The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 271 S2 (Hello Kitty's Heart Sangar Lamp)

Even without speaking Ivan and Khaira work together to keep the twins whose body temperature has not been significantly changed. He contacted the child care pavilion to change the twin beds to double ones to make it easier for Khaira to supervise the two.

A smile rose on his face, as the attendant came carrying a double bed for the twins. He immediately carried the Dew, for Dawn was still fussy in Khaira's arms.

Khaira is surprised to see some officers come pushing double beds for the twins. He looked at Ivan with a frown that Ivan replied with a smile while nodding his head.

After the officers passed Ivan immediately put the Dew back. He approached Khaira who already looked exhausted because the twins today were really fussy.  Ariq and Ira had just returned home after bringing food and change of clothes for Khaira and the twins.

Without saying Ivan walked closer to Khaira.  He stretched out his hand reaching for Fajr who was still fussy with his stuck fists.

“Let me take your place. Take a break …. “ Ivan staring Khaira sticky.

From the clear highlight there is no rejection, which is illustrated only sadness and fatigue that makes the beautiful twinkle dim.

Khaira releases Dawn from her carrier. Without saying anything he stepped into the bathroom. He wanted to take a shower to refresh his tired body. Finish bathing Khaira take ablution to perform Asar prayers. During the existence of Ariq and Mbak Ira, he saw Ivan coming out for Asar prayers in the mosque.

While coming out of the bathroom, Khaira sees Danu talking seriously with Ivan.  He immediately performed the Asar prayer because the time was almost up.

“Nona Laura keeps asking for the whereabouts of the Boss,” Danu whispered worried Khaira heard their talk, “He was curious because it had not met the Boss for a long time. What should I say?”

“Don't talk about something that wastes time,” Ivan immediately cut Danu's words while signing some contract files of cooperation of advertising company.

“How Mbak Rara, has there been any better development?” Danu stole a glance at Khaira who had just finished performing the Asar prayer.

“Do you think?” Ivan turned Danu's question around.

The two who were sitting side by side on the sofa looked at Khaira who started preparing food for the twins.

“Dad ... “ whining of the Dew that began to search for its existence made Ivan rise quickly.

Ivan immediately grabbed the Dew that was already sitting while crying. Khaira tried to calm him down. Hearing the whimper of the Dew made Dawn open its eyes.

“Mother …. “ Dawn rubbed her eyes in search of Khaira's whereabouts.

“Sini equals father …. “ Ivan stroked his daughter's back gently.

After the Dew calmed down, he sat on the bed and grabbed the Dawn that was now sitting alone. Both of them appeared to be henchmen in Ivan's lap.

“Ma’em used to be the same mother …. “ Khaira said gently.

Ivan felt Khaira's attitude began to warm, even though the duration of his speech was still a little. But he did not care what was important their communication had begun to be created.

Danu looked from where she was sitting at the moment. He could see Ivan's earnestness and his boss's concern for Khaira. He also prayed in his heart that God would immediately unite the boss with the mother and the twins. Because the file signed by Ivan was finished, Danu resigned.

Khaira painstakingly feeds the twins.  He did not care about Ivan's gaze that was fixed on him, the focus was only the twins.

Ivan saw that Khaira's cheeks were becoming more and more thin and pale. His eyes seemed to be sunken too much crying. The guilt is getting bigger. He wanted to embrace and provide warmth to treat all the wounds he had made. But the fort Khaira built was so sturdy. No gap could get him in.

As soon as the plate was clean, a faint smile fell on Khaira's face. He kissed the Dew and Dawn in turn. The gentle look Ivan gave her did not affect Khaira.

“Quick healthy yes dear ... “ he said softly.

The smell of the soft perfume that his smell had caused Ivan to close his eyes for a moment. He wants that time back.

Ivan had just finished performing Isya prayers in the room. Tonight it rained heavily, making him unable to perform prayers in Mushola. Looking up at the bed, Khaira fell asleep sitting next to Dawn.

Ivan walked over, and sat down on the edge of the bed. His gaze fixedly looked at Khaira who was holding the tiny hand of Dawn. The remains of tears still hung in the corner of his eyes.

Jemari Ivan rubbed it slowly.  If time could be repeated, Ivan wanted to go back to the past, he would not let Khaira go it alone. No matter what happens, he will always be by his side. There will be no sorrow and no tears of Khaira. He will always give happiness as he promised from the beginning to the late Abbas. Somehow deep the wound he made, so that Khaira shut the door of his heart to receive himself back.

Slowly Ivan lifted up Khaira and laid her on the side of Dawn. He immediately enveloped the three with a raging feeling.  He tried to close his eyes that felt tired, because it was the third night he took care of the three people he loved so much. While reciting remembrance and prayer, Ivan finally closed his eyes.

