The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 57
At nine in the morning Faiq had arrived home. Karman did not dare to open his voice. He carried a travel bag containing Faiq's clothes during the trip and handed it to his wife. The atmosphere of the house feels lonely. Faiq did not hear Hasya's usual babble humming along with Lina. Maybe Hani took her to a restaurant, Faiq tried to think positively. The twins are still in school.
As he stepped towards his room, Faiq sensed something was missing. But he doesn't know what it is. Slowly Faiq entered the room. He felt strange, his room was silent as uninhabited. His eyes were fixed on seeing no more wedding photos of them on display there. Feelings of worry began to ambush him. Faiq opened Hani's wardrobe. He looked up, saw that there was nothing left there.
“Bi Ningsih...” Faiq's shout echoed all the way to the ground floor. Never did he make a sound like that made Ningsih and Karman stirred up to the second floor and entered their master's room.
“What's up, den?” Ningsih asked with a worried look at Faiq's reddened face.
“How long has Rara left home?” his voice raced against time wanting to get an answer as soon as possible.
Ningsih looked at Faiq with a sad look. He looked down, “When Aden and mistress Hesti left the house, shortly afterwards den Hanif came to pick them all away.”
“Yes Allah, Rara. Why are you doing this? Didn't you promise to stay and fight with me?” Faiq was fixated and shook his body on the floor of the room looking down full of sadness. Every corner of the room felt a shadow of Hani. Their affection is still clearly reflected in his eyes.
His hope of preparing a surprise party to celebrate Hani's birthday, instead giving him a lot of surprises. Hani goes to take the three of them leaving him alone. Faiq did not expect Hani to do that. They both promised to strengthen each other and live it all together. But Hani reneges on her promise to stay by her side and stay by her side no matter what.
Faiq squeezed his hair violently. He who has been excited since entering the house is now lost without a trace. His body feels helpless. He was very sad and felt lost. His lips were frozen, not knowing what to say. The departure of Hani and his three children made him feel helpless.
After some time lamenting his grief, Faiq stepped waftingly into the bathroom. While flushing his body with cold water, so did Faiq's tears continue to flow unstoppable freefall. He wept over the fate of his wife and children. He is not ready to be in this condition.
With a step lunglai Faiq sat at the dressing table. Cosmetic tools that are usually neatly arranged, now clean is not left. He pulled the dresser drawer. His forehead was wrinkled, a double-folded white paper tucked away in the desk drawer. Faiq grabbed the paper, Hani's neat writing was clearly read there.
I'm sorry, I'm so sorry,
because I can't be an angel like I expected.
I'm with the kids to stay away from Hesti as you see fit. So you don't have to worry about leaving Hesti at home.
Maybe my happiness isn't with me and the kids.
I'm tired
I'm giving up
If you're happy with Nesti, I'll let you go.
Faiq clenched his fingers and hit the dresser with a feeling of disappointment and anger. The existence of Hesti, as well as the kindness that he had done had been abused by Hesti and Dewi. He has hurt the feelings of Hani and her children.
“Yes Allah. Strengthen Your servant in this test of life. Take care of your wives and children wherever they are, O Allah. Allow the servant to meet them soon. Servant could not be far from wife and children servant.” back tears Faiq plunged freely on the prayer mat.
There is no place for him to complain of all the grief and grief that is now afflicting him. The shadow of his anger on the dining table was vividly reflected in his memory. Hani's clear eyes seemed teary as she emotionally poured out her frustration over the twins' attitude towards Hesti.
“How deep was the wound I inflicted, Ra. So you and the kids can get away from me. No one can give me happiness but you and your children. I never wanted you and the kids to stay away from me.” Faiq's eyes stared at the nanar to the wall clock that was ticking down showing 2 in the morning.
The shadow of Hani's face that wanted Padang rice was again present in his mind. He knew that night Hani did not eat what the Goddess had provided, because she was craving, but Faiq again scolded her. Then that night she let Hani and her future baby starve.
