Not the Perfect Wife
2. Looking for a wife
the more days I spend with my son, the more days my little daughter is getting agile, smart and can't stay somewhere.
every day I will always be made dizzy but this self really enjoys the status as a mother.Sometimes this heavy heart wants to take off all the nests that are lodged in the heart, but I didn't dare to reveal to him, I don't know what I feel more and more makes me helpless.
my son can now talk, run, play and many more things he's grown so fast that it makes me feel perfect as a mother.
behind everything I enjoy, I always wait for him without speaking and keep everything neat.When he calls me alone this heart is already very happy, very happy.I miss him a lot, I miss him a lot, Missing her figure along with me, Missing her embrace.but all that I can only imagine, circumstances forced me to endure everything that stuck in my heart.
I want that smile to be there for me again, the laughter I used to see, the tenderness you gave me. Now it's just an illusion that won't happen.
it is like the Bungon springing on the brink, trying to survive in any situation.
I love him...
even more than myself, so I don't care about my life.
is that good love??
can he feel it??
I don't know, that's definitely my feeling.
every night my tears fell without me noticing, my heart was already missing him a lot, my body was already very tired, but my day was still very strong waiting for him..
could he feel it too??
feeling this day always awaits him, waiting for his certainty...
the dream we dream..
not us, but rather I'm the one who dreams of living with him...
until you grow old together, through many things together.
what he always says when I call him over and over, "i'm busy"...
those words always managed to break my spirit and my heart.
like a bloodless wound, I felt so much pain that I could not bear it.
he will not like to see or hear me cry, but this heart is unable to hold everything.
I am here waiting for him, with all my heart. Can I visit you??
can I stay with you there?..
I miss you, I miss you so much..
...You are my husband who I have always been proud of, always I want to see you, want to hug you and hold you......
...want to tell me everything I want to tell, get everything out......
I miss you so much, miss you so much....
my son is like you, when I see him everything is like you're the female version.I enjoy my role, the role I want in my life.
when I saw him smile, my heart was happy to see my son playing, laughing at every moment.
Hay husband...
I missed you. I missed you so much...
I don't know when I'll be able to meet you?
I am here waiting for you with a heart that is always confident and firm...
my days are always praying for you..
missing you is something that is always in my heart.
even today I miss you...
impeccably, every day I miss you...
do you feel it ??...
did you know that I really wanted to meet you..