The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 256 S2 (My Life Doesn't Belong to Me Any More)

“Alex, I'm sorry ... “ Claudia pias's face as Ivan looked at her sharply and threw out her hand which she clutched firmly.

“Do I have to put you in jail for all the things you've done?”  ivan's gaze as red as the saga made Claudia even more afraid.

Ivan is a man who cannot be guessed. Like Edward who can do whatever he thinks is right as well as Ivan, will not think rationally when it comes to ownership.

“You misunderstood what happened..” Claudia was still trying to persuade the already emotional Ivan, “How could you be tricked by that saintly pretentious woman?”

“She was indeed the only holy woman I had ever come into contact with. All this time I gave you too much leeway,” Ivan shook his head over all of Claudia's behavior, “Even I defended you in front of my brother-in-law. I can't believe you're not the old Claudia. I'm sorry I ever knew you.”

Ivan recalled several times he always defended Claudia while still with Khaira, where at that time everyone believed that Claudia wanted Khaira's position to return with Ivan with Bryan as a small family. But Ivan was concerned about his brother's opinion. Now he realized that there was too much confusion, and that it separated him from Khaira and her flesh and blood.

“It's not true Alex. I'm still the same as I used to be, who always loved you .. “ seeing Ivan starting to weaken made Claudia excited.

“I was too weak that my family was scattered. And that I won't repeat again,” Ivan's voice is full of emphasis.

“How easily do you admit the girl is your flesh and blood?” Claudia is still trying to soften Ivan's heart, “Does everything stay the same if Bryan is still with us?”

“That was the biggest mistake I made,” Ivan as if talking to himself. His hands are clenched strong. The regret that will never end, before he can start again from the beginning, “I shouldn't involve myself too far in your and Bryan's affairs. I'm sorry, because my trust has been lost. I didn't even know I had twins. That's the mistake I'm going to fix from now on.”

“Didn't your own mother say that your wife was barren? Come on Alex, we can start from scratch ...”

Ivan was offended to hear the words of Claudia who accused Khaira of barrenness. He did not want to hear anyone insulting Khaira and her children, let alone in front of him.

“Once again you say Rara is barren, don't blame me for being violent to you,” Ivan's jaw hardens again hearing Claudia's words.

“Alex, why is this?”  Claudia glared in disbelief as two security guards came and pulled her violently straight away.

Unbeknownst to Claudia as she spoke and insulted Khaira, Ivan immediately contacted the mall's security. He was angry at Claudia's behavior. He did not want to tolerate all the deeds of the woman of the past who had destroyed his household and even kept him apart and was not recognized as the father of his own flesh and blood.

“I'm sorry Claudia. From this moment on I do not want to endanger the lives of those I love so much,” Ivan looked at the cynical Claudia who was struggling trying to break free from the clutches of the two strapping men who were holding her back.

“You can't do this to me Alex!” Claudia thrashed as the two security guards carried her away from Ivan's presence.

Ivan breathed a sigh of relief to see Claudia pass from before him with all her swearing and her curse made the mall visitors shake their heads with his attitude. He hopes that Claudia's arrest will deter him.

Ivan continues his steps trying to find the shadow of Khaira and her daughter who had disappeared a moment ago. He did not despair, his move led Ivan to enter the Food Republic. He believes anyone who visits Vivocity will definitely stop by at a restaurant that prepares a variety of culinary menus especially now right at lunchtime.

His gaze suddenly saw Anwar and Khaira and the twins sitting facing the dish. Khaira still calmed the Dew that sounded sobbing from the sitting position of Ivan who was blocked by several tables.

“Why did Dede Dew cry?” Anwar asked attentively as he stroked the head of the petite who was on Khaira's lap.

“So there is a fad of disturbing dede,” Khaira replied quickly. He is lazy to remember the events that have happened that made him reunited with Claudia and Ivan.

Ivan's heart ached to witness the familiarity that occurred between Anwar and the family that he had separated and would fight back. Now he will not back down will fight for the children he has with Khaira.

