
sorry yeah...
just up again, because I'm busy taking care of my son who is now active is amazing...
I try every day I'll be up...
thanksnothanks.. 4.2🙏
day after day I went through it without him..
without a father...
my son pulled the toys.
that's my son, he loves cars.I just follow his steps, with a big smile on my face.I see he's happy, I just follow his steps, my heart was also happy when I saw my son's smile that was very sincere.
elsewhere, my dear husband was always busy with work until he could forget to tell us.
I don't know what kind of work he does, which always keeps him busy.
when my son was very satisfied to play, he asked to eat and we went to a place that sold a lot of food and snacks.
we always eat KFC, my son's favorite food.
after ordering the two of us walked to find a seat, while waiting for our food to come me and my son sang and played like children who were playing with excitement.
a few minutes later our food came, I slowly ate while feeding my dear child.
thirty minutes later our food ran out, and my son and I came out of the food corner to go home.
after I got home, I immediately cleaned my son's body and accompanied him to sleep.
he felt very tired from playing in the children's game.
after he fell asleep, I got up from his bed slowly and turned off the lights in his room, I went back to my room to clean my body, and was about to rest.
after everything I immediately laid my body on the bed and stared at the ceiling of the room suddenly my tears dripped again without permission.
I don't know what's on my mind, but I definitely need her figure.
the figure I always missed, without him realizing these tears kept dripping.
he who is always busy with his world, without thinking that I .. his wife is waiting for him even though only a news.
whatever I want or desire will not be the same as his thought.
we always misunderstand in opinion or understanding, no one will give up.
I who always want to give up can not do anything, because everything feels not in line or the same.
people say....
we both have very similar faces, but unfortunately the two of us are always not a match for each other.
but why we both have to be together and can not be separated, why there must be a sense between us.
there must be love between us, which was so sweet at first that we could not refuse it.
the memory of the sweet memories kept spinning in my brain, I who had aged just took a deep breath and swallowed everything with a very tight taste in my chest.
I kept staring at the ceiling of our bedroom, and imagining everything.I imagined something that might not be possible even if I wanted to.
it did not feel like time was too late, I tried to close my eyes and rest, wanting me to forget for a moment the thoughts that always made me weak and helpless, hopefully what I dream of can be realized as soon as possible, with the patience that I have hopefully he can realize that I love him very much even though we are not in line.