, the successor of our family," Faida said in a slightly raised tone.
"But Zahran still loves Yasna Ma very much" Zahran said.
"As time goes by you will also love Avina" Faida said.
"We've been married for five years and there's no love in my heart for her" Zahran said.
"You lived apart and now you're going to live together, that love will come with you together" Faida said.
Zahran is silent no longer chiming in on his mother's words. Because it is useless, Mama will never be able to understand him, even though his mother is the person who is always with him, his mother should be the person who understands him the most.
'Mama doesn't know how I feel, I still love Yasna very much, only she can understand me and only she can patiently face my selfishness, if I'm with Avina, if I'm with her, we will always fight because Avina is also just like me who is selfish and stubborn, Zahran's inner self.
'I'm sorry Mama Zahran, Mama knows Yasna means so much to you, but Mama doesn't want you to live without a child, maybe you can raise a child, she said, but for Mama it still feels different if we raise a biological child, then someday you can forget Yasna and be happy with Avina, Faida's inner self.
*****
Yasna was silent in her room she did not expect Zahran now changed much, Zahran never snapped let alone hit, but now Zahran yelled at Yasna in public for a mistake he did not make, he said, if the slap he received while at home, Yasna understood because he had said something that had gone too far.
'Allah, is my decision right? I can share whatever I have, but not share my husband's love, I'm not happy, may you be pleased with the servant's decision, '' inward Yasna.
After the incident at the Restaurant at that time, today Zahran intends to meet Yasna and apologize, Zahran knew at that time he had gone too far, but he did it accidentally because he was worried about the state of the child in Avina's stomach.
"Sorry, is Yasna there," asked Zahran, who had just entered Yasna's mother's bakery.
"Nothing" answered Rika, a bakery clerk.
"Don't lie!" exciting Zahran.
"I'm not lying, the guy just came" Rika said as she lifted her chin towards Yasna.
Looks Yasna just entered with an employee with a large bag of crackles, it looks like they have run out of shopping.
"Darling, I want to talk" Zahran said as Yasna got close to him.
"What else do you want to say, brother? Yesterday we talked and caused your wife a woe, I don't want it to happen again" Yasna said.
"It's about our marriage and I agreed to part ways" Zahran said.
'In the meantime, ' he continued inwardly.
Deg
This was Yasna's wish, but why when she heard it still hurt, let alone Zahran himself who said it.
"Well, we just talk there, I'm lazy everywhere" Yasna said, pointing to a chair.
"Yes, it's okay" said Zahran.
Zahran sat in the chair waiting for Yasna who put her groceries behind her.
"Please drink it" Yasna said as she put down a cup of tea.
"So my brother has agreed to my request for divorce?" ask Yasna.
"Yes, I registered it this morning" said Zagran, whom Yasna responded with a nod.
Zahran agreed to divorce because he saw Avina's condition and by force Faida of course who monopolized Zahran every day.
Yasna tried her hardest to keep her tears from dripping, honestly her love for Zahran was still very big, but he does not want to share a husband and he also does not want to separate a father with his son or a child with his mother.
Starting today Yasna has to learn to live independently and not depend on anyone, she does not want to trouble others let alone her parents, who since Yasna was a child have been troublesome for them.
"Sorry, if I hurt you a lot" Zahran said sincerely.
"I think of it as a path that I have to go through, because every human being will definitely experience their own trials" said Yasna.
They chatted for a while, before Zahran finally said goodbye because there was a meeting that he had to attend.
*****
"What letter is Na?" ask Alina.
"Letter from the court, ma'am" replied Yasna.
"So you've agreed to a divorce?" ask Alina.
"Yes ma'am" replied Yasna.
"Mother anyway how good you think, but I do not accept if you are blamed for the incident at the Restaurant at that time," said Alina.
"It's Mom, it doesn't have to be extended, it's up to them, I just want everything to be done quickly and fine" Yasna said.
"Yes, I always hope that whatever happens to you today, someday God will replace the better" said Alina.
"Amiinn, I'm sure Mom's do'a will be granted, because now my paradise is back to Mom" Yasna said, hugging her mother.
"Still not yet, you're not divorced yet" Alina said.
"Give up, make me my paradise with Mom" Yasna smiled.
*****
It has been three months since the divorce trial of Yasna and Zahran and today it has been decided they are officially divorced.
"Honey, wait," Zahran called when the trial was over.
"Sorry, it seems that the call is no longer worthy of mention to me, if it is heard by relatives it will be a problem" Yasna said.
"I've sent your belongings to Mom's house, including your phone and wallet" Zahran said without responding to Yasna's words.
"Yes, thank you" Yasna said
"See you later" said Zahran, leaving Yasna still staring at him.
'So easily you forget me Bang, when you previously refused to divorce, but now you look happy, ' inward Yasna.
'Wait for me to finish my business, after it's all over and my son is born we'll be together again, you'll be his mother and I'll be his father, we'll be a happy family like any other family,' inner Zahran.
Zahran believes that no man will marry Yasna, because according to Zahran, any man will want a child, including himself, he said, but Yasna couldn't possibly have children.
Zahran intends to refer after his son is born and the hotel shares fully belong to him, if Zahran is already in power, he is sure no one will be able to refute him including his Mama .