“So come home tomorrow morning?”  Anwar looked at Khaira fixedly as he asked for their return.

From behind the sunglasses and the hoddy jacket that covered him, Ivan growled at Anwar's attitude that was trying to attract Khaira's sympathy.

“Of course. Not good too late to leave the task at the cottage. Kasian equals fatimah,” Khaira smiled sweetly.

Ivan felt his heart hurt but did not bleed to see a smile that had always calmed and cooled his heart but enjoyed by other men.

“Mbak Fatimah what is ustadz Hanan?” Anwar teases Khaira making Ivan suppress his emotions that go down and up, “Si twins are very close to ustadz Hanan. I think it's good that you accept Hanan's ustadz proposal. He is a good man, his religion is good, and his past can also be accounted for.”

Ivan shook his head to hear Anwar's words. He believes Anwar knows all the problems that occur in their domestic life, because Anwar is the only closest friend of Khaira.

“Iya anyway, ustadz Hanan is most perfect to be husband and father of the twins,” Khaira retaliates against Anwar's temptation.

He did not realize that his words made the heart of someone in the corner feel overwhelmed with the answers he gave.

“Why did you reject ustadz Hanan's proposal, even though it was ustadzah Fatimah who wanted her to polygamy and chose you as her honey?” Anwar was still curious about Khaira's seemingly calm demeanor.

Khaira smiled faintly as she stroked the sleepy Dew head on her lap due to the satiety after enjoying lunch. Anwar swiftly grabbed the Dawn which also began to shake because it was also sleepy.

“I don't need anyone, twins are everything to me. They have no lack of love. Many love the twins,” replied Khaira diplomatically.

“Or are you still expecting the biological father of the twins?” fishing rod Anwar suddenly.

“I would hate you if I mentioned that name,” Khaira said she doesn't like to hear Anwar's words.

“Wah, said people there is a sense of hate because there is still a taste left .... “ Anwar sneers at Khaira, when else do they talk like the past while still in college, “You can't hide the fact that the twins still have a father.”

Ivan's ears immediately stood up to hear the conversation of the two who were still sitting relaxed but seriously with the twins who were now asleep in their respective laps.

Khaira sighed slowly. He did not expect Anwar would reveal it. He had not been able to tell Anwar that he had met Ivan so many times.

“I saw Ivan was at the puskesmas when Dawn was brought there. I think he already knew that you gave birth to his children,” Anwar's gaze was so fixed, “You and your brother can not forever cover all this.”

Khaira. He recalls Ivan telling Claudia that Dewun was his daughter. He could not understand where Ivan knew the existence of the twins he managed to cover up all this time even they had to hide in a remote place to stay away from Ivan and his family.

“Unless you accept my application, then I will protect you and the children until Ivan does not dare to approach you.”

Ivan clenched his hands hearing Anwar's words.  The emotions that he was trying to dampen were now rising again. But he tried to push harder. He really has to be strong to hold patience.

“Lifting me the same ustadz Hanan than you,” now it is Khaira's turn to sneer at Ivan, “Don't break the friendship that happened between us.”

“So you have the same feeling ustadz charismatic it?” anwar's smile expanded upon hearing Khaira's words.

“I could never lie to you,” Khaira said quietly, “Sunday ago she again expressed her wish to me at the mosque .... “

Ivan's chest rumbled to hear Khaira's words. He did not expect ustadz Hanan to re-express his feelings to Khaira.

“Which women are not flattered to hear the words ustadz Hanan.”

“He seduced you?”

“Ngaklah,” Khaira replied quickly, “She held me in the mosque after Asar prayers ..”

“Lantas what did he say?” Anwar was curious.

“He sincerely asked me to accept his proposal ... “ Khaira's eyes began to glaze over when telling a story, “As you say, ustadz Hanan wants to protect me and the twins.”

“Wah, if I were you would definitely accept his proposal. Your life and the twins will be quiet because ustadz Hanan the most appropriate male to accompany you.”

“If you only think about ego, maybe I will accept his proposal. Frankly with his attitude towards the twins I was sympathetic to him.”

