The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 234 S2 (Rise Back)

With Edward's help, Ivan has arrived in Germany to begin Bryan's treatment process. It had been a week that he felt a strangeness in his body. He often feels tired and does not desire to enjoy food. Being busy taking care of and taking care of Bryan made him not think about the symptoms that happened to him.

He has sold half the shares of the company he left to Ardi. Now he lives to have a mini studio and advertising agency engaged in the manufacture of advertisements. He believes the money he has is enough to last for five years in an effort to cure Bryan which is estimated to take three more years.

They rented a luxury apartment near the Helios hospital area that has been famous for treating patients with cancer. Ivan asked the services of a housekeeper to take care of all their needs while there. She did not want Claudia to complain about not being used to doing housework.

From the cash obtained, Ivan used a quarter to invest in the stock exchange. He entrusted everything to Edward who until now still remains on good terms with him.

Claudia is upset that Ivan chose to room with Bryan. In the slightest he did not want to spend time to win Ivan back, because he was sure so far from Khaira all would be easy to control.

New day shows eight o'clock in the morning. Because spring air is very fresh. Ivan's still in the bathroom. Last night he talked to Edward who had started to register himself as a new player in the capital business.

When he woke up, Bryan was still sleeping next to him. Ivan looked at Bryan closely. The shadow of Khaira's face suddenly appeared in his memory. He shook his head trying to forget the clear-eyed face that always made him miss. I don't know what Khaira's doing right there.

“Why can't I erase your shadow from my mind?” ivan was monologuing in his heart.

When he began to lay down and close his eyes, the shadow of Khaira appeared with a sweet smile and dimples on his cheeks. His clear eyes could not be forgotten.

“Ah, come on,” Ivan rushed towards the bathroom. He does not want to be swept back with all the memories with Khaira. He has decided to take off. There was no way he would lick back the spit that had been thrown away.

Ivan flushed his body with warm water. He did not want the shadow of Khaira to make his mood bad. This afternoon he had promised to take Bryan to a flower garden in Berlin.

Suddenly a pair of hands hugged her body from behind and began to caress her gently. Ivan was silent for a moment.  I think Claudia did it. As a normal man who had for some time not felt the warmth associated with his wife, the touch aroused Ivan.

He flipped his body and saw Claudia who was already in a state of innocence looking at him full of cravings. The two looked at each other.

Seeing the silent Ivan unmoved looking at her made Claudia even more excited. He admired the burly figure with that towering body. He longed for moments like this. Now that opportunity has come. Claudia further advanced her face to land her lips. Ivan could not refuse.

The faces of the two are getting closer. Ivan breathed in the fragrance emanating from Claudia's body. The lips of the two immediately linked and began to see*** and meli***one another\, until ....

“Aught .... “ Claudia screams suddenly when a sudden push makes her fall down.

“Hoek, hoek .... “ Ivan suddenly could not resist the nausea that made his stomach feel turbulent.

He walked towards the sink and immediately pulled out all of his entrails. His head felt throbbing making him feel helpless.

“Do not approach!” Ivan forbade Claudia to approach him. He did not know why his body suddenly reacted like this.

Claudia was concerned about Ivan's condition. He did not heed Ivan's words. He felt Ivan was just tired after traveling for one week, because they transit and stay in several different cities until finally now settled in Germany because it has found a hospital for Bryan's referral.

“Hoek .. hoek .... “ Ivan regurgitated what was in his stomach once Claudia approached him.

Claudia looked at Ivan with pity. He looked at it from 3 meters away. If he approached Ivan again reacted by spewing whatever he could get out of his stomach.

Ivan quashes his desire to walk Bryan to the city park. He opened the email while lying in bed. His head felt heavy, and he was lazy to enjoy the western food provided by the famous chef he hired in their apartment.

It's been a month Khaira bedrest at Ariq's house. Ira guarded it painfully. They treated her like a princess, fearing her weak content. Every two days all his brothers gathered together to accompany and comfort Khaira until he forgot all the sadness he felt.

That night the brothers of Khaira had gathered at Ariq's house. They were gathered because Khaira wanted to convey his desire to serve in the ponpes Al-Ijtihad.

“Are you sure you will stay there de?” Hasya looked at him carefully.

“We do not want you tired of doing unimportant activities,” Rheina also expressed her opinion.

“God willing I will be fine,” Khaira trying to convince her brother and sister-in-law, “The place is very quiet and comfortable.”

