
I closed these eyes
Trying to forget
All the good memories
About you, about my dreams
The more I try
Your shadow's getting real
Proceed to the soul
God, help me
I don't know where you are
It feels like my life without you
Is there you miss me?
Like I missed you
Always miss you
I can't deny it
You are the only one
That can make my soul
Who ever died meant something
But now you're missing
Like being swallowed by the earth
You never realized
The meaning of your love for me?
I don't know where you are
It feels like my life without you
Did you miss me there?
Like I missed you
Always miss you
Oh, yeah
Oh-oh, I don't know where you are
It feels like my life without you
Did you miss me there?
Like I missed you
Always miss you
I don't know where you are
It feels like my life without you
Did you miss me there?
Like I missed you
Always miss you
Ivan was at Baron's desk hearing an old song describing his current mood. In the last few days it has become more and more melow. There is no passion for him to work. It had been a week since his first visit met with Ustadz Hanan. Both of them only communicate via mobile phone to ensure that the land purchase agreement will be directly taken care of by their respective lawyers accompanied by a notary.
Even though today he had an appointment with Berli Anggara a famous contractor who became a contractor in the manufacture of children's cancer hospital buildings. He chose Berli because he had recommended ustadz Hanan who was used to working with him.
He had sent Danu and the Baron to meet with Berli at the restaurant they had agreed to. He refuses to talk and interact with others. He wanted to enjoy the solitude of seeing the pictures of Khaira that he kept on the wedding album.
After his longing was slightly healed, Ivan got up from the chair. He glanced at the watch on his wrist which had shown at 12 p.m. He believes the agreement between Danu and Berli must have been done. He went straight to the mosque which is located outside the company.
Ivan felt relieved after complaining all the burdens and turmoil that were in his heart to the Owner of his soul and body. In prayer he always said that the Power of the Lord would soon bring him and his wife together.
He did not return to the room but went straight to Danu's office. He believes his assistant has returned from a meeting with Berli. When Ivan opened Danu's study, there was no activity. The room still looks empty. The photos still appear scattered on his desk.
Ivan was glued to see a photo of a pair of twin boys sitting sweetly by the pool. He quickly grabbed a photo printed A4 size. Feelings vibrate.
His hand shifted the photos that were on it trying to find something. He managed to find another photo that showed a veiled woman sitting sideways while showing something to the two boys who seemed to laugh happily.
Ivan pressed his chest. He felt something happen to him when he saw the two photos. He looked at the photo with a glance. Now he is increasingly convinced that there are indeed similarities between the late Bryan and the girl. While the boy reminded him of the look of Khaira who was flat and cold during their first meeting.
“Who are you guys? Why do I feel familiar looking at this picture?” ivan muttered to himself.
Not finding Danu, Ivan finally came out of the room and brought the two pictures. He wanted to make sure something suddenly churned in his heart. He can't delay it anymore.
“Bos, Mr. Berli is waiting in your room. He still wants to meet,” suddenly Danu has appeared before him as soon as Ivan comes out of his room.
Ivan was surprised to not expect Danu to be in front of the door he had just opened. He stood up thinking, the clock on the wall was already showing at 2pm. It is not possible if he forced to go to meet ustadz Hanan to prove his curiosity.
“Is there something wrong with the picture the boss?” Danu was amazed to see Ivan brought 2 photos that he had just printed.
“No. But this special two I brought,” replied Ivan quickly, “Come come to my room to meet Mr. Berli.”
“Good Boss,” quickly Danu nodded and followed Ivan's steps.
Tenyata Berli did not come alone, he was accompanied by his sexy-looking secretary named Laura. The two immediately got up from the chair upon seeing the arrival of Ivan and Danu.
“I'm sorry for not being able to attend our first meeting,” Ivan immediately reached out to Berli who greeted him warmly.
When he looked at Laura he just smiled thinly while nodding his head and immediately turned his gaze to Berli.
