
Arriving at home Hani's face was still filled with sadness. He doesn't know who to ask. No one was open to him to tell him about the things that still plagued his mind, including the cause he had an accident. He began to think that the accident that happened to him was related to the female Nesti Faiq had married.
Marisa looked at Hani who seemed silent while serving Faiq at the dining table. Her sad face was trying to hide from her husband.
“Darling, did anything bother you?” faiq's voice shocked Hani's daydream when the two were already in bed.
“I'm fine, mas.” Answer Hani lirih.
She could not look at her husband's face if there were still lies. She wanted her husband to be frank about his past. He will be ready to receive even if he gets hurt.
Faiq raised Hani's chin trying to avoid his gaze. He knew his wife was hiding something from him.
Hani could not resist Faiq's wishes. She tried to keep up with her husband's play, even though his heart was covered in wounds.
"Thank you dear .... " Faiq kissed his old forehead.
Faiq's hands coiled around his wife's stomach, before long his breathing began to blow regularly. Hani looked at her husband's face with a sad feeling. Should the new feeling of love she feels towards her husband be slowly annihilated? He cannot live a lie.
After thinking for some time, Hani finally found a solution. Tomorrow morning he will begin to investigate the incident that happened to him to make him lose his memory.
The state of the house began to be quiet, Faiq and Darmawan had left for the office since an hour ago, likewise, Marisa has just come out with Karman because there will be a jewelry exhibition that will be held at JCC.
Hani steps her feet towards her old room on the second floor which is now left empty, but still cleaned periodically. His eyes began to look through one after another of the items he could make as clues. There were no significant changes in their rooms, everything was still the same.
He opened the wardrobe trying to find a clue. But nothing is suspicious. Hani walked slowly towards the nightstand beside the bed. He opened one by one the nightstand drawer to look for anything that could help him to answer all the questions that were still hanging.
Hani stepped towards her makeup table that remained in place not shifting in the slightest. He looked at his face in the mirror. The former weeping after the Fajr prayer is still imprinted. Even though he has disguised with a thin powder sweep, but still does not cover his eyes that are still moist and reddened.
His hand pulled the dresser drawer. Hani sees his old phone there, but with the condition of his glass that has been cracked. He grabbed the phone and stared at it unblinkingly. Hani tries to turn it on, his efforts fail because the phone does not want to turn on.
Hani hopes that he can find clues from the phone he brought. While descending to the ground floor he meets the newly arrived Lina and is helping to prepare Fatih and Khaira's meals.
“Where are you from?” Lina asked in a worried tone.
He saw that Hani's look did not look as cheerful as usual. His face looked sad. Although Lina has a long-standing attachment to Hani, she has no right to interfere in her employer's domestic affairs. What's more since Hani returned home post-surgery and recovered from her coma, Marisa has reminded all the arts not to carelessly talk about things that are not important.
“I'm just looking for the wind from the balcony of the twins' room.” Hani said shrewdly.
He walked back to the room and started charging his old cell phone which he found in their old room.
From Hani's room rushed out, he would bring Fatih and Khaira to bask for a while under the dawn that had shone brightly.
“Sayang …. “ Hani kisses the two with a feeling that is hard to describe.
Diah and Wati looked painstakingly feeding the two. Hani crouched down to see the two who moved with agility to and fro.
“Mistress, call from sir ... “ Diah said as she reached out to Hani.
Hani welcomes the phone from Diah who is already in video call mode. Looks handsome face Faiq already filled the phone screen.
“Assalamu’alaikum, mas …. “ Hani tried to smile even though her heart was scratched to see the smile printed on her husband's face.
“From yesterday we contacted your phone, but there is no answer.” Faiq said attentively.
He could feel the pain his wife was experiencing. But he didn't know what Hani was thinking. Since yesterday he has also seen Hani more reserved than usual.
“I'm accompanying the twins sunbathing.” Hani smiled thinly.
“Did anything bother you? He'll be home soon. We will meet dr. Thomas this afternoon.”
Hani shook his head quickly. He did not want Faiq to worry about him. He turned the phone screen on Fatih and Khaira who were now walking while laughing cheerfully.
Faiq sensed Hani was hiding something from him. But he didn't dare guess what was inside his wife's brain right now, because Hani was so secretive. And he has not had time to dig deeper information about the change in his wife's attitude.
“Alright baby, mas close first yes. Take care of yourself and the kids.”
Hani nodded his head slowly. He immediately returned the phone to Diah who was cleaning the hands of Fatih and Khaira who had played in the grass. The two toddlers laughed with pleasure as their bodies were carried to the bathroom.
After the two fall asleep, Hani returns to his room. He saw his old cell phone battery was fully charged. With a thumping feeling Hani began to open a phone that he had not used for a long time.
His feeling thumped as he started opening the mobile phone gallery. Hani's eyes rounded in disbelief at the last photos sent before the accident.
Her tears escaped unstoppably seeing the closeness of Faiq with a woman named Hesti who claimed to have been married and had divorced Faiq.
“Yes, Allah what else are they hiding from me ... “ Hani mutters with sad and hurt feelings.
He patted his chest in pain, "Why should I feel this pain, O God .... "
Hani doesn't know what to do. His feelings raged erratically. He realized Faiq's attitude had not changed towards him. He did not show any suspicious behavior.
But what Hani wants to know, is how the real relationship between Faiq and Hesti. He does not want to be branded as an actor and be happy over the suffering of others.