The milk bottle in Khaira's hand came off during the doctor's room visit and stated that the twins were DHF-positive and are now in a critical phase. He pecked with tears immediately glided freely. It seems he is unable to stand up firmly.

Ivan who was still hearing the doctor's explanation was shocked when he saw Khaira's pale condition with tears in his eyes standing pale beside him.

“Sorry doctor,” he quickly embraced Khaira and took her sitting on the side chair of the twin bed.

He felt relieved, because the twin beds had been replaced larger so that the two could be put together in the same place. Making him able to focus on taking care of the two makes it easier for Khaira to clean up the twins and he can get closer.

“Thank you doctor,” Ivan said softly.

After the doctor came out of the room, he approached Khaira who was now crying in silence grasping the Dew buxom fingers.  He felt what Khaira felt. Want it to feel he embraced a slender body that is now very bad after knowing the condition of the twins to just strengthen each other.

“We will go through this together,” Ivan sits on the bed staring fixed Khaira, “Keep, the twins will recover as usual.”

His desire to give a place to lean on and share his grief with Khaira can only be expressed in the heart. He did not want to go beyond the limits as Khaira reminded him of yesterday.

His feelings were torn to shreds as Khaira continued to kiss the Dew with tears flowing down the river. He did not know what he could do to get out of this agonizing atmosphere. There is no more spoiled chatter of Dew and Dawn activities that like to dismantle their new toys. Three really tough days and testing his mentality as a standby father.

The knock on the door made the two look at each other. Rheina came alone with a paper bag in both hands.

“How are the twins doing?”  he approached Khaira who was still silent while stroking Fajar's hair.

Khaira was already unable to hold back, she got up to hug Rheina tightly. Her crying broke instantly.

“Hey, what happened?” Rheina did not expect Khaira's behavior.

“I can't watch the twins .. hu .. hu ... huuu ......”

Ivan pressed his chest tight. He could not see Khaira's sadness and heard her crying in Rheina's arms.

With a slow step he wanted to find the wind outside. As soon as he opened Ali's door right outside the room. Without hesitation Ivan immediately hugged Ali and spilled a heavy burden on his shoulders.

“Eh …. “ Ali was surprised to see the fragile-looking Ivan and hugged him tightly.

“I could not see Khaira and the twins suffering... “ Ivan's voice sounded vibrating as he expressed his feelings for the worried Ali.

“What happened?”  Ali patted Ivan on the shoulder to give him strength. He could see Ivan's seriousness in caring for the twins.

Now the two are sitting in long chairs outside the twins' living room. Ivan's reddened eyes held back the grief. He threw away the shame of hugging his former brother-in-law who was the loudest and cynical of him.

“Si positive twin DBD. The doctor said that the two are now in a critical phase ..” did not feel the tears Ivan again poked when saying that.

“We must pray that the twins disease will soon be lifted by God,” no doubt Ali felt sympathetic to the fragility of Ivan.

“If their disease could be diverted, I was ready to replace the twins,” Ivan rubbed his hair with both hands with tears that did not stop.

“This is your test as a parent,” Ali said wisely.

His frustration over all of Ivan's past actions instantly vanished seeing him slump like this. He understood Ivan's sorrow.

“Come in. I want to see the twins,” Ali patted him on the shoulder.

“I'm ashamed if Rara sees me like this,” Ivan said unhappily.

“You it .. brewokan like a thug. His son is sick DBD already cry like this. Sangar looks, hello kitty heart …. “ Ali said slowly so that Ivan did not get too bad with the twins.

“As of Ali to say what ...” Ivan did not care.

“Clean your face first. Soon Ariq and Fatih mas along with mbak Ira and Kia will visit,” Ali said relax.

Hearing Ali's words Ivan was a little relieved. He wanted to go back home to see his mother and tell her everything. He cannot hide this truth forever. Her mother must know that she has twin grandchildren.

“Mas, I'll go home to mama's house for a bit.”

Ali frowned, “How about the Dew looking for you?”

Although his heart was sad, but hearing Ali's words made Ivan's spirit rise. He was sure that the blessing of Khaira's brother began to hold him. Because Ali was the most vehemently opposed to his relationship and Khaira from the beginning.

“I'll tell you about the twins on mama,” Ivan said seriously, “For so long I'm still hiding their whereabouts on mama.”

“That's your business,” Ali replied flatly, “Don't expect more of your relationship and Rara. That's what you need to understand.”

Ivan's choking. Mas Ali still doubted his desire to return. But he doesn't care, the fight is long. Now is the time to ask your mother's prayer for all smoothness.