The Desired Angel of Heaven
Chapter 33
Hani was checking the monthly report that Rose had put on her desk. He will take 3 days off for his wedding tomorrow. Even though today he has made an agreement with Gigi to do treatment in the salon to support his appearance tomorrow.
A knock at the door stops Hani's activities. The rose came into the room. “Sorry Mbak Hani, there is a man wants to meet.”
Hani scrunched up his eel, “What is included in the schedule that has been arranged?”
Rose shaking head, “No, mbak.”
“I'm sorry, for having to interrupt your time this early.” The baritone's voice was already inside the room making the two shocked.
“Mr Aditama..” Hani did not expect Adi to visit her this early. He cannot escape. This time he had to be more strict. “Thank you mbak. I'll handle it.” Hani blinked his eyes at the Rose.
The rose, who did not know Adi, finally nodded her head and left the two of them in Hani's room.
“Please sit, sir..”
“Thank you.” Adi immediately sat in front of Hani who was still tidying up the monthly report that he had finished signing.
“What can I help you with?” Hani asked politely. He tried to behave appropriately, although he did not know the purpose of Aditama's arrival to meet him this morning.
Adi looked around the room. Her eyes stopped on a large figura displaying a photo of Hani and her three children. His chest rumbled to see the photo. He should have been in it. Adi got up from the chair and stepped towards the big figura.
Hani's face is very beautiful with a stark look, while the twins with bow ties look very handsome. His eyes turned to the little guy. Adi's misty eyes held back the grief, the extremely beautiful and adorable little boy who made her drop the talaq on Hani, thus keeping them away from his side, turned out to be his own flesh and blood.
“I'll divorce Helen.” Adi's voice surprised Hani who was still glued to his desk. “I want us to get back together like we used to. And I won't repeat mistakes like I did.”
Hani looked at Adi who was now back in front of him. He will not falter with the decision he will make, “I'm sorry, Sir. We won't be able to go back to how we used to be. You have chosen to part from the beginning.”
“Han, why are you treating me like a stranger?” Adi looked into my eyes in front of him in a tight manner.
Hani returned Adi's gaze, “We are indeed only strangers now. There is no bond between us.”
“But they are my children, my flesh and blood.” Adi tried to shake the confidence of Hani who was so strong to deal with it.
“Dear Lord Aditama Prayoga, Four years together, have you ever embraced your flesh and blood? How about the arrogant master said that only from the womb of the mistress Helen was the offspring that you will admit as a successor. Then without humanity you ask me to abort the fetus that you accuse as the result of my affair.” Hani still said calmly, trying to resist the emotions that he had been damning in the deepest trough of the heart.
“I'm so sorry Han. Please forgive me.” Adi said shrewdly. He saw clearly the sharp glare from Hani's clear eyes that looked at him meaninglessly.
“I love you..” The remark sounded softly out of Adi's mouth. He just realized his feelings now. The woman he had wasted had become a tough woman. “For so long I have been deceived, so that I put you aside. But believe me, I need your presence and the kids. I want you guys in my life.”
Hani laughs blandly, “That won't change Mr. Aditama's situation. Four years we were married, I was like holding coals in our marriage. Do you know, all this time your mama always insulted me. Then you come bring the women of your past. Don't blame me, for even a speck of the feeling I once had towards you is gone unfailingly. The two of us can't get back together and that's never gonna change until anytime.”
“Han, is it so easy do you erase your feelings towards me?” Adi still survives with his ego to persuade Hani back with him. The feeling of love is deeper and deeper to see the figure of Hani who is so strong and strong to face him at this time.
Hani smiled faintly looking at Adi, “You need to know sir, what makes my feelings towards you can be erased? How do you pronounce talaq, and forbid yourself for me to touch. Don't you know, how hurt I feel, when you compare me to mistress Helen's problems in our personal space?” Hani looked at Adi who did not blink looking at him. “Try you ask your esteemed lawyer. How he had stripped me naked in front of a religious court hearing. Slandering me with all vile charges.”
“I didn't ask him to do that.” Adi tried to defend himself. He did not expect Hani had neatly arranged all the treatment that made him hurt so that it eroded the feelings that had perched in his heart. “I just want us back. I want you, this feeling doesn't come suddenly Hani.”
Hani stared at Adi with a flat highlight, “Do you not understand the Indonesian language, Tuan. Once I step. Abstinence me to look back.”
“Allah alone Most Forgiving ..”
“You don't have to patronize me. Try to glass. I have forgiven you long before you came. I don't hate you, because from the very beginning, once I let you go, I've done it all. Our soul mate only got here. I will start a new chapter with a man who can respect me, cover up all my shame and shortcomings, and I will accept all the shortcomings and advantages that exist in my future husband. And I will learn to love him as he sincerely loves me and the children.”
“How about my kids. They should know her real father.” Adi insisted on changing Hani's decision. Seeing her three beautiful and beautiful children made her desire to be with her children even greater.
Hani stared at Adi with a flat highlight, “When the late papa's lawyer came, he asked me to accept the inheritance will for the sake of the children. Mr. Rusdi said that by accepting it, there is no longer a bond between father and son, and that is an agreement between you and your mother. How do you feel, Mr Aditama? Since then I have convinced myself that their real father is dead.”
Adi's speechless. He doesn't know what else to say. His heart felt pounding violently hearing Hani's words. He had forgotten his conversation with Rusdi, the lawyer of his late father. He felt no face in front of Hani.
“Alright, if that is your choice. I can't say anything more. May you be happy with your marriage. And from now on, I will fight for custody of my children. Whatever happens, no one has the right to prevent me.”
Hani smiled in response to Adi's words, “Please sir. Fight as long as you believe your struggle will succeed. And I'm ready to defend mine, even if the world stops supporting me.”
Adi smiled even though his heart was hurt to see the resistance reflected in the clear eyes of his ex-wife. It feels like he hugs a tiny body that once provided warmth, which until now he still remembers and still feels. Because Adi knew, that he was the first man who had touched Hani. And until now those memories will not be easy for him to forget for a lifetime.
Adi stepped out of Hani's study room in disappointment. The hopes he built to get back together with Hani and their children were shattered. Especially what he expected. Doldrums Adi enters the car and drives it towards the company.