The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 222 S2 (Don't Ever Deny Me)

Ivan walked slowly to the bed.  He sat on the sidelines and looked at Khaira's face, which still looked swollen. He was sad to see his wife.  His decision to go to Singapore and hide his son's condition has caused problems until it becomes a cause for the departure of oma. Although everything is returned to fate, but still as a weak creature can not accept sincerely.

Ivan stroked his wife's hair slowly. He will not be able to part with Khaira. He loved her very much. Regardless of Bryan among them he will try to give understanding to his other brothers-in-law that Bryan and Khaira are two very meaningful people in his life and he will strive to always be in his side. He did not care about the possessions he had, as both were the most important in his life.

Slowly Ivan climbed onto the bed and laid his body beside Khaira. His eyes could not be closed, especially a few hours ago he had slept on the sofa family room until Ariq came to wake him.

He breathed heavily. There are so many problems that he went through today. He believes his brother-in-law still blames himself for the departure of oma. Ivan recalls Khaira saying that he was ready to accept whatever his decision was, and asked her to treat Bryan until he recovered.

Ivan shook his head not wanting to assume for himself the words of Khaira. Only his wife was able to strengthen when he was down. For the two most precious people in his life, he would put aside everything else.

Ivan tilted his body to Khaira. He could see his wife's face getting thinner these past few days. He began to curse himself, because from the beginning his departure did not involve Khaira.

Slowly she stroked Khaira's hair. Ivan was surprised to realize his wife had cut his icy black hair down to the shoulder. He held onto Khaira's hair. He did not know when his wife cut his hair.

His fingers rubbed Khaira's red, swollen eyes. All day he could see the sadness that could not be lost from the face of the wife. What else he knows, it was Oma Marisa who had been accompanying Khaira since the passing of her parents.

How could he create new problems when his wife was grieving like this, not to mention his brother-in-law who always protected Khaira if there were problems that occurred in their household. His wife's family always involved themselves in the slightest problem they faced.

Azan Dawn echoed. Ivan could no longer squint his eyes. Slowly he got out of bed. Clean yourself for a moment while taking wudu in the bathroom. He immediately put on the gloves and cocoa clothes that Roni had delivered last night.

When he went downstairs he saw that his brother-in-law was already preparing for the mosque with uncle Hanif.  Although the faces of Ali and Fatih looked at him with an unfriendly look, Ivan did not care.

“Good morning uncle ... “ he greets uncle Hanif who smiles kindly at him.

Uncle Hanif nodded his head then stepped over which followed his three pounders. Ivan walked hand in hand with Valdo behind the four.

Until the journey home from the mosque of the complex not much conversation took place between them. Only Ivan and Valdo speak of their respective work. No one discussed Bryan's matter, as it could have provoked the anger of Khaira's other siblings.

Upon arriving home, Hanif's uncle invites Ivan and his uncle to sit down together to discuss Ivan and his son's problems. Valdo sat with them on the porch. He wanted to hear every conversation that took place between Ivan and his brother-in-law.

“Uncle doesn't want any divisions in this family. Your parents are good people. They take care of you lovingly ... “ uncle Hanif sighed slowly. He looked at Ivan with a meaningful look, “Like your oma message, if you start to feel unhappy with your partner, and can no longer appreciate any shortcomings in your partner, he said, give him back to his family well..”

“My problem with Rara is not that complicated uncle,” Ivan interrupted quickly said uncle Hanif, “We will not be separated. But I'll take my son with us.”

“You .... “

“Let Ivan finish his words,” uncle Hanif cut Ali who immediately reacted to Ivan's words.

“I love Rara, but I cannot give up my duty to my son Bryan,” Ivan said grimly considering the condition of his son, “What else is he in an unhealthy condition. Help us both get through this. And please support me to help Bryan.” heal

Everyone was silent at Ivan's words. They still have a high sense of humanity. Where could they have let Ivan and Khaira through it all together.

“You should be able to guarantee that Bryan's mother will not disturb the integrity of your household,” said Ariq quickly.

“Why are you accusing Claudia of being that low?” Ivan does not accept Claudia accused of being Khaira's brother.

“Van ... “ uncle Hanif interrupted their conversation, “We never know and read what is on people's minds, like you who can't know what's hidden in the heart of his mother Bryan.”

“I know him well. She is an educated woman. Nothing will happen in our household.”

Hanif looked at Ivan seriously, “Every time he saw Rara, uncle saw the figure of your late mother. Rara's life is undergoing quite a severe test. Uncle just pray that he stays strong through everything.”

“What does uncle mean?” Ivan did not understand what Uncle Hanif said.

“Hopefully you can give happiness in his life,” uncle Hanif's eyes began to fog up considering his struggle to accompany the late Hani during life. “Once you make a wound in his heart, it will be difficult for him to take you back. That's what uncle saw the similarity of your late mother and Rara.”

“I will always take care of the integrity of our household,” concluded Ivan sure.

“We will hold your word,” Ali replied to Ivan sharply.

