Not the Perfect Wife
27. Libuaran on the beach
Karina rubbed the corner of her watery eyes.
"Mother why?" ask Yasna.
"I'm happy to see Afrin's smile. Previously he always whined like to dress up like his friends, made powder, his hair tied with various models. I was old, where understand such things. He was always pouting when I could only tie one pigtail." Karina chuckled remembering that.
"So that's why he ran away?" ask Yasna.
"Yes," Karina replied with a smile.
While in the living room Afrin showed her hair to her father and brother.
"Alin beautiful Pa? It was raised by Mother," asked Afrin.
"Yes, pretty ... Afrin likes?" ask Emran.
"Love, will be made again mama Mother," replied Afrin.
"Come on! He said he was going to the beach" said Aydin.
"Bental, I call Mother." Afrin again ran to call Yasna.
Afrin walks with Yasna, and Emran and Aydin walk first towards the car they are going to use. Aydin sitting in front made Emran feel bad for Yasna. The woman smiled to make Emran relieved, it turns out Yasna did not mind.
Throughout the journey only Afrin spoke incessantly, Yasna only occasionally responded. While Aydin was just busy playing his gadget.
Up on a beach, the children run around, making Yasna worried.
"Afrin, Aydin don't run!" yasna Shouts.
"You take it easy, they're used to coming here" Emran said. "We're sitting here."
"Kids?" ask Yasna.
"We can watch him from here, not too far away, too" said Emran, who was embraced by Yasna.
They're sitting on a mat that Emran just rented. Yasna tried to cover up her nervousness, her heart beating faster. Adjacent to Emran did make his heart performance not good.
Emran felt the same way. However, he is better at mastering himself.to look calmer.
"Na, how are you feeling now?" emran asked after a few minutes of silence.
"Feelings?" reset Yasna.
"Your feelings for me? ... Honestly, I'm starting to get interested in you. Since when? I don't know either, but every time I see you, I always feel happy.if I'm around you like I am right now, my heart beats faster," emran looked at Yasna and turned his eyes in shame.
Yasna lowered her head, she felt moved. It turned out that what he felt, Emran also felt it. Though all this time he was afraid if the feeling he had was not welcome.
Emran who sees Yasna just keeps quiet, thinking that Yasna doesn't like her.
"I'm not forcing you to accept my feelings, I'm just saying it so you know how I feel, that's all" Emran said.
"My feelings are the same as Mas's, too" Yasna said slowly.
"You mean?" Emran looked at Yasna intently.
"The feeling that Mas told me earlier, I felt it too. I was also happy when I saw Mas, my heart also beats faster when it is close to Mas. More than that I was very happy to see the smiles of the children, but there is one thing I have not said to Mas," said Yasna.
"One thing what?" ask Emran.
Yasna looks nervous, she is afraid that Emran will be angry with her for being dishonest. But he still has to say it.
"I can't give Mas a child" replied Yasna.
"What do you mean?" emran asked not to like it.
Emran thinks that Yasna doesn't want to have children with him or that Yasna wants to split up after they're officially married.
Yasna shed her tears at Emran's tone of voice, she had already predicted it.
"I used to be pregnant and I had an accident, I fell down the stairs and caused heavy bleeding. My baby didn't survive, but more painfully I had to lose my womb. The doctor said if that was the only way to save me, but if I could choose, I'd rather not survive than lose my child and my uterus." Yasna sobbed after saying so.
Emran felt guilty for thinking badly of Yasna, and immediately hugged her. Yasna grew sobbing given the sadness of her past, she hugged Emran tightly.
"Sorry, your clothes get wet" said Yasna who was still as fond as she liked.
"It's okay" Emran said.
"I'm sorry, I'm not the perfect wife for you, I pray that you can find a woman who can make you happy" Yasna said with a forced smile.
"Na, there's no other woman I want but you. Only you deserve to be my wife and the mother of my children" Emran said.
"But Mas---
"I don't care about that, we already have Aydin and Afrin. It doesn't matter to me, not to have any more children" Emran said.
"Then what about Karina's mother? What about the rest of the family?" ask Yasna.
"Mama definitely doesn't mind, she already has five grandchildren. Regarding my family, they are not people who like to interfere in other people's affairs," said Emran. "so, do you want to marry me?"
Yasna shook her head in response, making Emran sad. He hoped Yasna would accept it.
"Why are you still rejecting me?" asked Emran sadly.
"I'll accept Mas, if everyone agrees with our relationship. We all know that Aydin has not liked me until now. Give me some time to make Aydin like me" Yasna said.
"We will try to be together or let me talk to Aydin later" Emran said.
"Don't, Mas. Let me try, if Mas speaks it will make him hate me even more" Yasna said.
"All right, it's up to you" said Emran.
"Mother!" shout Afrin.
"Yes, why are you screaming? No way, yes," said Yasna.
"Not bad, Alin's shirt is wet" said Afrin pouting.
"No papa Afrin will bring a change of clothes" said Yasna.
Afrin was still pouting, making Yasna chuckle.
"playing it? If so, let's change clothes! But later can not play water again," said Yasna. "Aydin want to change too?"
Aydin just kept silent and did not answer. Yasna looked for the clothes of the two of them in the bag that was brought earlier.he gave Aydin's clothes to the boy and without saying Aydin grabbed it.
After changing clothes they decided to go to a restaurant near the beach, which serves a variety of seafood.
They ordered all kinds of food.
"Afrin wants some bribe?" yasna asked, which was answered by Afrin, who began to eat.
"Would you try shrimp?" bargain Emran on Yasna.
"It doesn't matter, Mas. I'm allergic to shrimp" Yasna said.
"Oh, sorry, I don't know" said Emran.
"It's okay, I never said it either" Yasna said.
They ate voraciously, especially Aydin and Afrin. Maybe they were exhausted after playing water.
Aydin who heard it also prepared the next plan.
.
.
.
.
.