The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 198 S2 (Jealous To …. )

When he finished dinner, Adam's gaze began to change on Khaira. He frowned a few times while trying to remember something. Until finally a smile appeared on his face because he managed to remember what had been disturbing in his mind since the beginning.

“I apologize if I was wrong,”, Adam said as he finished eating while wiping his mouth with a handkerchief.

Ivan felt strange to hear the words of his client, let alone the gaze of Adam so intensely looked at the face of Khaira who had just finished enjoying a dessert.

“There is a problem Mr Adam?” Ivan was not happy with Adam.

“You're Rara Setiawan right?” Adam looked at Khaira.

“You hit my wife?” Now Ivan who was surprised to learn that his client knew his wife even had the name Abbas behind the name of his wife.

Khaira looked at Adam with a confused look. He looked at Ivan whose face was beginning to turn tense and stiff.

“What we have met before?” Khaira could not hide the curiosity of hearing Adam know himself and even mention Abbas' last name on his name.

Meri was surprised to hear her boss know a female figure that is interesting to see from any side.

“Among the diamond craftsmen in Lombok your name is so well known. Even your photo as the owner of Kara Jewellery they display in the workshop where diamond processing.”

Ivan was not happy to hear Adam's remarks about his wife's fame, especially until Khaira's photo was on display. He does not want people to look at his wife's face and make a picture of his wife into a fantasy object that is now ngetrend in social media.

“I know Mas Dewo. She was the one who became the diamond supplier for our outlet,” finally Khaira began to respond to Adam's talks.

“True,” replied Adam quickly, “Diamond craftsmen in Lombok idolize you very much. During this time other entrepreneurs bid Lombok diamonds at substandard prices. But once Dewo does cooperate with you, they are greatly benefited.”

“You overestimate sir. That is indeed the standard price for a diamond that is still rough. Because I was also helped by my colleague Asep in Bandung. She is the one who refined all the diamond jewelry that I supply from craftsmen throughout Indonesia.”

Now Meri was surprised to hear the conversation of the two. He did not expect the young woman he underestimated was a diamond businessman and the owner of the best jewelry outlets. He became embarrassed himself for having underestimated him since the beginning of seeing his arrival earlier.

“They are very grateful and lucky to be working with you,” Adam said with admiration.

“I just helped them. If I make a substandard offer, it would be very detrimental. While they support the family, send their children to school. And I don't want to take too big a profit, I want people who work for me to enjoy life normally even if not excessively, which is definitely enough for their living expenses.”

“I really admire your personality and your way of thinking,” Adam was happy with their conversation, “It turns out you are more beautiful than in the photo that I saw Madam Setiawan.”

Ivan grew increasingly tense at Adam's words. He did not know why his heart suddenly felt hot and hotter to hear the man who had almost half a century of praise right in front of him.

“Mr Adam, it seems that this dinner should be over soon. The day is also getting late,” Ivan has not been able to compromise his feelings let alone see Khaira who seemed enthusiastic to serve the conversation that had become his field.

“Wah, just half past ten ...” Adam glanced at the clock on his wrist. He was very interested in the conversation that happened with his client's wife who turned out to be no ordinary woman.

“Honey, tomorrow I have a meeting at 8 am.” Ivan began to stare at Khaira with a sharp look.

“Sorry Mr. Adam. Me and my husband,” Khaira finally understood the highlight of her husband, she knew that Ivan was disturbed by the conversation that occurred between her and her husband's client.

“Alright lady Setiawan,” Adam smiled as he nodded his head in a polite manner, “It is very nice tonight to meet you.”

Ivan shook Adam's hand with a flat face as they bid farewell. Without saying a word of pleasantry he immediately grasped Khaira's fingers tightly and passed with quick steps.

The three employees who were still chatting outside the private room were surprised to see the tense face of Ivan who walked quickly without greeting them. Only Khaira who was smiling while nodding her face at the three became confused over the attitude of the boss.

Arriving in their room Ivan violently opened the suit and threw it in any place. Khaira does not understand the nature of her husband. Though already this month she saw a very noticeable change in the attitude of her husband. He did not know the cause that made Ivan behave like that.

Khaira heads for a walk-in closet to pick up her husband's t-shirt and shorts. Ivan did not like to sleep in his pajamas. He is a free type and does not like attachment to trivial things.

When he returned to Khaira's room, only the head rings to see the actions of Ivan who threw everything in any place. Khaira patiently clean up the mess made by the husband whose existence he does not know.

While doing’a, Khaira suddenly felt sadness approaching the bottom of her heart. He felt uncomfortable with the change in attitude of Ivan who returned stiff. It was not that he did not feel how Ivan pulled his hand violently and dragged it as the two left Le Cartier's private room earlier.