Ivan's heart was beating fast. He did not believe Khaira said that he was sympathetic to ustadz Hanan.

“Sympathetic? Waw!” Anwar couldn't believe Khaira's words, “I don't think I'd add another guy you like. Why did you reject it?”

“I asked with ustadz Hanan his intention to marry me.”

Khaira smiled faintly at Anwar's words, “That's what you want anyway. I'm ngga.”

“Seriously me, why do you reject a man who might be a soul mate sent by God to protect you and the twins.”

“If I accept his proposal, there will be a wounded heart,” Khaira said softly.

“Ustadzah Fatimah is ready to be your honeymoon?”

“I can't hurt Fatimah. He was very kind, and more than a brother to me. How could I hurt her, let alone the intention of ustadz Hanan marrying me for wanting to get offspring,” Khaira shook her head remembering the conversation that happened between her and ustadz Hanan.

“He understands religion, will surely be able to do justice for both of you.”

“Are you sure he can be fair? He is only a man, his wives are still jealous of each other,” Khaira shook her head in disbelief, “I'm sure, if we are married and have children, ' he said, ustadz Hanan's feelings will slowly change. There are children among us. I can't imagine all that. Which woman can be combined and see the attention of the husband began to divide.”

Ivan was surprised to hear Khaira's words. He did not care about the food that had been warm now had been cold, because he was more concerned with the conversation that was happening behind him.

“Are you still traumatized and remembering what the ex said?”

“Already, between me and him there is no relationship whatsoever. We're both just strangers who don't know each other.”

“Deg!” Ivan felt thousands of needles piercing his heart hearing Khaira's words.

He regretted all the words that had been said to Khaira. And now everything has returned to him. He swallowed the bitter pill of all the deeds and words that were so painful in the past against Khaira.

Now he is waiting for a flight that will take him back to Indonesia. Edward sat with him waiting for the commercial plane he was about to board. Two hours ago he had seen Ariq and Khaira with the twins, babby sitter and two body guards accompanying them.

“Happy fight back,” Edward patted his shoulder as Ivan began to rise from the seat as the plane he was boarding was about to take off.

“Thank you Bro.”

“This time your struggle will be more difficult,” Edward smiled at Ivan who looked for a moment at the passengers who started walking to check tickets.

“I don't care, because my life isn't mine anymore. Fully I fought for them,” Ivan said seriously.

“May you guys reunite soon.”

Ivan shook Edward's hand before stepping out of the airport lounge towards the departure gate.

A sense of relief approached Ivan as the plane landed safely at Soetta International airport. He smiled to encourage himself, because he would start his struggle to unite the families who had been separated.

Rusli had been waiting for Ivan to come out the door dragging a travel bag containing clothes while he was traveling.

During the trip to his mother's residence, Ivan recalled the conversation that took place between Anwar and Khaira. He had to tell everything to ustadz Hanan. He can't hide for too long. Given the talk of Khaira, it turns out that twice his friend proposed to Khaira. Ivan was worried that the third time Hanan ustadz met Khaira could be his feelings touched and received all good intentions ustadz Hanan.

“This cannot be left .... “ Ivan is in the heart.

The song from the radio tape that played Rusli made Ivan's feelings more uncertain. The now-popular old song reflects what Ivan drew in his heart.

The wind tonight

Greeting my body

But he could not cool the heat

This heart of mine

I felt this stifling of my maleness

With your attitude

Is it because of me

Insane shortage

Easy you play

Oh could this be myself

Can change the foam

Whitened

Tapestry

Like pinta

Which you said

In the promise of love

Impossible to me too

Reaching the stars in the sky

Who am I

Just an ordinary guy

All of that

I really am

Unable

It's my fault too

Because of falling in love

A man like you is an angel

I should have been

Reflecting myself

Before the curtain of hearts

I'm opening

***Support continues yes\, do not forget the vote criticism and suggestions I always wait to continue the struggle Ivan opened the heart of Khaira Sang Bidadari that he missed so much .... ***