The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 18
On the way to the office, Adi was stunned. The shadow of her three children and Hani has disturbed her feelings. Without a single tear falling down her cheek. The tiny one whom he rejected his presence, his face was bound in Adi's heart. He wanted to hug and kiss the little boy, and said that he loved and loved him with all his heart.
“Yes, Allah... What have I done?” he rubbed his face agitatedly. “What happens, if mama knows this truth?” lirih.
“Master, you okay?” Johan was worried to see the weak Adi not excited, with his eyes closed leaning his body on the car seat. Adi rubbed his face with both hands trying to eliminate the turmoil that afflicted him.
“Jo, was my action wrong for divorcing Hani?”
Johan was silent and did not dare to answer. From the beginning he had warned his boss. But Adi was so stubborn. Linda and Helen have blinded her heart and mind.
The car has reached the company's basement, but Adi is still reluctant to get out of the car. He closed his eyes with a troubled thought. His head felt broken thinking about the reality he had just realized. But the rice has become porridge.
“I saw for myself, that little girl looks a lot like me. How could I doubt that he's my flesh and blood?” Adi brushed her hair violently. “I'm lonely, Jo. My achievements all this time did not bring happiness in my life. My marriage to Helen was unlike anyone else could have imagined. I'm lonely. I feel like someone has brought away the happiness I once felt..”.
“How about Miss Helen, isn't she pregnant again now?” Johan tried to remind Adi. Even if he knows the truth.
Adi gazed out with nanar, “Now she is 2 months pregnant. I didn't expect much more. By the age of 38, the risk is enormous. My mother still does not acknowledge the existence of the twins. But if mama finds out that the daughter is ..”
“Your late father knew this before his death. She asked me to do a DNA test when Miss Hani's baby girl was 6 months old. The great lord also learned that the great mistress and mistress Helen never gave allowances to the twins once you divorced the lady Hani.”
“Gosh.” Adi was surprised to hear Johan's words. Anger bubbled in his heart hearing the reality that made him worthless at all for abandoning his children. What the world says when it comes to knowing that the greatest businessman in the country has abandoned his flesh and blood without providing any allowance for the future of the children and wives he has divorced.
“Because that's why the big master bequeathed the mansion as well as all the shares he had for his grandchildren.” Johan said plainly, “The big master was sad while taking care of the name of the land and house certificate for his three grandchildren. He cried when he first visited them in a small restaurant left by his parents Mbak Hani.”
Adi was furious, his anger had reached the crown, “I will hold mama and Helen accountable for their actions.”
“Sabar, Sir. The condition of Ms. Helen's womb is problematic. You want to lose another child. Think of the feelings of your wife and the great mistress who has long wanted to fondle grandchildren.”.
Adi squeezed her hair with a huff. He's really angry right now. All this time he was so stupid, had been blinded by the lies of his mother and Helen. Roughly he punched the dashboard of the car several times, as his impingement.
“Luck car mihil..” Inner Johan a little annoyed at the actions of his boss.
After dinner, Adi did not return to the bedroom. He went straight to the workroom. His mind was completely confused. Looking at Helen and her mother's face made her heart want to explode. Eventually he drowned himself in the study and locked the door from the inside. He did not want anyone to disturb his loneliness.
How could he doubt that the little guy was his daughter. He knew that Hani had never been in contact with anyone. But the photo of Hani's closeness to the man who has married Fery's cousin, what happened between the two? How could they both be at the same time? Various questions resonated in Adi's head. His head felt heavy unable to solve the mystery that had occurred.
Adi got up from the work chair and stood looking at the window looking out. He doesn't know how he feels right now. Anger roiled in his chest. He walked towards the bookshelf located behind his desk. He looked at them one by one perfectly arranged books. He was surprised that among the neatly arranged books there was a photo of the twins with Hani. He knew, his late father was a perfect person in compiling reading books in the workspace and his personal library. Adi took the photo. It turns out that behind the photo there is a camera series JVC GZ-R315DEK.
He grabbed the camera, and tried to turn it on, because judging from the initial position it seems that the camera is in on mode. Adi frowned, it turned out that the camera could not be turned on. He immediately put the camera in his briefcase. Adi sat back on the chair and leaned his body with his legs raised to the table.
The shadow of Hani's face and her three children disturbed Adi's mind. The guilt is so great. She had wasted all three of her children and was obsessed with having a child with Helen. Though in his little heart he admitted to starting to feel calm when with Hani. Hani's meek nature, has been melting her stiffness all along. Since childhood Adi has been educated his father hard. He must always be superior and the best in all fields.
At her wedding to 3 months, Hani immediately became pregnant. Adi did not involve feelings during their marriage. He only obeyed his father's desire to immediately have a baby. The first love that ran aground made Adi shut down, until at the age of 32 years his father set him up with Hani who was 8 years younger than him.
The reunion with Helen, has set aside the feelings of Adi who began to like Hani. He is so obsessed with his first love that he forgets Hani and the twins who are always waiting for his return and want to play with him. But the busyness to enlarge the company and open branches in several regions makes Adi so ambitious.
“Argh...” Adi rubbed his face roughly. His encounter with Hani leaves him confused by his own feelings. Since their departure from home, no more smiles were imprinted on his face. It's all about ambition, achievement and pride. Remembering the face of the little one makes the longing bubbled on Adi's chest, plus the twins who are now getting bigger with their very handsome faces a combination between him and Hani.
“Have you checked for pregnancy, Helen?” Linda opened the conversation that night when they finished enjoying dinner.
“Don't worry, Ma. My baby is fine.” Helen rubbed her belly which was not very visible yet.
“You've had 2 miscarriages. At this age, vulnerable to pregnancy.” Linda tried to assert, because what she observed Helen was too relaxed. Although Adi had forbidden him to work, but he still often went out to make arrangements with his social friends.
“That's the condition, I'm alone. Mama don't have to be busy.” Helen was upset by Linda's words. He quickly walked out of the dining room towards their upstairs bedroom.
“Look at your beloved wife. 3 Years old, his attitude has not changed, still rude no manners with parents.” Linda complains. He was completely dizzy to face Helen, there was no calmness during their stay together. Though all this time he always supported Helen and very proud of Helen in her colleagues and friends reunion High School.
Adi. He remembered the figure of Hani. During this time Hani was so patient in facing the arrogance and arrogance of his mother. She never complained, though pregnant she continued to serve her in-laws and her husband, with a smile that never faded from her father's face.
If he is sad, Adi only sees the look of his sad eyes and not glowing. He never had time to ask if Hani was sad or happy. All he knows is work. That was the priority in his life.