“Yes, God why is my heart hurting this much?” Khaira stroked her chest trying to reduce the feeling of tightness. As she begins to feel at ease, and begins to open her heart to her husband, Ivan's nature suddenly changes. Now the shadow of Abbas is now unconsciously present again with a soothing smile.

He recalled that during his relationship with Abbas, he never felt sadness. With Abbas there is only calmness and joy without any disturbing and stifling feeling. But now, in addition to his heart always pounding when close together, and seeing Ivan's uncaring attitude made him feel sad and hurt. He did not know what he had done wrong until Ivan ignored him.

Meanwhile Ivan still calmed down in his study. He did not know why the anger was stirring in his chest. Who is to blame for what happened. Did Adam who pretently called his wife by the call of Lady Setiawan? Or was it Khaira who served Adam's conversation enthusiastically without clarifying the truth”

This time he felt his heart warm. It felt like he wanted to turn around the desk before him to counter the anger he felt so strongly. Ivan sat down and leaned his body against the chair. Eyes closed. He sighed heavily, trying to throw off the emotions that felt stifling to the chest.

It is hard to struggle to melt the heart of the wife. Now when Khaira begins to open up and accept her presence should she indulge in unfounded emotions. Common sense finally returned after Ivan sat down to calm himself down. He realized, all was not the fault of Adam or Khaira. The biggest mistake was in him who could not control his emotions.

Ivan began to think clearly and tried to find a strong reason to make his heart calm. He recalled from the beginning the series of events before their marriage.

It is only natural that Adam called Khaira as the mistress of Setiawan, was not that Khaira was indeed the widow of Abbas Setiawan. And Khaira engages in a conversation with Adam, that is indeed the context as a businessman not a seductive woman.

Ivan finally shook his head realizing his stupidity that could not control his emotions. He promised to change.  He remembered Hasha's message, that only a man of Abbas's nature could make Khaira melt and give up her heart.

Returning to Ivan's room saw the clothes already prepared on the single sofa that was inside the room.  He immediately opened the trousers that were still attached to his body, stored them in a basket and changed with t-shirts and shorts that were already available. The room looked quiet.

Ivan went to the bathroom to take the wudu and immediately performed Isha's prayers. After performing the prayer he went to the bed. Looks like Khaira's asleep. He saw a puddle of water still left in his wife's eye.

There was a sense of regret for returning to make his wife sad. Ivan raised Khaira's head and placed it on his arm. He looked at his wife while removing the remains of tears. With all his heart he kissed Khaira.

“I'm sorry for making you cry,” Ivan said softly as he stroked his wife's hair gently.

“I can't control my emotions. I was angry to see another man looking at you. Even I was annoyed that the man mentioned the name of another person behind your name,” Ivan tried to reveal what was stored in his heart.

“True Edward said. Falling in love with you makes me stupid. I am so stupid that I hate people who have died. Somehow I was so jealous of the late Abbas, when I had you ...”

Khaira, who was not very well, woke up and felt whatever her husband was doing. He still closed his eyes wanting to hear all the reasons Ivan would give.

“I don't know why I fell in love with you. Your magic is so powerful, it makes me unable to think normally.”

Ivan again landed a kiss on his wife's forehead with all his feelings.

“And when Abbas told you in spirit I always mocked him, and belittled the woman of his choice.” Ivan smiled recalling those moments, “Maybe I ate my own vows.”

Khaira tried to hold her breath hearing Ivan's confession. But he can't keep pretending. He opened his eyes immediately.

Ivan smiled seeing Khaira open her eyes. He was already suspicious as Khaira's breath raced faster than usual. And he must be forthright, so that everything becomes bright.

“You want to forgive your stupid husband?” Ivan looked at him fixedly.

Khaira did not answer. But his eyes were straight at the dark black eyes of the husband, wanting to see the earnestness that radiated there.

“Entah still need how long for you to open your heart to this stupid man,” Ivan did not turn his gaze.

Khaira placed her index finger on Ivan's lips. With a thin smile. A sense of relief immediately approached him hearing Ivan's confession. She immediately hugged Ivan's body and pressed her head against her husband's neck.

Of course it made Ivan stiff. But again he had to practice patience. He had to get used to Khaira feeling comfortable around him. The stock of patience is still a lot he prepared, given the intention of having a miscarriage, of course, it still takes time to return to farming in order to sow superior seeds that will become the forerunner of Ivan Junior.

Ivan smiled realizing what was lodged in his brain. But his feelings are relieved because of the misunderstanding that makes Khaira sad they have resolved. Now he immediately hugged his wife's body to share the warmth of each other in the late night.

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