The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 240 S2 (Never Change)
At exactly eight in the morning Ivan was already dressed casually. With a new driver recommended Hari named Rusli took Ivan to his old house in the elite Bintaro area.
With a sad feeling Ivan opened the door of the house that had become a jannati that made him always want to go home to find calm and peace, because there was an angel who always waited for him and gave happiness to him.
The dust so thick covered the furniture of the house that filled every room. The shadow of togetherness and intimacy and Khaira was clearly depicted in Ivan's eyes as he passed through the room.
Khaira's smile and laughter were still there and were clearly heard in his ears. The corners of the house where they share intimacy as if to be a silent witness to their love journey that now either until when will end.
Ivan's eyes felt foggy as he began to open the door of the main room. Khaira's smile and clear eyes as she welcomed her home grew stronger and stronger in her mind. It felt like there was no life in it.
Ivan shook off the dust on the single sofa that was inside the room and shook his body there. Unable to stand it, Ivan's tears finally collapsed as well as when looking at the bed, where they shared the intimacy in rowing the romance gelora to combine their love.
“Yes Allah, forgive the mistake that your servant has made. Give your guidance to find the wife of the servant O Allah .... “ Ivan pleads with great earnestness.
His gaze led to the dressing table that his wife used to dress up and make up to always be refreshing when viewed by her husband. There too he used to be forced Khaira to do facial treatments.
Strongly reflected in his memory when Khaira first applied a face mask, asking him to be silent because his wife wanted him to do the treatment on his face to always be fresh and clean.
In one week they always take a day to do beauty treatments both. Khaira painstakingly became a therapist who would treat him from head to toe. Where he was really pampered and treated like a king.
Ivan stroked his chin which was now overgrown with a raging feeling. No longer did he hear the melodious voice, the loving clear gaze that always accompanied each day.
With a sad feeling Ivan got up from the sofa and walked towards the walk-in closet. He saw that everything was in one piece, nothing had shifted from its place. Ivan frowned, Khaira did not bring any clothes in the glass cabinet that were still available as they were together.
He opened a safe where Khaira's valuables were stored, including other important papers. All are still neat and intact. Ivan grabbed a jewelry box that was arranged in rows of 10 pieces.
He was surprised to see the binding ring and wedding ring used by Khaira stored there. How could Khaira return all the items that had belonged to her and leave them in their home.
Ivan's heart beat fast as his hands opened one after another of the jewelry boxes that were still intact. All of this belonged to Khaira. Ivan remembers the 3 newest jewelry boxes he gave in each moment commemorating each year of their wedding.
Ivan did not expect Khaira to leave everything she had given him and had become his property. His eyes stared at the certificate and ownership of the house neatly arranged in the safe.
Ivan's eyes were glued when he saw the phone he bought and he installed an application to make it easier to know the whereabouts of his wife is also stored there.
“Yes Allah, Rara ... what have I done that you tortured me like this?” Ivan twitched his suddenly throbbing head as soon as he realized that Khaira had abandoned all the luxuries he had given.
Khaira came down from the house carrying only what was attached to her body. Ivan could imagine the sadness on his wife's face during the last conversation on that cold morning.
The look of disappointment was clearly reflected in his wife's clear eyes as he said he would let her go because he wanted to focus on caring for Bryan and seeking healing for his only son who had now gone ahead of them.
There was no significant resistance when Ivan accused him of deliberately harming Bryan and pushed him into the pool. Ivan did not give his wife a chance to defend herself.
His excessive love for Bryan and Claudia's incitement has made him turn a blind eye to the kindness and sincerity Khaira has given him during his time with her.
Ivan let his tears drip down his face which was now overgrown with whiskers and bewok. He no longer thinks about his appearance. His only wish was to meet Khaira and apologize for the mistake he had made.
Ivan remembered something, he quickly began to dismantle a pile of valuable papers and assets in the form of land certificates that he had from the work he had occupied for the last ten years.
Ivan was fixated when he realized that what he was looking for was not in the pile of securities he had.
“Yes God, Rara what are you going to do with our wedding?” Ivan was alarmed when he realized that his marriage book and his wife were now not in place when he kept it last time.
The feeling of worry and his heart grew faster. She feels her marriage is now on the edge. He must act quickly. Ivan did not want his marriage and Khaira was scattered because of the mistakes he made.
He knew the first place he would visit was the Ariq company. He was sure that his brother-in-law would provide the best solution. He would beg Ariq even if he had to drop his pride and beg his wife's older brother.
During the trip to the company owned by Ariq sayup-sayup Ivan's ears heard an old song that played Rusli on the car radio tape. The song's lyrics touched her feelings. Ivan remembered this song was Abbas' favorite song he always heard when Ivan stopped by his cafe.
He mocked Abbas every time he came to his room always the song that Abbas played repeatedly, so Ivan memorized the lyrics of the song even sang it just to make fun of Abbas. He considered that Abbas had fooled a woman even too effeminate.
Remembering the face of the late Abbas made Ivan's grief even greater. He has promised his best friend to take good care of Khaira and give happiness without hurting her heart.
But what's going on? He had reneged on the promise he had made and hurt Khaira with his harsh words had even insulted her.
Ivan realized the mistake he had made towards Khaira. He will ask Ariq to forgive all the mistakes and mistakes he has done. Ivan doesn't care anymore even if he has to embarrass himself. The important thing is that his desire to meet Khaira can be realized.
He closed his eyes while living the words spoken from the song sung. Now he realized that from the lyrics of the song contained a lot of meaning for Abbas' deep feelings towards Khaira.
There are still feelings
The unsettled at heart
When you remember the look in your eyes
Which I think is different
Oh, don't happen
Which I've been afraid of
A thousand ways I'll find you
Oh, love.
I want you to stay
Who is my lover
Forever
'I'll take care of you
Like white cotton in my heart
I'm not gonna make a stain
Imagine your eyes
Imagine me by your side
Oh, don't happen
Which I've been afraid of
A thousand ways I'll find you
Oh, my love
I want you to stay
Who is my lover
Forever
'I'll take care of you
Like white cotton in my heart
I'm not gonna make a stain, oh
Oh, don't happen
Which I've been afraid of
A thousand ways I'll find you
Oh, my love
I want you to stay
Who is my lover
Forever
'I'll take care of you
Like white cotton in my heart
I'm not gonna make a stain
Oh, my love
I want you to stay
Who is my lover
Forever
'I'll take care of you
Like white cotton in my heart
I'm not gonna make a stain
There were no tears dripping back and flowing wetting Ivan's mustache, he did not care about Rusli's gaze that many times fixed on him. Now he feels ashamed of the late Abbas. How Abbas kept Khaira like a white paper and never desecrated her. Their love is so sincere and holy without involving lust in it.
Ivan closed his eyes with a deep sigh and slowly threw it away with the growing muddle in his chest.