“Please sit back Mr. Anggara,” Ivan let Berli and his secretary sit back on the available sofa.
“I am very grateful because Mr. Alexander wants to work with our company,” Berli said excitedly, “Your lunge in the world of entertainment homeland is indeed the best.”
“You are too praising Mr. Anggara. I have retired in the past three years,” Ivan smiled back at Berli.
Laura sneered at the words of her boss. He did not see any goods or equipment all lux in Ivan's workspace is very simple when compared to the property of his boss at Cipta Graha Persada.
“So when can we survey the field to see the location that will be established cancer hospital building?” Berli immediately asked.
He is the kind of person who does not like to put off work. That's why ustadz Hanan always uses his services every time there is a government building project. And this time Berli was very happy to know that the project given ustadz Hanan is not kidding.
“Sorry Mr. Anggara, ustadz Hanan is bringing his in-laws control to Singapore,” Danu replied quickly, “Maybe next week we can just survey there.”
Ivan looked at Danu. He never communicated directly with ustadz Hanan. He sighed, his desire to find the riddle that had hung in his mind since seemed to have not been accomplished.
“No, I'll find out myself,” Ivan's mutter is almost inaudible. He almost forgot that he was not alone in his office.
“There is a problem Boss?” danu's question made Ivan aware that there was still someone else in his study.
“All is well,” between Ivan fast.
He looked at Berli who was looking at him with a frown. With a smile Ivan nodded his head.
“Pardon our sudden impressed arrival at your place Mr. Alexander,” Berli feel uncomfortable.
“Call Ivan only,” Ivan said slowly, “Too formal it feels to me.”
“Good Ivan. I agree,” finally Berli got up from the chair and immediately shook hands with Ivan, “Thank you for the cooperation that will be established this.”
Ivan nodded and the two shook hands tightly ensuring that their cooperation would run to completion. Ivan was relieved when his two guests had already passed from his study.
“Bos, what's wrong with your remark earlier that Mr Alexander is a rich businessman?” Laura tried to pry evidence from Berli about a handsome man who quite stole his attention. But looking at the workspace simply made Laura distrustful.
“Do not look at the book from the cover,” Berli looked at his secretary sharply. She believes Laura is the type of woman who is easily seduced with a variety of luxuries and quickly moved on to men who are able to finance the socialite lifestyle she now lives.
She and Laura have a special relationship. Laura is a plus secretary to him therefore he is lazy to get married because he does not want to be bound by responsibilities. He likes to be single without any special rules that he must live if he is in a serious relationship. Even though he was almost four heads and he still felt at home living a free life.
Meanwhile Ivan and Danu are still discussing the cooperation that has been signed by Berli and Danu as his representatives. Now Ivan's gaze was again fixed on the photo lying on his desk. He took the photo and looked at it closely.
“Why are the Boss interested in these two photos?” Danu couldn't help her curiosity. He could see the meaningful gaze from the unmoved look in Ivan's eyes from the two photos in his hand.
“I miss my wife .... “ Ivan says smirk.
Danu was silent at the words of his boss. He only worked for three years following Ivan and never knew the personal life of his boss. And as long as he worked, no one dared to bring up or tell Ivan about him.
“The faces of these two boys remind me of my wife who is now going somewhere,” Ivan said softly to make Danu gawk at the boss's confidences.
Ivan leaned his body on the work chair and began to close his eyes considering the gentle gaze and sweet smile of his wife who until now still clung tightly to his mind.
He opened his eyes and straightened his body. Ivan quickly grabbed a picture of the veiled woman who was now interfering with his mind.
“Who are you really Aisya's body? Did you change your real identity?” suddenly Ivan's mind worked fast.
He began to think about putting together puzzle pieces in the form of imaginations about unexpected meetings with the Khaira family. And he is confident that the twins will answer and unite all the pieces of the puzzle so as to find the answer to the key problem that he is now trying to solve by himself.
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