“Tomorrow I will take you there,” said Ariq decided, “If the place is as you say, we will allow you to settle there. But if not  .... “

“Good mas,” Khaira feel happy, “Tomorrow I will bring all the donations you have collected to help ponpes where I will settle.”

Ariq and Khaira accompanied by his driver arrived with six box cars containing all the groceries that Khaira had prepared since a month ago.  Ariq got out of the car to see the location of the ponpes. He smiled realizing what Khaira said was true. The place is quite far from the crowds and markets.

“Titip this for the head of the cottage, hopefully can help all the needs in the cottage. I'm ready to be a regular donor in this cottage.”

“Alhamdulillah, thank you mas,” Khaira is happy because Ariq now supports all his wishes.

As soon as Ariq passed ustadz Hanan and ustadzah Fatimah approached Khaira who was still releasing the departure of Ariq and his driver.

“Assalamu’alaikum .. “ the soft greeting was again present greeting Khaira.

“Wa’alaikumussalam,” quickly Khaira replied and instantly flipped her body.

Khaira was surprised to see that Fatimah's ustadzah was not alone, but with her husband and several other ustadz who followed them.

“What is this deck?” ustadzah Fatimah looked at him confusedly looking at the box car that was still parked in the courtyard of a very spacious cottage.

“Alhamdulillah ustadzah, my brother provides assistance that santri and ustadzah might use in this cottage,” said Khaira politely.

“Let's go to the house first, all friends with the manager of the cottage here,” ustadzah Fatimah holding his hand immediately bring Khaira passed.

Ustadzah Fatimah immediately introduced himself to the elderly kyai and some ustadz who were in the big house.

“Alhamdulillah I am very grateful to God who has opened the heart of our sister to come here and make a contribution that is very necessary in the ponpes that we build today .... “

Ustadzah Fatimah expressed her gratitude because Khaira had proven her words yesterday. Although there is doubt in the heart of ustadzah whose age is not much different from him because Khaira did not introduce a name and left a mobile number when he left ponpes a month ago.

Khaira thanked the kyai as well as the lodge manager who had received his presence with open arms. He immediately conveyed the envelope given by Ariq and his brother's desire to become a permanent donor in the ponpes which has been operating for almost ten years.

Khaira immediately issued his identity and handed over to the Fatimah Ustadzah, because from now on he officially lives in the cottage and will be a lodge resident for as long as he wants.

“This is my personal data ustadzah .... “

Ustadzah Fatimah was stunned when reading the ID card and family card that Khaira placed in front of him. He looked at Khaira with an uncertain feeling. She turned her gaze to her husband Ustadz Hanan who glanced at her not understanding the change in his wife's face.

As the kyai and the lodge manager passed from the ustadz residence of Hanan, the ustadzahs of Fatimah and Khaira immediately engaged in a casual conversation.

“I'm sorry deck, and I'm sorry for the calamity that befell adek .... “

“Maybe this is my God-ordered suratan, ustadzah .... “ Khaira smiled faintly hearing the speech of ustadzah Fatimah.

“Are you pregnant now?” ustadzah Fatimah looked at him closely.

Khaira surprised, “How can ustadzah know?”

“Before I got married and helped pak ustadz manage this cottage my profession a midwife,” ustadzah Fatimah reminiscing back her youth, “We married young, dec. Once I finished midwifery school, I had time to work at Kasih Ibu clinic. How's the adek itself?”

“Both of my parents are dead,” Khaira began to tell his family genealogy, “We are six brothers. I went to economics college. I am very grateful ustadzah and big family received my presence.”

“We fellow Muslims are brothers. Helping a brother who was stricken with calamity is an obligation for us,” said ustadzah Fatimah while commenting on her friendly smile, “How many months pregnant?”

“Almost 8 weeks ustadzah,” Khaira said while stroking her flat stomach.

“Alhamdulillah deck,” ustadzah Fatimah looked at him in amazement, “Sometimes God gives us a test that we think is very heavy. But rest assured if we are able to pass through it by remaining patient and getting closer to God, then the gift of God will be very broad. God will replace sadness with happiness.”

“Aamiin Yes Rabbal’alaamiin .... “

“We have been married for 10 years, but until now God has not entrusted the offspring to us.... “ the sound of Fatimah's ustadzah sounded sad when saying it, <TAG1>, “But I believe God has other plans for us.”

Khaira was happy while talking with ustadzah Fatimah. It is like getting new strength in living life and managing his future. All he had to take care of now was the growing fetus in his womb. Because that is his greatest strength in living life for a better future.