The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 275 S2 (Talk From Heart to Heart)
Because the soy sauce accompanied the twins play, after the prayer Isya Ivan was already unable to resist sleepiness. As soon as the twins fell asleep, he slept beside them.
Khaira is still cleaning up all the toys of the twins who fell apart after the two played with her father. He felt relieved, tomorrow afternoon the twins will return home. He unpacked the clothes in the closet and began to put them in the bag, so that tomorrow did not bother to be a few more and took out the clothes that the twins would use to go home.
“Tante haven't slept?” Khaira saw Laras still sitting on the bedside chair observing his children and grandchildren who were sleeping quietly.
He could not bear to see Ivan separated from the twins who will return to his home tomorrow. Tonight he has to speak from heart to heart with Khaira. He realized that the trauma and disappointment in the past still looms over his former son-in-law so he does not want to start again with Ivan.
“Tante can not sleep,” said Laras stared fixedly at Khaira's face which now began to envelop the three.
Tonight was cold because the rain was very heavy outside accompanied by strong winds. Lightning and lightning roared outside.
Khaira rolled out a carpet under the twins' bed for him and Laras. Then pick up pillows and blankets that are arranged in the closet.
“Rest aunt,” Khaira said as she threw her body on the carpet and began to lie down.
“Nak, there's something you want to tell you …. “ Laras started to say seriously.
Hearing Laras' words made Khaira rise from her sleep. He rested his body on the twin bed and faced Laras.
“What does aunty want to say?”
Laras breathed a moment. He can't delay it anymore. Tonight he has to reveal everything in his mind to Khaira. He wants the best for his son and both his grandchildren.
“Mama wants you guys together like you used to …. “
Khaira was stunned to hear the words of Laras. He could grant whatever they wanted, except to be with Ivan. Until whenever he won't do it.
“Tante ... I beg you not to ask me to return. There was too much sadness in the past. I don't want it all to repeat itself,” Khaira said bitterly.
“Son, are you not thinking about the happiness of the twins,” Laras gaze turned to the bed, “Look .... do you have the heart to separate the twins and his father?”
Khaira smiled softly, “Tante .. I will not separate the twins from her father. We have promised to raise them together even though they do not have to be tied to marriage. We will be a solid team for the growth of Dawn and Dewun.”
“Did Ivan and aunty's past actions make you grudge and hurt to not want to accept our helping hand?”
Khaira shook her head quickly, “No aunt. I've forgotten everything. No more disappointment. I have given and accepted the destiny of the Power. Maybe this is part of the life I have to live.”
“Don't you think how Dawn and Dew in their infancy they'll be asked why their parents split up or why they don't live together?” Laras continued to try to soften Khaira's heart.
“I will give an understanding to the twins, that there are things that are beyond their reach and minds that make us unable to be together,” said Khaira quietly, “As time goes by and as they age, I am sure Dawn and Dew will understand.”
“Nak, you are still very young, so is Ivan. Open your heart back to him. There is no way you are forever alone caring for and raising Dawn and Dew …. “
Ivan who was cold opened his eyes. He heard the conversation below. He sharpened his hearing. The voices of his mother and Khaira were heard quietly speaking. He began to put his ears to hear the conversation that was happening.
“Tante, too much sadness I've experienced in the past. My marriage to her father and the twins has also been annulled due to a misunderstanding. I didn't expect to start over. My happiness is with my children. And I don't want to think about anything else,” Khaira said softly, “Everything that has ever happened in our household makes me think of starting over. And for me that's quite enough ...”
Actually he did not want to remember everything that had happened, but because Laras insisted, he would reveal everything he kept in his heart.
“If her father the twins have found the right woman, please start over. I'm honestly not the best girl for her. Many shortcomings that I have during our stay at home.”
“Son, everyone has a past, and everyone is bound to change. Ivan has regretted the mistakes he made with you and your family. Give him a chance to start over with you.”
“I'm sorry aunt …. “
“You may be able to stay alone forever. Think about the twins. They are still innocent and do not know what happened in their parents' past. Think from the point of view of the twins …. “
“Tante, please don't ask for something I can't grant,” Khaira said slowly.
He remembered the woman who had visited the twins this afternoon. His words that had once been spoken again flashed through Khaira's mind.
“For me the wedding that happened was over,” Khaira smiled stoicly, “I know, her father the twins have many female relationships that one of them might be able to be the perfect companion for her.”
She remembered Laura. Laura's attitude towards getting Ivan's attention was indeed too real that anyone could see it.
“You mean Laura?” Laras immediately asked Khaira a question. He believes Khaira said that because they had met several times when Laras took Laura and Bobby with him.
Khaira. He did not want to respond to Baras's question. For him there could be no place for anyone who wanted to open his heart which he had tightly locked.
“Laura good woman. She is a single parent who has one son. Aunty was close enough to him because her mother was a aunt schoolmate,” Laras could not hide the fact that he was trying to bring Laura and Ivan closer.
Although now the plan has changed direction after knowing that he has a grandson of his own blood of flesh.
“ Would you be willing if the twins had a half-brother, and her father had to share his affection with his other family?”
Khaira smiled faintly, “Something when the twins will understand, that both parents have different views of life. I will raise them with all the love I have. I'm not gonna tie up his father to the twins. He has his own life. And he is free to make his own choice …. “
Ivan was caught hearing Khaira's words. Somehow to open Khaira's heart back. He realized there was not a single woman in the world he wanted other than the twins. Although he had to wait a thousand years he would do the important thing they could be together in the end.
Laras tau it was difficult for him to persuade Khaira to accept Ivan back and build a household for the twins' happiness.
“How about your return tomorrow. Where are you and the twins going to stay?” Barrels began to shift the subject.
“The three of us will stay at the home of the deceased oma, before returning to the cottage.”
“Can mom play to your house?”
“Of course. Aunty is the eyes of children. I can't possibly break the cord between the twins and their eyes.”
“Alright dear, mama respect your decision,” Laras said with a feeling of disappointment because his wish did not materialize.
But remembering Ivan's words, they were left to surrender to Allah, Who is turning over the hearts of men. Hopefully one day Khaira's heart will be touched and receive himself back to build a household together.
Long enough Ivan was stunned to hear the talk of the two most meaningful women in his life. After not hearing the conversation, he got up and got off the bed. Laras and Khaira have drowned in the cold of the night.
Ivan entered the bathroom and took ablution to perform evening prayers. Only to the Grasper of the heart can he complain of all the burdens that exist. Not tired of his boredom he asked in his last prostration in the third night so that the Power of the Lord immediately gave a miracle for his life in the future with Khaira and her children.
After the burden on the chest had been spilled on the Owner, Ivan drove his khalwat and tidied up the place of his prayer. He could not bear to let Khaira fall asleep downstairs, slowly lifting the slender body up into the contest.
Ivan looked at the face he missed so much. His fingers stroked the tapered cheeks which to this day still put a flat face on him. Wanting him to touch her, kissing her to take away the longing that almost broke his head. But until now that time has not come.