“Yes Allah, forgive the servant has become an ungodly husband for the wife of the servant.”.
With a lunglai Faiq stepped into the bathroom. He washed his face to take his wudu. He wants to turn back to the One who is the One who turns back. Only to Him did he plead to strengthen himself to find his wife and children and bring them back into his arms.
Until dawn rises from the eastern horizon, only Faiq stops its activities. He laid his body on the prayer mat. Nausea because there is no desire to eat makes his body feel weak.
Faiq did not expect his actions to scold Ariq and Ali had a big impact on Hani. He held a paper containing the handwriting of his wife with a raging feeling. Hani and the children have left her. With a gontai Faiq step down. There are no pictures of Hani and the children left there.
“So angry are you with me, baby.” Faiq rubbed his face in disappointment mixed with sadness. Her other household assistants no one dared to make a sound out of fear of the threat of Nesti and Dewi.
With a sad feeling Faiq stepped towards his study. His phone rang, Faiq saw the name of Nesti listed there. He immediately put the phone on the desk without intending to lift it. Faiq started turning on the cctv camera by counting down the days since the last 3 weeks.
His eyes examined each part of the cctv attached. His gaze began to focus with the arrival of Nesti to the house with his mother. Everything is normal without anything suspicious. For the non-essential part, it rotates it quickly.
Faiq looked on as he held Hesti who had just come out of the hospital due to being hit by a motorbike in front of his house. Everything seems fine. The Hesti that the Goddess cared for looked relaxed in a wheelchair.
Faiq began to feel awkwardness when he saw Dewi and Hesti mixing something on the food and drink Faiq located on the dining table. He scrunched his forehead. Faiq continued to observe the actions of the two, it continued every morning and at dinner. The next day, when everyone had gone to work, only Hasya was left with Lina.
Looks like he hit Hasya's hand who wanted to ask her something. And without pity Hesti encouraged Hasya who wanted to play with him. Faiq clasped his fingers in annoyance at his mistreatment of his beloved daughter. His eyes pilar saw the Goddess and Nesti again affix something to his food and drink.
Faiq saw the cctv the last day before Hani's departure. The twins just got home from school. The ball slipped out of Ali's hand rolling in the room. Ariq tried to catch the ball in the living room. Suddenly, Hesti walked casually carrying snacks and drinks without using a wheelchair.
He was about to approach his mother who was busy watching the soap opera fish fly in the family room. They did not see that the twins had already come home from school. Inadvertently the body of Hesti nudged Ariq who tried to catch the ball, so that the glass he held fell on the vase of flowers.
Hesti violently slapped Ariq, Dewi immediately dragged her until Ariq grimaced in pain. Seeing his brother being treated rudely Ali immediately pushed Hesti. In a fit of annoyance, Hesti grabbed Ali's hair.
Then Hani came and broke up their dispute. The goddess directly pointed at Hani and said rudely to her. Faiq saw how Hani embraced and protected his two sons. While Hesti and his mother continue to curse Hani.
“Yes, Allah. What I've done. I have brought monsters into my household, so there is no comfort for my children and wife.” Faiq gulped bitterly after knowing the truth.
Now he believes in the words of kiai Solehuddin. And he was convinced that the Goddess and Hestilah wanted to destroy his household. Faiq's eyes were misty as he saw Hani standing in front of Hesti's room holding back tears as he pulled her and they kissed on top of Hesti's bed, even though it didn't last long, but Hani must have been thinking negatively about her.
Faiq's tears were already unstoppable when he saw the cctv in his room as Hani tearfully put the clothes into the travel bag. Soon after, Hanif and Wulan appear. He saw Hanif hitting the door of their room while scolding him furiously.
Just this time Faiq let out tears very loudly. He was unable to see Hani with his three children entering Hanif's car and disappeared with the accompaniment of the box car carrying their belongings.
“I'm sorry, baby. Has been deceived by Hesti and his mother. They have lied to me to be rude to you and the children.” Faiq continued to regret her being so easily fooled by both Hesti and Dewi.