Hanif sighed again and exhaled slowly. He stared at his voices, Valdo and Ivan alternated.

“You are both mature and married. Uncle believes in you, may all of our families always be in the protection of God and can pass every test in each household.”

The conversation ended when Hasya showed up to take them to breakfast together. They knew that Uncle Hanif could not linger with them in the house of the oma relics.

Arriving in the dining room, Ivan did not see Khaira's whereabouts.  He approached Hasya who prepared a tray with breakfast and a glass of juice and some brownies.

“Mbak, let me take him. This is for Rara, right?” Ivan guessed it.

Hasya nodded quickly, “Yes, I'm new from above. It still looks tired, all day yesterday there was no eating.”

After Ivan passed from before them, Hanif's uncle again reminded Ariq and his other brothers.

“Try to trust Ivan to take care of everything. You cannot be prejudiced negatively, it must always be husnudzon. God willing, everything will be fine. Let them solve problems in their home. Ivan knows what he's going to do, you just look at him.” Hanif ended the advice for his uncle.

Arriving in Ivan's room, he did not see Khaira's presence on the bed. He walked to the bathroom to open the door, not to see his wife's figure was only left behind the fragrant aroma of soap and shampoo.

Ivan frowned as he did not find Khaira in the bathroom. He saw the door leading to the rooftop open wide with a strong gust of wind barging into their room. A smile rose on Ivan's face. He is now convinced of the whereabouts of his wife.

With a tray full of breakfast Ivan walked outside. He saw Khaira standing leaning her body against the guardrail by closing her eyes.  Ivan immediately put the tray on the table which was in a fairly spacious rooftop.

The view from the top of his wife's room was refreshing. He looked down, their voices were playing with the nanny in the garden next to the house filled with beloved flowers late home oma that seemed to develop beautifully.

Ivan looked at his wife who was not wearing a head covering. Her hair is still wet. With her new hair and clothes, Khaira looks like a college boy. Ivan smiled at the change in his wife's new appearance that he was just realizing now.

“Sayang .... “ Ivan hugs Khaira from behind and inhales the fragrance that emanates from his wife's hair.

Khaira was surprised to realize that Ivan was already standing behind her. She still refused to meet let alone talk to her husband. His heart still ached over the lies Ivan had committed.

“Do not like this .... “ Ivan tightened his embrace on Khaira's waist, “Speak ...”

Khaira sighed softly. He let go of Ivan's hands hugging his waist and then turned the body so that the two faced close range.

“I've said everything. Anything according to mas well do ... “ the sound of Khaira vibrating trying to withstand a tear spill.

Ivan was about to grab Khaira's face with his right hand. Khaira quickly retreated and walked towards the lounge chair on the rooftop veranda.  He shook his body in the chair with a distant look.

Ivan was fixated on seeing the rejection of his now evasive wife and chose to sit on a chair without looking at her face.

Ivan slowly walked over to Khaira and stood with both knees supporting his body. Both of his hands immediately grasped the fingers of Khaira who was in the lap of his wife.

“Trust me .... “ Ivan looked at the face of Khaira who was now looking at him with sadness, “This whole thing is out of my control. I never expected that the relationship that occurred between me and Claudia presented Bryan in this world.”

Khaira tried to pull out both hands, but Ivan's grasp was too strong. He went with whatever Ivan was going to say.

“I'm sorry for being so dishonest from the start,” Ivan's voice sounded uninspired, “I just found out that Bryan was my son two weeks ago.”

Khaira remained unmoved. He knew, they both had to talk about this with cold heads. He tried to prepare himself if the worst possibility would happen in his household.

“Bryan was sentenced to have a deadly cancer ... “ Ivan's voice seemed to be stuck in his throat, “How could I let him go through all this alone ..”.

Khaira. He looked at Ivan's now uninspired face. He was touched by Ivan's words. She could see the sadness on her husband's face. The pain that was initially so tight on his chest instantly evaporated looking at Ivan's grim-looking face.

His fingers began to caress the head of Ivan who was still kneeling before him. She had never seen her husband's look as sad as now. How could he have let Ivan go through grief alone.

“Give healing to Bryan. Look for a doctor who can help him to heal,” Khaira's soft voice made Ivan look up at his wife's clear eyes.

“I can't go through everything alone,” Ivan stared fixed Khaira, “I beg your support.”

“I believe mas and Claudia can get through all this for Bryan's recovery,” Khaira said bitterly.

Ivan shook his head quickly, “I don't need Claudia. I just want you to always be by my side. We'll take care of Bryan until he recovers.”

Khaira looked at her husband's face trying to find something. The gaze remained the same, the love and sincere affection were still clearly drawn.

“Never doubt my feelings. Everything still remains the same,” Ivan cupped Khaira's face with both hands, “From now on we will both be Bryan's parents.”

“How about ....?”

Ivan directly put his finger on Khaira's lips, “Never think of anyone else, there are only the two of us.”

Khaira. I hope what Ivan says is true. And everything will be fine. He must believe Ivan's words.

“Never doubt me,” Ivan said gently, “We will go through all this together.”

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