The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 36
Adi looked at Gilang and Helen with anger, “Mama know, until whenever Helen would not be able to give mama a grandchild. Her uterus was deformed because she had an abortion because of her past actions with Gilang.”
“Yes, Allah. What were my faults and sins until you gave this much trial?” Linda patted her suddenly claustrophobic chest. His body felt weak without bones. He tried to find a grip to hold his body that would fall.
“Tante...” Gilang trying to reach it.
“Do not touch me with your dirty hands.” Linda pushed Gilang.
“Adi, me and Helen are just the past. She loves you so much.and I know you love her so much too.” Gilang tried to persuade Adi, because he also knew, how much love Adi had for his wife.
Adi looked at Gilang nanar, “You know Gilang, because your mistakes in the past have been a big problem for the rest of my life. Since dr. Sarinah said that if Helen ever had 2 abortions in her teens, my love was gone. He has ruined my pride.”
“Mas, I'm sorry. I love you so much..” Helen said with a clean voice.
“I didn't expect Helen. This is the biggest lie you've created for me. I'm very proud to know, that I was the first man to touch you, but in reality.” Adi's gaze shone far.
Her memory goes back to Hani, the innocent girl her late father betrothed. He who has taken away his chastity, makes him a child-printing machine, without ever involving a speck of love between them. But Hani's devotion as a wife has been wasted, only to pursue a past love that turns out to contain only lies.
Linda could not hold her weight. He suddenly falls unconscious knowing his favorite daughter-in-law's past.
Guests who partly started to leave the ballroom where the reception was surprised to see someone faint, for a moment the hotel lobby suddenly splashed.
“I'm sorry. I have to take my mom to the hospital.” Adi quickly held her mother's body through the crowd of guests who wanted to see Linda's state. He immediately took her out of the hotel lobby to the car without caring about Gilang and Helen who were forced to follow Adi's steps.
Arriving at the nearest hospital, Adi again carried the body of his mother who was getting frail at eating age. The medics quickly deal with Linda, because they have known the famous businessman's family figure.
Linda has now been moved to the VVIP room. Adi paid no attention to Gilang and Helen's anxious face as she followed him to the hospital. Adi restrains her second move trying to follow her steps towards Linda's treatment room.
“I hope for the next few days, I don't see the faces of the two of you here.” Adi leaves them to enter the elevator which will take her to the 3rd floor of her mother's care.
With a sad look, Adi looked at Linda's face which now looked calm, because it had been installed infusion and given an injection through an infusion hose attached to her hand. Disappointed and angry in his chest. He stared at the cell phone and immediately contacted Johan to come to the hospital.
Adi's feelings are now completely hurt. He did not expect pride because being the first man in Helen's life was nonse. He was lied to and blinded by love. Not only was his ego and self-esteem hurt, but it shattered the trust and love and affection he had nurtured and nurtured towards Helen.
The shadow of Hani's sad face danced in her eye pelup. But when in the guarantee earlier, no more fondness is drawn. Those beautiful eyes were so sparkling, like emitting a radiance, that he had never seen them together.
Shown again, how Hani's devotion as a wife when they were still together. She never once complained about the burden of work at home, especially preparing food and other needs of her husband. While he had to take care of the twins alone, without the help of babby sitter.
The regret has now come. There will be no second chance in his life. Hani and his three sons were already in the power of Faiq.
“Adi..” Linda opened her eyes slowly. He looked around him. Linda frowned, trying to recall the incident that had put her in this place. The shadow of Adi's quarrel, Gilang and Helen played in his eye peluk.
“Mama is awake?” Adi got up from the sofa and walked over to Linda's bed.
Linda's tears flowed suddenly, realizing the mistake she had made to her only son and ex-daughter-in-law.
“Mama don't have to think about anything. Everything will be fine.”
“I'm sorry mom..” Linda's tears are getting more and more flowing, considering the deeds she has done to her former daughter-in-law and grandchildren.
“Mama don't have much thought. I don't want mama to be sick.” Adi rubbed Linda's shoulder gently. He understood what Linda said. But he did not want to burden Linda with various words that made Linda will be even more sad.
Linda looked at Adi's face. He knew, since the departure of Hani and the twins from home, no more joy happened. Each looked at his son's face, which looked only lonely drawn in his black eyes. Linda pressed her chest in pain.
The knock on the door shocked the two. Adi walked towards the door. He was sure that Johan was coming, but it turned out that he was mistaken, Helen was now glued before him with a sad face with tears.
“Didn't I already say, I don't want to see you “ Adi said with annoyance.
“Mas, cannot you forgive me. It's just the past. I love you so much..” Helen said softly.
Adi was silent and did not answer Helen's words. He was fighting in his heart. Love has turned into hatred, but the instincts of humanity are still well stored there. “It is precisely because your past mistakes have ruined our marriage. You know for yourself that me and my mother were expecting a child born from your womb, until I gave up my own flesh and blood.”
“I will take care of your children, as long as I stay beside you I will, mas..” Helen is still trying to persuade Adi. He thought about the steps he would take. He knew, the existence of Adi's other sons might make him stay by Adi's side.
Adi looked at Helen sharply, “I will fight for my family back. From today you can contact Johan to take care of all your needs. I will also hire a nurse to serve you during the recovery period.” Adi left Helen without looking back.
Helen's stuck. Adi's words have undermined the confidence he has been trying to build. He wept wailing at the misfortune that was now upon him. He doesn't know who to complain to. All this time Adi so spoiled him. Gilang's arrival has ruined his future plans and happiness for only three years. Now Helen just resigned to the circumstances that would happen.